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yay...i'm trey...

2005-09-22T05:55:07Z

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graduation...

2005-06-01T06:49:45Z

and i said what about Breakfast at Tiffany's...she said i think i remember the film...as i recall i think we both kinda liked it...then i said well then that's one thing we got...

o yea...grad nite's coming up...im so excited juss because its disneyland and because of sumthin else...hehe...melissa knows why...haha...but yea...im excited about graduation but not that excited at the same time though cause i know im gonna miss everyone so much...of course theres still summer to chill with all these people, but what happens to the people i became really good friends with at school, but that i don't really hang out with? it's such a dilemma...im trapped...i juss hope that everything ends in good terms...it sounds wierd to say this but...i do really love everyone...no im not some sort of hippy, but i realized that im gonna lose half the people i love pretty soon so why not juss let everyone know that i love them...and i have decided...not that i haven't been doing this alreaydy...but im gonna be even more care-free then before...well i have and that's gotten me into some trouble...but you know what...it's probably the best thing for me...yay...i think i need to sleep now cause i feel the energy kicking in that's trying to fight off the sleepyness, which eventually will turn me into something that relates closely to a crackhead...alritey...bye...

_bubble_toes @ 2005-05-09T22:04:00

2005-05-10T05:05:25Z

_bubble_toes @ 2005-04-04T22:48:00

2005-04-05T05:57:54Z

saw you were sick...and tired of my wrong turns...if you only knew the way I feel...i'd really love to tell you

and this is probably the saddest time...i noe the pope has died but i cant accept it...i didnt noe him personally but i felt like he tried to reach out to me...im wierd and everything...but this truly distraughts me... i found out from my sister and then my dad immediately after...they called me while i was having breakfast at denny's in arizona...it literally took my breath away...i always thought that i would meet him before he would pass away...he was only in his eightys and i missed the opportunity of a lifetime to meet him...well hes up there with God now and ill be prayin...

_bubble_toes @ 2005-01-03T11:35:00

2005-01-03T19:46:29Z

so what if you catch me...where would we land...in somebody's life...for taking his hands...

unfortunately...winter break has to end...n i think its prolly been one of the best...i actually got to see both of my parents at the same time and my "cousin-friends" were here...but now theyre gone...n it was pretty sad...but its a new year...n i think its gonna be a good one...n i surely hope so too...

winter break consisted of...
-uci with mikey n marisa
-camp pendleton
-"monster trucking" @ 4 in the morning
-california adventure with mikey matt marisa
-huge christmas dinner
-meet the fockers
-smores making in front of the fireplace
-after christmas shopping sale
-lots of in n out
-hero
-driving range
-huge random dinner
-garden state (over and over again)
-sixth sense
-hackey sack making and playing
-huge new year's dinner
-fight with stupid chinese people in parking lot
-chanelle
-ghetto music
-saying goodbye

happy new year to everyone...and please all pray for the victims of the tsunami disaster...

funny wunny...

2004-12-28T23:12:21Z

christmas break has been freakin awesome so far...lets see whut i did...hmmm...i went to uci last tuesday n i loved it...its so pretty...n my favorite building is the uterus shaped science library...if i go there...thatz where ill prolly be spending most of my time...lol...we also went to camp peddleton or sumthing but that wus wutever...eh...then thursday...my "cousin-friends" came over n theyre so freakin cool...lol...im a dork...but yea...we watched joy ride or attempted to...n then all of us woke up around 3 playing monster trucking n stuff...we didnt get to sleep till 5 or sumthin in the morning but then we woke up at 7 to get ready for california adventure...yay...it wus fun although we were only running on a two hour sleep...but the tower of terror was great n so was the aladdin show...we had so much fun...n its awesome how all of us get along so well n we all havent seen eachother in so long...well...one of them was since spring break last year...n the other since he started college at usc which was four years ago...n the other one since i was like 10 or sumthin that now goes to uci...then christmas came n got a whole load of presents...my mom went all out for us because she said that she owed it to us...n then we went to watch meet the fockers...its pretty hilarious...sadly...two of them went back to the apartment in rancho or sumthin...aww...but we will see them again prolly around new year's...we made smores last night in the fireplace n we went all out shopping again...yay...well...now this week is devoted to essay writing and research projects...hopefully i can finish all of this poo by the time skewl starts again...yay...its a good holiday break so far...

the "sisters-in-law" and hc...

