* . * . *For What It's Worth* . * . *

so i have come to a conclusion

lazziness and lazy people stress me out way too much.


alrighty bye
time to go to stupid ass work.
deff not in the mood today.

on christmas eve when i had to work,
this lady came through my line. she looked like u know maybe she didn't have a lot because she was addicted to drugs. so i guess she didn't have enough money. she could either buy apples, or buy one of those 3 bucks cards that send money to a child in need of it.
so she bought the card and left the bag of apples. and when she was leaving this guy behind her told her to wait and told me to ring up the apples. and he gave them to her. it was soooooo incredably sweet.
there need to be more peopel like that.

i just needed to share that story because i was reading my last entry and it reminded me of it.

- i was afraid to eat the peanut brittle. i thought i would die because of sum unknown chemical that happens to just drop into it

- i had to work past closing on christmas eve. it was pretty weird. but i got to go home half hour early and still got paid for the half hour that i didnt' work.

- sunday we had people over. it was riduclous because they stayed the night. i'm sorry, but its easier to travel back home with 2 kids at night than in the morning. so my whole day was pretty much wasted.

- i went shopping on monday. still havent foudn that coat.

- went shoppin with rebecca on tuesday. met up with lena at the mall later. i was a good girl and trying to save my money, but lena convinced me to buy this shirt from hollister which actually came out ot be cheaper than i expected. and then i buy my vest too! yay!

- amber and rebecca were over, that's always fun

- friday was work day. beck came over around 3, went to work at 330 because i had to do some computer crap and then i started working at 345. beck was there for an extra half hour cuz she starts at 4.

- a couple had about 6-8 carts full of stuff. worth over 1000 bucks. i think it was all stuff for themselves or a party they were throwing. paid in cash. had about 3 baggers. and they wanted paper and plastic. it took about 20 minutes?..

- watch mr. and mrs. smith that night. Pretty Good Movie. it was cute and funny and nifty.

- I wanted to go to Old Navy. it was snowwing, by the time we got out of the store, the street were horrible. there was basically a traffic jam. it took us about 20-30 mins just to get close to Jcpenny. we went into the mall to wait until the roads cleared up. we got out and what do u know, the roads are mucho better.

- Watch A Walk TO Remember but havn'et finished it. pretty good movie so far. i can't believe i havn'et seen it yet. it amazes me.

- i watched some of the begining of the new willy wonka movie. i dont really like it. i think the old one is better. but i guess i'll have to still finsih it sometime.

- i want new clothes. mostly jeans. i can't find jeans i like. every pair i try on, there's always something wrong.

ps. I <3 The Snow

:(

when things actually seem to be going well... something just has to get messed up.













..BSS..

mr. maloney almost made the school burn down today
it was kind of scary
two big bangs and i'm awake from my nap ;)

the lights flickered and everyone got so excited
me too!

its going to snow tonigh! i dont see the point of half a day

i'm trying to figure out this song
but i doesn' help much when u've forgotten the words too. haha
i can hum it hotugh!

my hands are cold.

we have yet wnother chem project. :-/

something exciting happened last night
but i dont remember it
i read for history!
its amazing
cuz it wsa interesting!
but that wasn't the exciting part.

u kno i tired to cut my "bangs" a little shorter
well the became a lot shorter
and now they annoy me.
its saddening cuz sometime si love them.

i got a boo boo today at work.
it was bleeding :(
i hope it didnt get infected.

BECKY GOT THE JOB!!!!!! i'm so exciteddddd i just can't hide it. i know i know you want to, want to! wow i dont really kno the words but that's my way.

Jackie applied! :)
i hope she gets it too.

Come on everyone jump onto the "BigY Bandwagon"

my room is messy again :(

i finally learned to crop scanned pics.
i went scan happy
and now
i'm sick of it :(

I'm ruining my life for bigy and they can't even give me a decent paychekc. guess who still doesn't have her paycheck from the sunday she worked??? ME and guess who from this week's paycheck isn't even getting all the money she should be getting?!...ME yesh so my paycheck should ATLEAST be 140$ this week with taking out taxes cuz i did the math. but guess what...i'm getting gipped about 40$ this is starting to get riduclous. if u can't even give a person the right amount of money for their paycheck, then u got a problem. this job is stressing me out. like not when i'm working nelonger, i've actually gotten better about it, but at home and stuff when i notice that they are doing SOMETHING wrong. so i'm gonna give it another month, and if i can't handle it i'm out of there. because i'm still young and i dont need to be stressing over a job, i mean school...yes but not a job and whoever isn't driving yet, i dont recommend having a job cuz u really dont need it, the only thing a job does is build character, for some poeple, and keeps u out of trouble.


OH MY GOSH past two days have been pretty good.
well i'm doing good in chem. i got an A on that stupid element project!
afterschool my phone was pissing me off cuz everytime i'd call home i wouldn't hear the bell nor would i hear some1 else talking on the other line. so i called home about 10-15 times and everytime my mom or sum1 would pick up. and i would hear NOTHING! i was like grosss. so i hugn out with jocelyn until beck was done with her crapp. and then we went to the orientation at the hospitail. i thought there wouldonly be like 5-6 people. but there were suppose to be liek 20, i think 14 people including us ended up showing up. i was soo excited about it! we get NAME BADGE! aahhhh!
so yeah after that i went home and basically spent the rest of the night watchign tv cuz i wanted to see chasing liberty and i watched another movie but i forgot the name. so it was nice not doing any homework. lol
aorudn 9 i helped becky studying for her driving test. which she passed! CONGRADULATIONS!
and then i took a lonngggg shower and went ot bed.

