Make.Me.Glow.In.The.Dark.

I NEED TO STOP BITCHING AND GET OVER HIM...EVERY TIME I TRY IT DOESN'T WORK...

Thu, 28 Jul 2005 13:52:52 GMT

Here I go becoming the person who ignores their life to please someone else...
ok I'm at a complete fucking stop...(after each word I type I realize how immature I'm being over this whole thing...ugh)
So anywayz, he callz me sunday after work and asks what r u doing wednesday?
I say well I have to go to work with my mom before I can finish my fucking sentence he says every time I have the day free u have to work blah blah blah so Im like yelling at him to listen to me instead of butting in when I try to say something...
so he's all likefine what did u say? so I tell him and hes all well thats great then u can come see me...so we make plans again...
I bitch and whine until my mom says yes...
U dont know the hours of screaming and yelling and throwing unnecessary fits I went through...So I had to cancel everything my mom and I had planned just for him...I sacrificed my time for him...
So I dont hear from him the next day so tuesday night I called him and asked him what he was doing wednesday and I guess he completely forgot about us...
hes like I guess Im gonna sleep all day till I go to work...
I was like oh and i kept making hints of course I was too chicken to come out and say anything...but yea...
So wednesday comes I text him ask him if he wants to hang out and never get a mother effing reply...I mean he could just tell me its over atleast
Another fucking day that he fucks up!
He has 1 fucking week to see me before I go back to school and next week I'll be spending a couple days in miami...
and every time we talk on the phone he tells me oh ur so beautiful I love u and all this other bullshit...hmmm if this is love I dont fucking want it.
Ok I'm glad I got all this out...What an annoying post?

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 19:11:54 GMT

hmmm...long time no write...I think...
anywayz, I'm at the wonderful library sitting next to an old person on a computer next to me...
so yep...
today sux big toes...
like every other day this week...

I text him, he calls me, tells me he wants me, changes his mind...
Im tired of this yet I sit back and take it...

Sometimes having the feeling I deserve it...
yes, Ive been feeling a bit emo lately but thats ok...

FUCK THIS SHIZZ...

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 15:48:46 GMT

So let's take the time to figure out why and how I fucked up my life and everything just went to hell from there...fuck this for real...I can't fuckin sleep, can't think, I just can't get over this...why the fuck am i writing this in lj, I still have no idea...maybe I feel like telling someone just not in person...I dunno all I know is I'm extremely tired so maybe that's the answer to all this i dunno.

holy hell dude...

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 05:55:55 GMT

I know I've been offline a while but where is all my peeps?!?

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 17:31:09 GMT

FUCK YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i GOT INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ITS BEEN CENTURIES...

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 20:13:34 GMT

Jeeze I'm at the library I will have a computer in a couple months...

SCREW SCHOOL...

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 18:32:18 GMT

I'm so tired of these shallow minded fucks shouting loser at me...
WTF?!?
Blah...

SOOO PRETTYFUL...

Wed, 04 Aug 2004 17:01:23 GMT

It's raining at me house...*sighs*
It's beautiful...
I'm sitting infront of the BIG window and it's wide open and I'm staring at the rain...
Now I shall go play in it...hehe

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 11:54:00 GMT

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HELL TO THE FREAKIN YIZEEEA!!!

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 17:08:52 GMT

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE'RE SELLING MY HOUSE!!!!
*screams to top of lungs and begins jumping around*
Ok well, I gotta go watch a movie with my bf!
bye bye

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 00:15:59 GMT

I HAVE A HEADACHE!!!
IT HURTS REALLY BAD AND I WANNA PLAY SOCCER AND...
AND...AND...I...
UH...
OH YEA, I WANNA EAT SOME MORE SUSHI AND I'M BORED...
LA
LA
LA
SO HOW'S IT GOING PEOPLE?
YOU KNOW YOU CAN TALK TO ME ANYTIME.

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 16:54:15 GMT

REDRUM

"OH NO...What will you do now???", asked Maria.

REDRUM

UH OH...This is gettin scary...

OOH...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...

Fuck you.

EARLY MOURNING...

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 12:20:13 GMT

BlaBlaBla...
I'm so freaking tired...
BlaBlaBla...
I feel like I should throw up now...
BlaBlaBla...
I'm going back to freaking sleep...

MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 20:57:33 GMT

I'm getting pretty good at this!!!
my bf is trying to teach me hungarian ahahahahahaha!!!
ok srry...I'm having an outburst...
Earlier I was talking about being "mature" and all but
I decided I use this journal for my immaturity and my other
for my thoughts and normal behaviour hahahaha...
omg...I'm an idiot lol!!!

AAAAHHHH...

Thu, 15 Jul 2004 18:54:09 GMT

GOING INSANE DUE TO BOREDOM...

