::sigh::

this is the first time ive used this thing in like....whoa. lol lets see...wat have i been up......well....i no longer work at quiznos. yup...i finally left like 3 1/2 months ago lol. since then ive been workin at the wonderful world of carmax. =) makin some bangin money. woo woo nigga.

umm....for new years.....i didnt really have a resolution for myself. instead i was able to sit alone for about hmm,.....all day long and thing of all the shit that could have happened differently in my life up until now. it sucks. i mest up alot of chances with someone. i think thats mainly wat i thought about. like....wow....how different would things be if say....i never went out with a certain someone. of even after that....i let some asshole who basically was no real threat to me or the person i was in love with at all.....and i basically let him win i guess. i gave up....i gave up on someone i held so dearly to me because i thought she was happier with the "dick head" as i liked to call him lol then i went out with adeline. now even though she prolly thinks i talk shit about her now that we through and all....i have to say that shes wrong. i cant talk shit bout her. she was one of the best gf's ive ever had. ......but somethings just arent meant to be. we all know that. and it sucks.

i dunno.....just alot of things in the past that ive been thinkin about since new years. =/


anyways.... the band is officially back together. matt's back....joe....me.....alejandro...but im not sure for how llong lol...and then we got mark from ush to play bass. but atleast i still have one thing i love. my music. as long as i have these guys playin next to me....ill be fine for now