today i stayed home, but i still had to get up at like 7, but i got up at lkike 730 and got ready in like half hour. which was amazing.
went to thingy and came home. just hung around and watched tv all day. had a coupel people over for alittle while, but no biggy.
watched Sisterhood of the traveling pants. it really wasn't that good of a movie.

and then i went out drivingg around 530ish! it was amazing. i felt so confident and wasn't that nervous.
we went down sheldon road, and then down oakland and went towards the mall to pick up my sister's friend and then i went around the mall like where the movie theater is and stuff cuz we were gonna go to friendlys but i would ahve nnever made it to the other side, so we just went to the mall and went to the friendlys there and ate and stuff. and then jsut walked around. i parked the car and i was actually inside the line! i was like yesss! this is awesome!and my sister said i did a really good job.
but with her for sum reason, i can't break well at stop signs. but with my brother i can. but then with one of my brothers i have trouble with the pedals and with the other one i have trouble staying in the middle of the road. it would just be the car difference. like i liek my sister's car seats and i guess her steering wheel is okay. but i like the maxima's pedals and i like the steering on the camry. so if we put all those together, it would be a perfect car. lol but i have to stick with driving the honda, cuz thats what i'm most likely taking to the test.

my sister made lasgana today

i didn't do any of my hw and tomorrow is my hard classes.
i just wasn't in the mood today.
i needed a break. oh well. i'll do my chem hw during study hall and my history hw, i dont really care about that right nwo. i'm so freakin' sleepy. i todl myself i'd be in bed by like 9, but i ended up falling aslseep on the couch. and then i came upstairs aroudn 10 and i've been on teh computer since then. that's why i shouldn't have a compuer in my room. lol i can never go to sleep. but i gotta now. so yeah i'm gonna go. and fall asleep and then its waking up again and going to school. and then home to relax!

yeah i really need to find something else cool to do now. like something fun.
i'm so sick of working. like its not school, its bigy. and its just starting to get riduclous. i really wanna go out and have fun. my brother was right, i really did trade my life for hell.

work was actually okay today.
i got kind of yelled at like once cuz i wasn't having people sign the slip, but its not my fault cuz they'd fall and i'd forget about them. haha oh well. but then after that i was very good about it.
cant have myself get yelled at again.
i wasn't in so much pain today! actually i wasn't in pain at all, until i walked home, then i was. haha but that was cuz i was trying to walk really fast.
i got out half hour early :)
i didnt' have any retarded people today.
before my break i had this girl infront of me who kept an eye on me even though she had so many people and no1 told her to either. so that was real nice
but she was gone after my break :( no more help.
this weird kid bagged for me a couple times.
i think he has ADD. he was funny though.
i had two baggers a couple of times. yess!
but the stupid register was so retarded. the recipt slips weren't working
and then the cashier thing wasn't opening.
stuff wasn't scanning off when i should have.

but i should be thankful cuz we ahve a lot better registers than a lot of grocery stores, or atleast i'm told we do. haha.

when i went to go get my paycheck on my break, i met this really nice lady. she was in front of me and we were talking and stuff. i like meeting nice people

my dad for the first time actually thought that a movie was scary...."jeepers creepers"

"Final Destintion2" was either on today is going to be on in teh near future! can't wait for that. i love that movie. and i cant' find our copy of hte movie.

went shoe shoppng for daddy.
went to bobs, they didnt' really have his size.
bobs doesn't have a good selection in sneakers anylonger anyways. or altest i dont think so
went to DSW
found some i liked, but i think i just want adidas.
my dad didn't find anything for himself

went to kohls.
excellent sale!
bought like 3 pairs for shoes for like 90$ basically
or atleast my dad did.
didn't find anything for myself at least.
i found a shirt though
i really wanted to buy something
got two 10$ off coupons :)


came home and been working on my chem project since like friday. but the way i was doing it was kind of wrong, so i had to fix a lot today.
but i think i'm doing pretty good with it.

i have to read a whole packet for english
do my math hw
do my spanish hw
grosss
but i dont have to do any hw besides project tomorrow!
yay!

i went driving on saturday
i actually went out with traffic.
it was amazing. i actually felt more comfortable.
went around scott drive, lydall street, taylor street, and all those places back there
ended up infront of kohls and i got so scared that to drive with all the traffic there, but then once i made the turn, i felt so much better.
and now i wished i didn't cancel my driving lesson tomorrow cuz i kind of wanna go driving tomorrow.


my mom got pissed at me this morning for not waking up to eat for fasting.
grossssss.
i can fast better without eating in the morning.
but she doesn't care.

i got a letter from the volunteer department in the hosptil.
orientation on nov 2
becky got it with me :) yay.
finally!

i dont see why i keep on drinking coke when i hate it.
i wished we get pepsi more often.

we're suppose to write a letter about a place we went when we were young.
i dont remember anything as a young child cuz unfortunely my whole lifestyle changed and its harder to remember things.

i watch "raising Helen"
it was a good movie.
i started to cry when thier parents died.
its so sad.


i thik my keyboard batteries r dying again...gross.

its 1006 and i should be doing all the homewokr that i didn't do
gross.

too much to do, not enought time.

when daylight savings comes..are we going to have another hour subtracted right? so that means its almost like i get to sleep in another hour except not really?
daylight savings still confuses me.


besides the candy part, i think halloween is retarded and i dont get what's the point in having it?

i think i should make my LJ friends only?
i dont knoww.

I hate Chemistry

i hate profiencies

i hate stupid chemistry projects

i hate the whole stupid molebucks crap

overall i freaking hate chemistry! its riduclous!
no stupid class is worth ur whole freaking life.