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( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[13 Jun 2005|08:20pm]
Well im bored, no one can hang out with me like EVER..

But i have nothing to say.. only updated for my dear Alyssa.. :-D


<3

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[18 Nov 2004|03:45pm]
greatestjournal.com/~no_namer

it's better anyways.

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[09 Nov 2004|09:58pm]
[ mood | LalA ]
[ music | Stray Light Run... in my head, no cd yet :-\ ]

me and nickle pickle had fun today.. with his pickle.. hehe.. I used his toothbrush, whoHooo! :-P ?
We had taco bell, and then "watched" MAN ONO FIRE..

Um... im here, tired.. eyes burn

wait, before you go.. look at Amy::

DeathOfRomance69 (9:40:03 PM): you didnt finish your story
DeathOfRomance69 (9:40:07 PM): now im lost
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:40:19 PM): what story?
DeathOfRomance69 (9:40:30 PM): about that movie
DeathOfRomance69 (9:40:42 PM): and the lady saying not to look at her ass
DeathOfRomance69 (9:40:48 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:41:33 PM): oh, well i always tell nick not too.. and i loved that movie *shall we dance* cause she was always saying "and stop staring at my ass" after everything she said.. and shed wag it at em.. and none of them wanted her.. soo funny
DeathOfRomance69 (9:42:07 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:42:20 PM): then she was dancing in a ballroom competition, and one dancer fell, and took her dress off, like ripped it off accidentally, and her ass was in lil white panties.. and she said later, by the way jon, you picked an opptrtune moment to look at my ass.. bas timing
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:42:21 PM): lol
DeathOfRomance69 (9:43:40 PM): lol yeah u said that and then in the middle of another sentace..."I gotta shit, bye!"
DeathOfRomance69 (9:43:56 PM): we were like "uh... okay then."
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:44:14 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:44:18 PM): i had to shit. lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:44:19 PM): duuuuh
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:45:14 PM): you heard this new song:: Existentialism On Prom Night by Stray light run?
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:45:16 PM): i LOVE it
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:45:34 PM): (sing like you think no one's listening)
you would kill for this
just a little bit
so, sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything

FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:45:42 PM): may look gay, but it has such an AWASOME beat
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:45:47 PM): i hate emo.. but thats rocken
DeathOfRomance69 (9:47:20 PM): lol yeah, lately ive just been listening to nirvana and some local bands from brighton and howell.. theyre pretty good
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:47:27 PM): yeah
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:47:28 PM): they are
DeathOfRomance69 (9:51:41 PM): hair...in my mouth
DeathOfRomance69 (9:51:47 PM): ew
DeathOfRomance69 (9:51:50 PM): i cant get it
DeathOfRomance69 (9:51:52 PM): noo
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:52:25 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:52:26 PM): wow
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:52:28 PM): get it yet?
DeathOfRomance69 (9:52:42 PM): i think so
DeathOfRomance69 (9:52:44 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:52:50 PM): lol, gooooood
DeathOfRomance69 (9:53:01 PM): woo go me!
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:53:07 PM): whew, for a minute there.. i tell ya
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:53:10 PM): i got scared :-\
DeathOfRomance69 (9:53:47 PM): yeah, ya kno, those dangerous hairs... ya never kno what'll happen
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:54:07 PM): i know..
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:54:08 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:54:15 PM): well no, no i don't.. tel me
DeathOfRomance69 (9:55:03 PM): i dont know! cuz u can never tell!! it might...
DeathOfRomance69 (9:55:14 PM): go down ur throat!
DeathOfRomance69 (9:55:17 PM): and get stuck
DeathOfRomance69 (9:55:20 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:55:36 PM): lol
DeathOfRomance69 (9:55:39 PM): or if u get more than one...
DeathOfRomance69 (9:55:45 PM): HAIRBALL!
DeathOfRomance69 (9:55:47 PM): nooo
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:55:51 PM): lol

lol... um. anyways.

Oh yeah,a nd that song

Existentialism On Prom Night-- Stray Light Run
when the sun came up
we were sleeping in
sunk inside our blankets
sprawled across the bed
and we were dreaming
there are moments when i know it
and the world revolves around us
and we're keeping it
keeping it all going
this delicate balance
vulnerable
all knowing
(sing like you think no one's listening)
you would kill for this
just a little bit
so, sing me something soft
sad and delicate
or loud and out of key
sing me anything
we're glad for what we've got
done with what we've lost
our whole lives laid out right in front of us

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[07 Nov 2004|09:32pm]
So far (thanks to nick) tongihts away messages have consisted of ::

"Haha..I fucked nick..."
"I miss Nickle Pickle, AND his pickle"
"Crying cause i found tghe perfect guy, and he loves me"
"Elmo Pj's Yay! Short shorts and a small tank... My fave."