YESTERDAY...

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 14:10:24 GMT

All went well with the house...
blablabla...
There is no sign up yet!!!
lol...I get embarrassed over the stupidest things...
yea well, I don't have anything to write about sooo
I'm gonna go watch tv...

THIS SUX...

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 18:29:24 GMT

Today a realtor is coming to my house to put
up an official sign up that my house is for sale...
It will be going on the market...
This is gay, gay, gaaaaay...
Or messed up whatev...
Bye

UH OH...

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 05:35:52 GMT

I getting scared...
*gets teddy bear and blanket*
*BOOM!!!*
*gasps*
*curls into a little ball on the floor*
Someone or something keeps hitting my window...

=(

I am afraid...
I suppose I'll be ok though...Hopefully...
Well bye bye

I'M BORED!!!

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 01:31:50 GMT

THIS PISSED ME OFF!!!

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 00:05:22 GMT

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The Basics
What is your full name:	Brittney L**** B***
How old are you:	16
What is your date of birth:	10-27-87
Are you in school now:	yes, but it's summertime, yo!!!
If so, what grade are you in:	10th
How many sisters do you have:	0
How many brothers do you have:	1
Are your parents still together:	no
Do you like your parents:	most of the time
Do you like to go places with your family:	yesh, of course I do
Do you have any pets:	uh huh
If you do tell us a little about them:	a kitty thats fluffy and white
How did you come across this survey:	uh, I don't remember that far back...
What time is it right now:	7:46
About your friends
How many friends do you have right now:	I'm not sure
How many good friends do you have:	^^
Do you have a best friend:	chokes
Who is your smartest friend:	gasps
Who is your dumbest friend:	coughs
Who is that friend that is really smart but acts like a dumbass:	me + myself + I
Who is your hottest friend:	laughs
Do you have more guy-friends or girl-friends:	never paid attention
Would you ever fuck one of your friends:	not unless it's someone I don't know yet
About your sex life
When was the last time you had sex:	hmmm...chokes again
When was the last time you had a good fuck:	^^
Have you ever screwed two different people in the same day:	Have I???
If you did were you fucking tired:	no...cuz I don't remember...haha I'm a virgin
Have you ever spent one whole day screwing:	an entire 24 hrs...Is that even possible???
Have you ever done it outside:	sure
Would you like to do it outside:	sure
Have you ever fucked in the back seat of a VW Bug:	nope
Have you ever screwed in a public place:	sure
Have you ever done two people at the same time:	HELL NAW!!! I SAID I'M A VIRGIN
Have you ever had sex with a member of your own sex:	yea, Crescent
Would you like to have sex with a member of your own sex:	only crescent haha
Are you gay,bi,or straight:	I'm try...I'll try anything
Would you fuck Alexa Vega:	Who???
Do you even know who Alexa Vega is:	no
She's hott you know!:	ok how do you know her???
Are you horny right now:	no
Would you like to fuck right now:	no
Are you despreate enough to log onto an online chatroom and have cyber sex:	only with...hehehe...One person...A specific person...hahaha
Have you ever had sex with someone you didn't know:	NO BITCH I'M A VIRGIN
Have you ever fucked a hooker:	NO
Would you ever pump a hooker:	what does pump a hooker mean???
If not, why not:	I dunno what it is...I hate hookers
Do you like to dress up as star wars characters during sex:	no
If not, why not:	I'm not that weird
Are you horny now:	NO!!!
If you are, how horny are you right now:	I'M NOT
Would you like to fuck me:	NO YOU ARE PROBLY UGLY
if not, good because I don't want to fuck your ugly ass anyway:	FUCK YOU STUPID FUCKING WHORE YOU'RE THE ONE MAKING A SURVEY WITH SEX IN IT NASTY SLUT
What is your favorite...
thing to do on the weekend:	Nothing
food:	anything I cook
drink:	whatever I feel like
thing to do in a bathroom:	take a shower
thing to do in the shower:	wash
snack:	nothing
animal:	cats
tv channel:	sundance
website:	ummm...I dunno yet...
About Online Journals
Do you have an online journal:	yes
Do you have more then one online journal:	no
How many online Journals do you have:	1
What service do you use (livejournal,myownjournal,melodramatic,ect.):	livejournal
Will you post this survey in your journal:	probably
How often do you post in your online journal:	I dunno
Do you like posting in your online journal:	yea
Do you tell the truth in your journal or do you BS a lot:	both
If you do BS a lot is anything in your journal true:	yes
do you tell everyone that your a buff jock when you are really a nerd:	no cuz I'm a girl stupid ass
Tell the truth now you bitch
Are you a dork:	no
Are you a virgin:	yes
Do you wish you were still a virgin:	I am
Do you smoke:	no
Do you use drugs:	no
Do you wish you could quit smoking or using drugs:	I don't have to
Do you drink:	not any more
Are you drunk right now:	no
Is the only reason that your taking this survey because your drunk:	no
Are you drunk enough to fuck a cat:	no
If you are go do it right now and send us some pictures.:	SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!
Have you ever screwed an animal:	NO SICK PERVERTED BASTARD!!!
If you have why (that is some fucked up shit!):	no dip sherlock fuckin homies
Are you a christian:	hardcore...Know why??? CUZ JESUS SAVES MOTHERFUCKER!!!
If not, what do you worship:	myself...I am god
Are you God:	YEA I JUST SAID THAT
Are you the Devil:	No he doesn't exist
I know your not the Devil because I am you bitch, so fuck off.:	YOU FUCKING WISH
Last few questions
Now that you have finished this survey how do you feel:	like killing you
Are you still horny:	no
Are you going to go get laid right now:	no
What time is it now:	8:01
Are you mad at me:	YEA
Would you like to kill me:	DUH
What time is it now:	8:01
Do you wan't to buy a shotgun and hunt my ass down:	No I wanna slit your throat with a pair of fucking scissors
Do you wan't to put a kitchen knife into the back of my scull:	no I wanna crack your scull
What time is it now:	8:02
One more question after this and we are done, how do you feel:	FUCK OFF!!!
What time is it now:	8:02