2004-10-25T06:29:40Z

i am thinking it's a sign...that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images...and when we kiss...they're perfectly aligned...

what can i say...today was such a nice day...i enjoyed it very much...san diego is such a beautiful place...i wanna live there...n if i get into sdsu i probably will be living there...its a very nice school...its not too big and not too small...they have what i want to major in and the environment is very nice...and the boys there are gorgeous...hehe...just had to add that in...wow...college is going to be very interesting...if i get into it...anna...i promise i will clean up after myself and we will make thai food together...lol...ucsd was nice...but i think its a little too big for me...im kinda scared of big schools...its very pretty though...i felt like i was at yosemite national park or something as we were entering the campus...and the carlsbad outlet is very nice...we bought matching underwear...theyre very cute...hehe...and we looked for dresses for natasha to go to hc in...awww...shes growing up so fast...i think i need to visit more colleges...thanx tho to essy and sabrina for the detailed tour of the dorms campus and everything else...

happy belated birthday chany...

2004-10-14T03:32:42Z

it doesn't matter if we win or lose...as long as we're #1...

first and foremost...i would like to say happy belated birthday to my dear sweet chany...im so sorry i didnt call u yesterday...i fell asleep like right when i got home cuz of golf n everything...but i love u very much...n ur not online rite now so i cant wish u a happy birthday...damn u...but neways...happy birthday and i love you...secondly...guess whut...we won our freakin prelims today...it wus so awesome...every girl in our group beat the girls we were playing...yea...thatz whut im talkin about...n the team that came in second...we beat them by 38 strokes...yea...we rock...lol...o yea...there were 6 different schools playing...i think...yea...im so happy...so now we are number one...and we qualify for finals too yea...oh...n even better...seven girls made it to individuals, and four of those seven were from our team...how kewl is that...yea...im a nerd thatz very ecstatic rite now...but i dont care cuz we're freakin awesome...lol...but now...maybe i should get some rest cuz 2morrow we have another game...n it sure has been a long week of golf for us...9 holes yesterday...18 holes today...and 9 holes 2morrow...so yea...im very happy and proud rite now of the awesome team that we have...yesh...thank you God...yay...

happy late b-day to me...

2004-09-20T00:02:19Z

i don't understand...i embrace every thought...everyword...everyting...

let me juss say that i had a very interesting birthday weekend...i experienced many new things...last night...jericho taught me how to drive stick...n it was pretty hard...n scary...especially when it does those little bumpity bumpity things...n then after laurens party...hmph...abby n me almost died on the way home...it wus pretty freaky...these guys were following us home...they started on the beginning of the 118 and left us after the tampa exit...yea...pretty scary...i mean...i knew there were wierdos in this world but i never had a first hand experience until now...lol...we had a nice talk before we went to sleep...i miss sleeping over at her house...i havent done it in like 4 years or sumthin...yea...we woke up at seven in the morning today to go to breakfast but we didnt leave the house until nine i think...we went to laurens then and met up with people there n went to eat at roscoes...it was nice...o yea...on the way to laurens house...abby n me saw the funniest but freakiest thing...i was lookin out her window and i see this reely skinny arm hanging out of this 4runner with tacky jewelry on...so of course im curious to see what the person looked like and if they were a crackwhore or sumthing and omg it was a she-man...a really ugly one too...with like clumps of make-up on his/her face...ewwy...it was funny though...cuz we tried to take pictures of him/her and he/she was just staring at us like he/she wanted to kill us...we got a picture of the car but not the guy/girl becuz they switched lanes n turned away from us hehe...yea...so many things that ive already learned now that im 17...lol...

gadot...

2004-09-18T04:56:23Z

im an overly dramatic person...somebody slap me...

liquid paper...

2004-09-09T03:14:52Z

resident evils coming out on friday...i cant wait...so exciting...hehe...

i miss like everyone...

2004-08-30T03:09:26Z

well...you know how charlie horse's feel like right...well i swear i just got one in the you know where just now for the first time...yes...i know it's wierd...

its wierd sounding...but i went to church today for the first time in almost 2 years i think...it was so emotional...i swear...one song came up n i started tearing in my eyes...n i felt like i needed to let it all out but then i would be even wierder...but the song was so dramatic...i didnt even know that church could affect me that way but i guess it could...i dont noe...things just kept popping up in my head n i miss everyone so much...especially the people i havent seen in so long...i saw this girl that looked like aggie today at church...so i waited till the end to say hi...but it didnt end up being her...even her mommy thought it was her too...lol...funny stuff...but yea...people should come n visit me...lol...n then people iming me that i havent talked to in so long...i didnt noe such little things could affect me but they do...i feel like i need to give sumone a hug rite now...actually...that just made me sound like a psycho...nevermind...neways...gotta go n eat...

sumone cut out my stomach NOW...

