Pull up the People Pull up the Poor

Give me fire

2006-03-04T21:59:45Z

went to the GBH show last night with joe acuna, tani, timmy, and matt then had a fun at chads.....good night
thanks joe.

One baby to another says,
I'm lucky to have met you
I don't care what you think
Unless it is about me
It is now my duty to completely drain you
A travel through a tube
And end up in your infection

Chew your meat for you
Pass it back and forth
In a passionate kiss
From my mouth to yours
Because I like you

With eyes so dilated,
I've became your pupil
You've taught me everything
Without a poison apple
The water is so yellow, I'm a healthy student
Indebted and so grateful -
Vacuum out the fluids

...Sloppy lips to lips
You're my vitamins because I'm like you

down, down

2006-02-11T08:01:24Z

i've been denied all the best ultra sex.

_blindambition @ 2007-02-09T12:58:00

2006-02-09T21:14:31Z

It starts in my belly
Then up to my heart
Into my mouth I can? keep it shut
Do you recognize the smell
Is that how you tell
Us apart
I fool myself
To sleep and dream
Nobody? there
No-one but me
So cool
You?e hardly there
Why can? this be killing you
Frankenstein would want your mind
Your lovely head
Your lovely head

_blindambition @ 2007-02-03T13:13:00

2006-02-03T21:17:09Z

going to l.a. again but this time with jon rizo, and matt.....and dave and cody are meeting us up there so it should be another fun weekend. Last weekend i went with joe gaines, tommy, and daniel, and we went to venice beach and we saw the big ass guy in the green mile walking around...it was fun

i got a house phone now...but i dont know the number yet..

bye

_blindambition @ 2007-01-31T19:22:00

2006-02-01T03:22:21Z

Fuck you Kelcie.

I can be your John Cusack

2006-01-30T21:14:18Z

I served out my detention
And in the end I got an honorable mention

In the movie of my life
Starring you
Instead of me

When the moonlight
Hits your bright eyes I go blind
And maybe next time
I'll remember not to tell you something stupid like I'll never leave your side

Like the oldest movie I ever saw was the one we wrote together
I said I hate you but I'd never change a thing

I burnt out
My defensive
Now everything I say is taken as offensive

_blindambition @ 2007-01-28T21:57:00

2006-01-29T05:58:09Z

Knock the ice up off my bed
Cut back you hand, cut back so I can
Bleed a little smile
That's all that's left when heaven splits in two
On a bridge a phantom love
Kiss and shove
Have I slept it off?
I've been awake for too long

All this time
there's a hole in my ceiling where dreams escape
(Right above my head)
I'll take a holiday
I'm sick of feeling this way

So just cut off the lights awhile
And kiss me like you wanted to
And then I'll sing in style
Like a black heart valentine pill
I need it but just keep it
I have slept it off
And I've been awake for too long

All this time
There's a hole in my ceiling where dreams escape
(Right above my head)
I'll take a holiday
I'm sick of feeling this way

Well what did it say?
I forgot to read the label
I forgot to read the label
I forgot what it said
But I need it cause I'm not sleeping anymore

And I will breathe my hands will shake
Please blow a kiss for heaven's sake
Her martyr's smile that's plastic and fake
I'm classic and late
I'm plastic and fake

and...........im drunk....and in l.aa

rip offffffffff

2006-01-14T01:25:12Z

going to la today with a couple friends......back sunday

<3

My heart is the worst kind of weapon

2005-12-30T08:50:59Z

I spent most of last night dragging this lake
for the corpses of all my past mistakes
sell me out- the joke's on you
we are salt- you are the wound
empty another bottle
and let me tear you to pieces
this is me wishing you
into the worst situations
I'm the kind of kid
that can't let anything go
but you wouldn't know a good thing
if it came up and slit your throat

Your remorse hasn't fallen on deaf ears
rather ones that just don't care
because I know
that you're in between arms somewhere
next to heartbeats
where you shouldn't dare sleep
I'll teach you a lesson
for keeping secrets from me

Take your taste back
peel back your skin
and try to forget how it feels inside
you should try saying no once in a while
oh once in while

And did you hear the news?
I could dissect you
and gut you on this stage
not as eloquent as I may have imagined
but it will get the job done
every line is plotted and designed
to leave you standing
on your bedroom window's ledge
and everyone else that it hits
that it gets to
is nothing more than collateral damage

_blindambition @ 2006-12-21T15:04:00

2005-12-21T23:13:19Z

Just for the record, the weather today is slightly sarcastic with a good chance of:

A. Indifference
or
B. Disinterest in what the critics say

I'm burning and I'm blacking my lungs
it feels good with fire back on my tongue

_blindambition @ 2006-12-20T16:13:00

2005-12-21T00:15:28Z

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did, and I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Then any boy you'll ever meet. Sweetie you had me.
Girl, I was it. Look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
exchanging body heat in the passenger seat.
No, no, no, you know, it will always just be me.
Let's get these teen hearts beating
Faster, faster!
Let's pick up, pick up.

Let's get these teen hearts beating
Faster, faster.

_blindambition @ 2006-12-07T19:26:00

2005-12-08T03:27:43Z

havent been here for a while....

well ihavent been online cause i moved into this new apartment and we havent got a telephone or internet yet sooooooooooo yeah.

hello.

