traded your worth for these scars

_brokenpurity_ @ 2006-10-27T22:17:00

2006-10-28T02:18:28Z

i lied. it's not ok. and i try to find ways to kill the pain but nothing does...
i need need need you.

_brokenpurity_ @ 2006-10-27T22:11:00

2006-10-28T02:14:01Z

i missed you lj.
anywho... i have emotional problems....
but it's ok....
i miss jimmy so much.
and dell.
and rand.

but the thought of them push me harder to practice and become good. mccormick has also been very understanding.

but somehow something is missing. it's hard to adjust. and i'm really screwed up...

it's so ironic who living can make you want to die.

*shrugs*

_brokenpurity_ @ 2006-02-07T18:32:00

2006-02-07T23:32:50Z

brokeback mountain make out scenes

more bbm clips

_brokenpurity_ @ 2006-02-06T20:48:00

2006-02-07T01:49:22Z

_brokenpurity_ @ 2006-02-06T17:35:00

2006-02-06T22:36:56Z

BBM on oprah

_brokenpurity_ @ 2006-02-04T18:51:00

2006-02-04T23:51:34Z

I SAW BROKEBACK MOUNTAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

brokeback mountain = gay porn.
i love it.

OH yea, go here pictures

_brokenpurity_ @ 2006-01-21T22:38:00

2006-01-22T03:53:18Z

*grin*
all-county concert was tonight. i dare say it was worth all the pain and suffering just to see ms. rand again. i didn't end up telling her all the things i've been wanting to tell her for 2 years, but i think it's better that way. they did master musician awards and she was like- ecstatic when she heard gaither. :) when i finally got the courage to say good bye to her, she said she was proud of me. i dunno- i don't normally get all giddy when people say things like that, but i dunno it meant alot coming from her i guess.

oh the funny thing about tonight- you know how they put asteriks next to the people who made all-state? they totally put one next to my name by accident. lol. dell and rand thought it was pretty cool lol, dell said he double checked the stupid thing, but it still got messed up. whatever- i don't mind. i'm thinking the girl they meant to put the asterik next to is pretty pissed though.

um i got to hang out w/ ali alot this weekend, which was pretty cool. and i met a girl from hillsborough who knows shanaze.

that's about it. i'm happy. my last all-county. *sigh* it ended well... i love rand. i love dell.
OH my god- i can only imagine that sylvester was is shock by christine mccrorey actually ACCOMPLISHING something. well fuck you sylvester, you never helped me at all, all you did was tell me that i sucked. all you had to do was have a little bit of faith in me, that's all i wanted. but no. rand and dell are the only people who ever cared, all the credit goes to them.

i'm kinda wired tonight. i'm going to go admire my medal. peace bitches.

_brokenpurity_ @ 2005-11-12T22:56:00

2005-11-13T04:13:00Z

emo, happy, even a few religious ones (yea, i went there)

my new phoooooooooooooone.

there may not be another way to your heart

so i guess i better find a new way in

make everyday worth all of the pain that i've gone through

beauty queen of only 18

had some problems with herself

i've got somebody else's thoughts in my head

i want some of my own

yea i want some of my own

catch your breath

hit the wall

scream out loud

as start to crawl

_brokenpurity_ @ 2005-11-06T09:15:00

2005-11-06T14:20:29Z

me and jimmy

me and kelly and rachel. (the chosen one and anti-chosen one mwahahaa)

me and beaver

laura!

kelly

me

my sister's flowers are dying. mwahaha!

and now for today's slutty pictures.....

me

not me

_brokenpurity_ @ 2005-10-31T21:25:00

2005-11-01T02:27:19Z

betcha can't tell what i am!!

Me and CAMPO!
Me and Xuan!
Me and lorraine

xuan again.
all of us.
carolina's emo pumpkin!

ok this is random but i got a flower today from campo (aka NHS).... then my sister came home with like a million flowers and it made me feel bad :-(

this i threw in cuz well i like these pics

_brokenpurity_ @ 2005-10-02T10:10:00

2005-10-02T14:14:59Z

lorraine, me, B, xuan, beansie and nano

lorraine and beans

B

my shining star

xuan. omgosh xuan looked so pretty i am so effing jealous!

these are all for jimmy to laugh at ^

i like this picture alot even though it's really small!

and me.

edit: NEW PICS:

dobby and kelly. awww.

dobby and me.

_brokenpurity_ @ 2005-09-14T18:10:00

2005-09-14T22:18:03Z

well i got my HC dress but it's too big.... i dunno what i'm gunna do, but i took pictures anyway (it's very very much PINNED so it looks like it fits but it doesn't, folks)
I stayed after school to do sight reading. ugh. i made sure dell knew that i can't play the flute and i definately can not sight read. his response was "sure you can" wtf does that mean... idk...
i also told him about jimmy's WE obsession. well... jimmy's playing actually told him that, but i verbalized it.
uh-huh.
school sucks right now.
but i heart music theory.
anyway here are the

pics.

first 2 are misc.

PS: LORRAINE, B AND XUAN, here is the psych work. there is more but i didn't wanted want to flip the page so i just typed it. make sure you get that. and make sure you get the 2nd half to #5 from lorraine.

*********** links the Central Nervous System with the body's sense receptors, muscles, and glands.*********
end.

um if you can't read something call my home phone cuz my cell is dead.
<3

_brokenpurity_ @ 2005-02-27T12:13:00

2005-02-27T17:14:22Z

The following people are being cut because it's been over 6 months and they have never added me back. Mostly because their journals are abandoned.

bini_wini
blue_beetle
crazychika85
kibalovesme
littlemarsh
silver78
simplybecca

<3

_brokenpurity_ @ 2004-08-22T18:16:00

2004-08-22T22:17:09Z