2004-08-29T18:28:15Z

school is starting and my body is slowly deteriorating...

u know...just leave it up to me to be the one who gets reely sick with symptoms of nausea sharp pains in my stomach and releasing bodily fluids which should be solid...sorry bout the disgusting facts but its true...i went to the doctors two days ago because i thought i had gotten food poisoning or sum shit from bad mexican food...but it was actually the summer virus...yay...who knows if ill get better by 2morrow...maybe i will so i can go back to skewl...im so excited...not...whutever...i just want it to go away because it hurts like a motherfo...

the hugs and kisses felt so real...

2004-08-27T03:55:36Z

yeah i loved you all my life...you don't even know a thing i feel inside...no...by the look in my eye...that i'm just fine but i might need you to hold me tight...

i never knew that ive been in love ever since i cant remember...i realized all of this in the morning when i suddenly woke up and started to cry...i guess its so hard to get over someone...but its worse when u finally get over them and they come back to haunt you...i swear i saw him from afar but as i approached him...it wasnt who i wanted it to be...it was just some random stranger...and i hate it the most when you have such a nice dream and you have to wake up from it and then your happy for a minute there...but then you realize...itz just a dream...and u want to go back to sleep so it'll continue...but it never works...worst of all is when your crying in your dream and as you wake up...you cant stop crying because it felt so real...it truly hurts so much when you care for someone who used to care for you the same way...but now they dont even remember you...and i dont even know why i love this person so much...but i guess i just do...

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2004-08-21T00:19:15Z

have heart my dear...we're bound to be afraid...even if it's just for a few days...making up for all this mess...

so today...my sister risked her life climbing our porch to get into the house because we had forgotten the garage remote control thingy...she had to crawl on top of abbys car and she actually got up there...too bad she stepped on a bunch of dead dried baby birds stuck to the porch...oh well...at least i didnt have to climb it...the whole thing was quite funny...

reality has just popped my bubble of dreams...

2004-08-06T05:27:32Z

i finally found my prince charming, but he had found another princess

this past sunday was incredibly emotional, spiritual, relieving, happy, and sad at the same time...i had gone to the temple with my grandma and stayed there practically the whole day practicing buddhism...and im not buddhist but i think the religion is very beautiful...i had grown up with it for the first few years of my life...but then i soon began practicing catholicism...and its juss nice to go back and experience another part of my culture that i was missing out on for a few years...but a very interesting thing that happened to me at the temple wasnt even spiritual...i had met the person i wanted to marry ever since i was eight...he was sixteen at the time i had first met him but now hes 25...i remember him taking care of me as we would travel throughout thailand together and when we came back our parents would still stay in touch and id go over to his house...but one day...all of our visits had just stopped and the last time i saw him was when i was 10...he was exactly the same way i remembered him to be...i almost started to cry though as i approached him...i was so full of joy but as i talked to him he didnt recognize me...i know its reasonable but that was just my first instinct...and as i talked to him i finally realized that he was holding this beautiful baby girl and this women walks up to him and gives him a kiss on the cheek...right then i knew that reality had struck me really hard and he already was happily married with a beautiful child...i didnt know what to do so i just walked away crushed...it sounds ridiculous to think that a childhood crush could develop into anything...but i am a dreamer...it was sad to know that the person i wanted to marry had already found another person he loves...im just happy to see him because i knew that he had gone off to war in iraq...but to see him safe is probably the best feeling i have ever had...i think...in a way...he will slowly fade away in my mind...but stay with me forever...and i know that he will always be my favorite person...

lovely love-making...

2004-07-07T04:31:01Z

marissa on outback jack is a freakin bitch...i hope she gets kicked off tonite...stupid hoe...hehe...

so once again i have slept in the wrong freakin position...my neck hurts like a mother n i cant freakin breathe...oh well...my health is carefully deteriorating n itz kinda kewl but not at the same time...lol...neways...great news...i found my camera...well...actually some anonymous person brought it to my house when i wasnt home n left it in a brown paper bag...im kinda curious about the situation but im juss glad that i got it back...o shit...almost lost my mommys trust this weekend...it wus horrible...i came back to her house on monday n she wus so pissed off at me that she gave me the silent treatment...i hated it so much so i cried myself to sleep...but when i woke up...everything had worked itself out already...thank God...things are still kinda sketchy so i dont reely wanna ask her to go out soon but i think i still will...neways...i swear i had so much to talk about n i juss totally blanked out rite now...umm...o yea...i have to thank many people in la who "took care" of me on sunday n thank u abby n chanelle for being such great friends...i think i would be lying in a dark alley covered in my own puke rite now if it wusnt for u guys n especially jericho...lol...omg...i start my first behind the wheel classes 2morrow...i noe itz not a big deal for most of u people becuz most of u have been driving already but for me it is cuz ive been behind for the longest time...lol...im so nervous tho cuz i juss had a dreamn that i had crashed into a wall on my first class thingy...lol...o yea...outback jack is so freakin hott...i mean i didnt think he wus that hott...only his body...but when i watched the show he started crying when he had to eliminate some of the girls...i dont noe n i may be wierd but i found that to be reely hott about him...lol...neways...maybe i should go n watch outback jack now...hmm...i miss a lot of people...come see me u stupid whores...kewl stupid whores tho...i love u all...good bye...oh...by the way...i love u chanelle n all ur astrological shit...n ur big book is great...how it tells how each one has a specific part of the body that turns them on...like u its the butt but unfortunately for me i juss wanna be cleansed...lolerz...come back soon although i noe ur coming back next week...hehe...bye now again...oh...n of course...thank u to chris for helping me "move" around on sunday...hehe...

