I added my friend Nat m3rcury to my lj friends now since I saw she has an lj here when i profiled her on aim. We used to be so close... she was one of my very first friends I met on Palace back in 2001 or so when I got it. I dunno if its cuz I have a new screenname or what but shes showin up as online now to me. but still always with an away up. -shrug- Lookin at her lj info just made me hopefully get reacquainted with several lost friends in my old circle of friends from when I used to be regularly on Palace... I havent spoken to some of these pepl for a year to two years really, I dunno if theyre gonna mind bein added on here or not but I dont wanna lose them completely. We had good friendships at one time, itd be a shame to throw that away. I have begun to realise that Ive become somwhat withdrawn and antisocial. I once had tons of pepl to talk to on my aim, now I just dont talk to anyone really anymore and thats kinda sad, cuz Im lonely now.
I have to be... I was conversin thru E-MAIL with some girl for almost a half hour before it became time to watch the late abc feed of the show 'wifeswap' Talkin over E-MAIL... gah...what have i reduced myself to... and with someone I barely know with NO PICTURES no less, and she didnt know what a livejournal is... who responded to me cuz I am on the GothicMatch site. I had all those accounts disabled but I reactivated them and was lookin thru them out of boredom. Hell, I can always maybe find a new friend. A genuine new gothic friend. Erin aedammair is so freakin kool and definitely uber, but shes not on in the early hours of morning like now (no fault of hers tho) hopefully I will be able to talk to her more soon somehow. lol, if you see this Erin... i misses you!!! -sigh- =/ I am still grateful tho for meetin her thru one of my bestest friends ever Amanda, _rapebigbird
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