I know im not on this at all anymore, or i mean i know i dont update at all lately.
buuuut i thought i would today.
I guess you could say a lot has happened.
But stuff that i can remember.....
Umm all I've really been doing is hanging out.
Still trying to make plans with people from school, whom i hope dont think that im trying to avoid them or something.
Ummmm, i have a job now.
yea weird eh?
I work at Chuck E Cheese's.
Yuuuuuup hold it down for the CEC.
Im actually a cook there, im the guy who makes everyone's food and sometimes runs to tables.
Yes Yes Yes, I've worn that Chuckie costume and that is probably the closest I've ever gotten to feeling hot as HELL.
Its not bad though, the people are cool and i have fun when i work.
Ummm my baby sister turned 2 yesterday.
She's so big now, it's scary.
Its been 2 years since she's been born and i dont know. She is such a miracle.
She is easily the most beautiful little person in the world.
But yup she's two, i have new pictures of her which i will post some other time when i get the camera i took them on figured out.
Well anyways she is wonderful.
Ummm well this morning i looked back on my post last year of her 1st birthday party and found some that are pretty funny, entries that is.
like there is this one where it says i want to be a better skater and i want a certain type of board.
and since then, i am better and i do have that board.
which is funny to me.
ohh, and there is this other one, where i got my hair trimmed and my mom bought me a new shirt and it was my underoath shirt. and joe massey left a comment on it saying, and i quote... "Underoath is crap. You're brown, that makes you crap." and i laughed.
i dont know its weird to look back on a year and see what you were doing back then.
but yea. i found this entry, which is the one i was looking for this morning that was written a year ago today.
i dont know if anyone remembers it but i dont know.
I just thought that i would share a post that was a year old.......
So i'll lay here and watch the fireworks light up this summer sky. And close my eyes and force myself to forget. For what is another year, another look up to the heavens with question of why. Another twist of this pen and a smirk to the sky. I'll simply lie here and shake my head telling myself that im fine. Just laugh it off, and push it to the back of my mind. Another wish upon a star, but what do the stars know. Another superstitious hope, and one last elated prayer. One more breath inward and one last time to recall, the story of a boy who blindly cared for a girl. A simple time of when he was in the bliss of ignorance. Ohh dear boy, how ignorant...
So click on those little x's.
And forget those dear times.
Loose those cherished notes, and close the blinds.
Turn the page and lay your pen to rest.
Dear boy, breath slow.
Open those eyes.
And cast one last glance to this evening sky. Take it in, for time moves too fast for us to let it pass you by...
How are you?