you broke my heart becuz i couldnt dance...

2004-07-02T16:12:19Z

why did dave boyle have to die?

so again im updating...yay...neways...i feel really awful rite now...im sorry abby that im not goin to vegas nemore n thatz the reason why u cant go either...im reely sorry...i hope i can make it up to u...im reely sorry...i love you dear...neways...i watched donnie darko n i liked it a lot cuz i have been waitin for the longest time to watch it but i also dont understand it...i watched it three times in a row n i still dont get it...i mean i get the whole lookin in the future n everything...never mind...i dont think i get it...damn me...neways...i also did absolutely nothing again...abby took me to laurens graduation n i started getting sad n all becuz i started thinking of mine n how soon were gonna be old n working n stuff...i asked lindsey whut she thinks were gonna be like when were thirty n yea...i really wanna noe that...but not too soon tho cuz i kinda wanna stay a kid forever...i dont wanna become old n farty n yea...oh well...again...this is an entry of non jibberish stuff n caca that im writing about...i miss the beach...neone wanna take me to some nice little beach n watch the sunrise n sunset...ok...im gonna go now cuz imma go n eat dimsum now...mmm....

tiffany is in exile...OFFICIALLY

2004-06-23T04:11:54Z

haha...jericho told me a secret that none of you noe...and im special and you're not...yay...

sorry bout that...it wus juss very tempting...i find little things like these that make me feel special...lol...but yea...damn...i have not talked to neone this summer...well...lately i havent...i have exiled myself from everyone recently...itz not like i purposely did it...it juss kinda happened...itz nice to be back at home now tho...im talking to people online n itz makin me happy...lol...too much family drama rite now...but oh well...letz juss discuss my amazing yet boring summer...umm...like sum friday way back when skewl had juss finished i went to todai with the japanese crew...awww...im reely gonna miss them...that lunch that we had together even made me think about takin japanese next year...argh...n i hate japanese so itz a big surprise thingy...lol...i dont hate japan...i love the culture n everything but i juss hate the freakin class...but yea...then...sumday last week i went to watch harry potter again but this time with my mommy n sissy...then...yea...i went golfing again n i dont suck as much as i did before...yay...n i also saw abby n melissa...those were like the two only people i have seen all summer from nd...o yea...i also took my senior portrait but whutever...lol...omg...premier of new season of nip tuck tonite...i love that freakin show...n i cant wait...n there r no commercials tonite too becuz of the satellite thing thatz sponsoring it...lolerz...i love it...n the first episode of sex and the city is on tonite also...ahhhhh...dammit...im on my rag...yes i noe thatz random but im juss thinkin about how much a pain in the but it is especially since yea...oh well...i swear i had more stuff to say but i juss dont remember...hehe...oh well...o yea...i love the movie...about a boy...itz the cutest thing ever...alritey...bye bye...

harry potter fuckin rox my sox!

2004-06-05T04:34:12Z

itz been a long ass time since ive updated but i guess i reely am...i had a lot of fun last nite...we went to see the midnight showing of harry potter and it wus fuckin awesome...oh...we was melissa michelle megan and rene...n then we saw peter there...lol...there was this kewl hat that i wanted but yea...it wus 25 bucks...hehe...we went to dennys after n there were little gang bangers outside of it...i swear...melissa got caught on camera steeling food from another table that had left their leftovers there n then she drank way too much red bull...it wus kinda funny...n yea...there were a lot of st.e people that went last nite...ones that are like way older than me but i remember them cuz i juss do i guess...oh well...im kinda tired so i may be typin sum funny shit but yea...i should go cuz i have fuckin satii's 2morrow...fuck that shit...colleges dont want me...oh well... i shall go now...bye bye...o yea...im gonna marry fuckin harry potter...i dont care if im a pedophile or however u spell that...lol...

im sorry for being an asshole...