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IMMATURITY...UGH...

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 21:11:53 GMT

God, I am sooo embarrassed...
I took a break from cleaning my room...
I found some old letters between me and my "friends"
I just realized how immature I am...WAS...
I have decided to try my hardest to as serious as
possible and act my age...
Yes...No more of my "outbursts" and I will try
to not have those "moments"...
LMFAO!!!
I don't think I can do it...
I am gonna try though...
I will be 17 yrs. old soon...
It's time to grow up...*sneers* yea right...
hmmm...I need to be optimistic...
Do you think I have what it takes?!?

FUCK...COUGHS CHOKES

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 06:33:33 GMT

Oh Shit...
I feel dehydrated...
I am gonna get something to drink...
Should I have gatorade, grape juice, water, or uh...
piss???
Just kidding I am really bored and hyper and
DE- FUCKING -HYDRATED...
I got shocked...

Me: I just got shocked
Liz: hahaha
Liz: by what?
Me: the modem thing I guess...The cover part fell off and I touched the metal part inside...
Liz: hahaha
Me: my hand got shocked and then went numb
Liz: i mean i'm sorry
Liz: damn
Me: i cant feel nothing what do i do???
Liz: i dunno
Liz: stick it in cold water or something
Me: thought electricity and water don't mix...
Me: I dunno
Liz: lol
Me: I just stay numb i guess

Ok I should go now...

BLAGH...QUIZZES...

Sat, 10 Jul 2004 22:49:08 GMT

BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

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You have a Lost Soul. No one is really sure what
that can always mean, because it can be defined
in many ways. As Legend goes, lost souls were
the spirits of passed away people who are
neither in heaven nor hell. They walk the
earth, brooding mysteriously, always appearing
when you expect it least. So hence, if you have
a Lost Soul, then you are probably very
insecure and shy. Stuck in your own little box,
you watch the world fly by as a loner. You dont
know your place. You seemingly dont have a
place in society or an interest. You are a very
capricious person, and are confused and
frustrated about where you belong. You crave
for the sense and feeling of home-but have not
obtained it yet.

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Your soul is OPEN-MINDED. Although you do have
strong opinions and make decisions, you never
make them without thinking first of not only
everything that is, but those that may not be
as well. People trust that you'll willingly
hear them out and understand when they tell you
something, and you are well-liked for it. You
are often the mediator in disputes and your
desire to do what is right overcomes all else.
You are an understanding and admirable soul.

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BAD DAY...

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 21:19:15 GMT

Having a bad day...
It's pretty crappy...
I'll make it though...I suppose...
I got new pics of my bf...
He looks absolutely horrid...
Bad, Bad, Bad...He somehow looks different...
I dunno what it is...
He looks terrible though...I mean, before he was the
hottest guy I'd ever seen in my entire life...
Now he's just...ugh...
I gotta go...
Bye

DEFINITIONS OF THE DAY...

Thu, 08 Jul 2004 18:44:32 GMT

masochism
1 : a sexual perversion characterized by pleasure in being subjected to pain or humiliation especially by a love object
2 : pleasure in being abused or dominated : a taste for suffering

sadism
1 : a sexual perversion in which gratification is obtained by the infliction of physical or mental pain on others
2 a : delight in cruelty b : excessive cruelty

Sooo people do me a favor and comment...
Let me know which you prefer pleeze and thank you...