||[28 Feb 2008|12:32am]
mayne i jes read about .. iowno as far as i could go back in my livejournal before i jes.. had to stop.
bad memories, mayne.
i realized i been forgot 95% of awl that bullshit, and it's crazy that i was able to be so open bout awl of it.
guess that shit finally weighed down on me as far as it could go.
my "not give a fuck" attitude i've acquired due to these past couple of years has developed into somn serious.
anytime i try to open up and write, eem write a song, i end up pushin it awl out before i get half way done cause i jes would rather forget bout it, out of sight out of mind.
feel like a totally different person now.
lookin' at my life then and now and were i was at, don't know if that's a good thang or a bad thang.
glad some of ya'll comin back to LJ though