2004-05-12T02:26:49Z

rite now...i cant even explain how fucked up i feel rite now...i feel that all im here to do is hurt people...im so fuckin dumb...i dont even noe that i hurt people...n this entry isnt for people to go...itz not ur fault...its for me to look back at it so that i noe before i do sumthin...ill think about how awful of a person i am and how someone should juss shoot me and get everything over with...i realize that i suck as a friend...i ruin peoples friendships...i fuck around with everyones minds...and people still tell me that its not my fault...i wish i could believe that but then i would be even dumber to believe that...i dont want people to feel bad for me...i dont want people to think that im a good person becuz im not...n i dont think i will ever be...rite now...i cant even say whut im feelin...all thats really explanable is guilt...why am i like this...why cant i be like other people...why cant i be a good friend that makes their friends happy instead of making them feel like shit 24/7...n no one even tells me when im hurting them...im sorry that im a fuckin dumbass and never noes whutz goin on...but sumone has to clue me in on these things...but now i sound like im blaming someone else when the truth is that im reely fuckin dumb...im shady...im shallow...im a bitch...im a wench...im anything horrible someone can think of...i juss dont want to ruin things among people...id rather have people hate me than hate their friends...i think from now on ill change my personality cuz it seems to me that my personality isnt workin for me nemore...it juss screws innocent people over n it screws me over especially...i give up on everything...i give up trying to please everyone and im better off being a total bitch instead of a nice person that can talk to anyone...i think rite now all i can do is apologize to everyone that ive ever hurt in my life...n i noe ive probably hurt almost everyone i noe...n im truly sorry...ill try not to be part of neones life that doesnt need me in it...im sorry again for everything...n i dont want neone to feel guilty for makin me feel this way...i deserve to feel this way...its a wake up call for me...i noe now that i need to stay away from people cuz all im ever gonna do is fuck their lives over...once again...i am so sorry for everything and i wish i never hurt anyone...im not asking for forgiveness either...this is juss sumthing that i feel that i owe to everyone...hate me if u want...if i were sumone else i would hate me too...itz ok to hate shallow shady fucked up people...i always said that i hated fake people...but rite now i feel fake as fuck...i guess im just one of those stupid hypocrites...

its so f*ckin hott...

2004-05-03T22:55:30Z

omg...ap test today...i think i juss died...but whutever...its over now...thank GOD...but guess whut...itz abbyz birthday today...aww...n shez 17...n rite now im at her house n shez tryin to find a funny song for me to listen to but shez having no luck at all...lol...i took sat's on sat n got my rag then...argh...but yea...iznt that nice to noe...haha...i got to see kayla on sat...yay...n stupid lindsey ended up takin the test n then ended up in my room... lol...there wus this guy in our class that wus snoring n yea...it wus pretty bad...lol...oh well...i cant wait till abby n michelles party...chanys comin down on friday...n yea...we are gonna get anna to dance on sat...yay...mothers day on sunday n have no idea whut to get her...ok...i think ill go n yea...bye bye...

hApPy BiRtHdAy AbByGaY...

sumone cut the cheese in the library...

2004-04-22T22:07:49Z

rene told me to update so i am...bye...

caught in b/t 10 and 20...

2004-03-17T04:02:24Z

pressure...pressure...pressure...term paper is reely scary...havent updated in the longest time...but yea...good stuff mostly happening...sum bad but itz life...saw secret window sunday with mommy...fell in love with it...n johnny depp of course...going to die of heat stroke...miss people that i havent seen in forever...been in love with five for fighting songs...in love...with air...feeling bubbly due to stress...failing an elective class...hearing my dad say things that disappoint me becuz he ends up being right about them...miss being a kid n not having to worry about nada...yea...slacking off in skewl...cant tho cuz college...dont noe whut i wanna do in life...yea...im basically having the same crises as most teens r prolly rite now...ahhhhhhhhh...so i suggest that everyone whoz feelin the same as me...go to the bathroom n turn on the air sucky thing n scream or scream in ur pillow...or...scream newhere u want as long as u scream...n say nething u want...goo...let the caca feeling go...n breathe...good bye...

$2 dolla...

2004-02-10T05:15:37Z

i copied my dear aggie...

What is your emo band name? by spiralinghalo
Your band name is:	Cup This Empty Heart in Your Hands
You sound like:	Sunny Day Real Estate
You will be signed to:	Triple Crown Records
Your emo lyrics are:	"I cry for every tear you make me produce"
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