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Part II: Oblivion
it's calm under the waves, in the blue of my oblivion...
Created on 2005-04-27 11:33:41 (#6936136), last updated 2009-11-26
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Basic Info| Name: | Antigone |
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| Location: | United States |
| Website: | time-warp |
Biopondering life can be such an adventure.
personally, i'm not much of a fan of philosophical thought. i don't care if the color is called red or blue, only that it's the color i want. ToK class drives me crazy. and yet.
i think about things constantly. a never-ending tirade of thought. i'm continually questioning 'what if?' and it gets to the point where i figure out every possible answer except the one i'm given. scenarios forever play and replay across my mind. distracting me from the world. i shut them out and they just come back to haunt me in the dark hours of night. my curiousity always manages to get the best of me and as a result i am continually signing my own death warrant of what i really want. opportunities given and lost. forgotten and opposed. i can't help but wonder, 'will i ever?'. will i ever what?. the answer changes daily. it's really quite annoying actually. a thorn in my side that fails to go away. i really hate the fact that reading opened my mind to so many possibilities at such a young age. because now i feel trapped. confined. doomed to suffer for what i cannot help. that combined with the fact that i distinctly belive i was cursed when i turned five, make my life miserable with an ever present feeling of emptiness. i've learned to hide my emotions so well, that they are usually only revealed through words.
so wander carefully dear reader, through the words of my thoughts.
if you can, look between the lines, because that is most often where my true message lies.
personally, i'm not much of a fan of philosophical thought. i don't care if the color is called red or blue, only that it's the color i want. ToK class drives me crazy. and yet.
i think about things constantly. a never-ending tirade of thought. i'm continually questioning 'what if?' and it gets to the point where i figure out every possible answer except the one i'm given. scenarios forever play and replay across my mind. distracting me from the world. i shut them out and they just come back to haunt me in the dark hours of night. my curiousity always manages to get the best of me and as a result i am continually signing my own death warrant of what i really want. opportunities given and lost. forgotten and opposed. i can't help but wonder, 'will i ever?'. will i ever what?. the answer changes daily. it's really quite annoying actually. a thorn in my side that fails to go away. i really hate the fact that reading opened my mind to so many possibilities at such a young age. because now i feel trapped. confined. doomed to suffer for what i cannot help. that combined with the fact that i distinctly belive i was cursed when i turned five, make my life miserable with an ever present feeling of emptiness. i've learned to hide my emotions so well, that they are usually only revealed through words.
so wander carefully dear reader, through the words of my thoughts.
if you can, look between the lines, because that is most often where my true message lies.
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