~I Aint Playin~

2005-10-28T19:23:57Z

If there's beef, cock it and dump it, the drama really means nothin
To me I'll ride by and blow ya brains out
There's no time to cock it, no way you can stop it
When niggas run up on you wit them thangs out
I do what I gotta do I don't care I if get caught
The DA can play this motherfuckin tape in court
I'll kill you - I ain't playin, hear what I'm sayin, homie I ain't playin
Catch you slippin, I'ma kill you - I ain't playin, hear what I'm sayin,
homie I ain't playin

death is a joke

2005-10-27T07:47:54Z

ok well i just got umm well i dont know how to explain it but basically i laughed at the fact that the kid recentally died in front of the high school and someone was like wtf??? saying some died dont laugh its not funny but i cant help that wonder that we are (a machine that(a computer) that (somtimes) dies or gets shut down...and it was his time to get "shut down" so i laughed...they make me fill like shit...

wtf?

translation to the world....fuck off....i dont care anymore....goodbye. period its the end..

Our cultures fucked its plain to see in this living hell society.

2005-10-23T19:30:45Z

I've never seen anyone quite like you before
No, I've never met anyone quite like you before
Heaven, a gateway, a hope
Just like a feeling I need, it's no joke
And though it hurts me to see you this way
Betrayed by words, I'd never heard, too hard to say
Up, down, turn around
Please don't let me hit the ground
Tonight I think I'll walk alone
I'll find my soul as I go home
Each way I turn, I know I'll always try
To break this circle that's been placed around me
From time to time, I find I've lost some need
That was urgent to myself, I do believe
Bolts from above hurt the people down below
People in this world, we have no place to go.

And in the end this is the choice we are left with...

2005-10-20T00:41:02Z

I fear to lose all sympathy for the human race
So sick of making excuse for an obvious disgrace
this is a race that murders beauty and puts filth atop it's grave
and though I was born the same I sit ultimately ashamed
And I would so gladly love to shed this cursed skin
give all this up for the chance to start again as anything but human

BUT WAIT!HEAR ME THROUGH

Yes, there was a time when I fought with hope
only to find that mere hope was a rope
a quick painless death, their cure for my hate leaving me safe and sedate
But soon enough you realize, it just don't work that way
you can hope all you like but harmless you shall stay
Mere hope is harmless,Turn it to rage!
And with just this change of tactics, from harmless hope to lethal action,
you set the wheels in motion and begin to feel a sense of satisfaction
watching the buildings burn, and when you can see fear in their eyes
And though the stooges of the state will call you "terrorist",
you'll know what you've done is just and right
Then they will say you must hate people, look at all the damage done
Label you a freak or fanatic, and they won't be entirely wrong
but no you don't hate people, just what they have become
Mindless greedy Mother fuckers, I can't bring myself to sympathy for such scum.

_blindambition @ 2006-10-16T20:21:00

2005-10-17T03:21:55Z

im home...well not exactly...in a hotel...but in san diego!! and really close to my old home...

Too young to know, Too reckless to care.

2005-10-14T00:25:51Z

alright so....me and my sis are at a hotel cause my mom CANT NOT fight with anyone and got into a fight with her to...plus my sis wasnt gonna let me run wild around glendale on my own....

be home sunday or monday

my new home.......maybe..................hmmmmm...........nevermind ill keep it a surprise....

does anyone know where i can stay for a few dayS???

so how are all you doing??

im currently resurecting out of hell at the moment...

_blindambition @ 2006-10-12T15:50:00

2005-10-12T22:52:29Z

my mom is psychotic and kicked me out.......i called her a dumbass cause she took my text book away for calling my sister stupid.....so she took my textbook away while im trying to do finish my work so i can get a fucking credit

PSYCHO

mother-suicide

WARNING

2005-10-11T21:54:12Z

>
WARNING

_blindambition is radioactive. Wear protective clothing at all times.

_blindambition @ 2006-10-11T14:43:00

2005-10-11T21:44:08Z

This unrest beats out my breath
Disconnected thoughts jangle in a mess
This unrest crucifies my chest
Without anaesthetic it cuts
Through tumorous flesh

This unrest beats out my breath .......

This unrest beats in my chest
Discordant limbs watch unimpressed
At the aimless walk the mindless talk
The pictures leap out and dance for me
The laugh at me

As your bitterness closes in
You're feeling very old again
Ah just to sleep, withough these thoughts
But the angels shout, resurrecting doubts

Ah we meet again, my trusty friend
Demanding new favours for old time's sake
Inside this captive frame
Come and claim your liberty

Metal and flesh will fuse today
These visions jump out and blast my days
Clean away .......

well like totally omg haha did ya her here scream? it was hillarious!

2005-10-09T02:57:36Z

If you're gonna scream,
scream with me
moments like this never last
When new creatures rape your face
Hybrids open up the door

Scream with ME

NOWA and AGAINA

2005-10-08T06:47:13Z

You give me that look that's like laughing
with liquid in your mouth
like you're choosing between choking
and spitting it all out
like you're trying to fight gravity
on a planet that insists
that love is like falling
and falling is like this

Feels like reckless driving when we're talking
It's fun while it lasts, and it's faster than walking
But no one's going to sympathize when we crash
They'll say "you hit what you head for, you get what you ask"
and we'll say we didn't know, we didn't even try
one minute there was road beneath us, the next just sky

I'm sorry I can't help you, I cannot keep you safe
I'm sorry I can't help myself, so don't look at me that way
we can't fight gravity on a planet that insists
that love is like falling
and falling is like this

go to school, learn to trade, do as i say you better behave!

2005-10-08T01:07:56Z

SAN DIEGO!

IM GOING HOME YEAH IM GOING HOME YEAH IM GOING HOME AND IM GOING HOME!
FUCK THIS TOWN FUCK THIS TOWN FUCK THIS TOWN FUCK THIS TOWN
FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS FUCK THIS!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM GOING HOME YEAH IM GOING HOME
and fuck what ryhmes with "this"

CUUUUUUNNNNNTTTTTT

if this is freedom how come i feel like a fucking slave?

gOT A NEw pEt

2005-10-07T18:58:31Z

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