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[07 Nov 2004|09:11pm]
[ mood | Miss Nickle-Pickle ]
[ music | Brand New ]

I love my nicholas.. hes the best::
Am3ricanErrorist (9:06:03 PM): aww i wish i could be there to see that:'(

Auto response from FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:06:03 PM): Elmo PJs YAY! short shorts and a small tank.. my fave.. lol

FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:06:17 PM): see what?
Am3ricanErrorist (9:06:37 PM): you in the elmo pjs
Am3ricanErrorist (9:06:44 PM): they are so hott
Am3ricanErrorist (9:06:47 PM): i love them
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:06:54 PM): you've seen them?
Am3ricanErrorist (9:07:14 PM): yes i was there when you baught them
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:07:20 PM): i meant on me, lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:07:25 PM): i know that silly
Am3ricanErrorist (9:07:28 PM): yes just once
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:07:48 PM): when kim was here, right
Am3ricanErrorist (9:08:17 PM): no way b4 then when you first got them
Am3ricanErrorist (9:08:26 PM): no pants underneath
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:08:27 PM): when the parentals made me wear pants under them.. lol
Am3ricanErrorist (9:08:27 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:08:29 PM): oh
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:08:32 PM): well im sorry to hear that,
Am3ricanErrorist (9:08:46 PM): sry to hear what
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:09:09 PM): that you had to see that
Am3ricanErrorist (9:09:19 PM): oh i loved it
Am3ricanErrorist (9:09:36 PM): i wish i could see it again
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:09:38 PM): oh
Am3ricanErrorist (9:10:28 PM): if you ever wanna turn me on instintly all you got to do is wear those
Am3ricanErrorist (9:10:46 PM): whew now im sweatin just thinkin bout it
Am3ricanErrorist (9:10:47 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:10:50 PM): oh, lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:10:57 PM): you're so bad at lying.. but thank you
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:11:05 PM): you realize i saw you for the 1st time ever, with your shirt of the other day?
Am3ricanErrorist (9:11:41 PM): yes and i am not lying
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:11:46 PM): okay
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:11:54 PM): i loved that
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:12:11 PM): i couln't help but look ::bites lip::
Am3ricanErrorist (9:12:17 PM): lol
Am3ricanErrorist (9:12:20 PM): like wise
Am3ricanErrorist (9:12:21 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:12:33 PM): oh yeah,. forgot about that
Am3ricanErrorist (9:13:22 PM): bout what
Am3ricanErrorist (9:13:23 PM): lol
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:13:43 PM): you saw me with mine off
Am3ricanErrorist (9:13:55 PM): lol
Am3ricanErrorist (9:13:58 PM): ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Am3ricanErrorist (9:14:02 PM): i did i did
FRANCOunAM3R1CAN (9:14:12 PM): lol

I love this kid... without trying. He makes me feel beautiful

Saw him Friday.. movie. And Saturday, 50th anniversary thing, then dinner... But not tday... he wasnt allowed over, cause grades... and i coudlnt go there. I missed him SOOO much. I'll see him tomorrow though :-D... and i find out if i got that job! Yay. :Knock on wood for nick coming:


" I think in decimals and dollars, I am the cause to all your problems...." -Brand New

Anyways, homework then bed.
By the way hate the dad. wont let me drive kim to school cause he thinks her mom'll sue me if we get in an accidnet, even though we already DID.. and she DIDN'T. w/e. he's gone tomorrow. for 2 weeks or more! :-D

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[03 Nov 2004|02:59pm]
fuck you John Kerry and John Edwards... fuck both of you.. You god damn traders.. I feel so left behind. FUCK YOU TOO BUSH.

(1 | let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[02 Nov 2004|06:16pm]
1st of Go Kerry! :-D

Oh yeah. Nicks a dick. whom i think is going to dump me. But hey, that's what happens when you have sex with someone now-a-days, so whatever. See if i care.

I hate hipocrits. that say their frieds are indesicisive and cancle plans. then they call you with THAT person and cancle plans with you. thanks a bunch jerk.

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[28 Oct 2004|10:54pm]
[ mood | crazy ]
[ music | NOFX ]

well i'm sick, and my cars a dyke.. but i'm happy :-D
applied at Express.. they seemed to like me! :-D yay.. Id love to work there :-D
::Eating a reese stick::

UUuuuuum.. saw farenheit 9/11 with Nicholas.. yay. My birthday was yesterday, kim bought me a smore maker! SCORE... nick got me an elmo :-D.. mom got me some cards- 100 for gas, 15 for 7eleven, and 15 for movies :-D.. Kris also got me 20 for gas.. YAY :-D

Um.. I love my mr. Field. :-D

Got my sisters old bracelt, i kinda like it.. she got a real tiffany's bracelet for her bday today.. so i got her awsoem knock-off :-D and i like it.. and it jingles...

HEY,. OH! I got a new SN.. IM me :: FRANCOunAM3R1CAN Cause i fucking LOVE NOFX.. to bad they broke up.. ::Sigh:: for the better im sure..

Well later :-D

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[21 Oct 2004|11:08pm]
SPORKyourEYEout (11:05:37 PM): i wanna stay by your side.. only if just for one night
SPORKyourEYEout (11:05:53 PM): i just want to know howd you'd feel, how we'd feel
Am3ricanErrorist (11:06:09 PM): me too
SPORKyourEYEout (11:07:18 PM): i truley di
SPORKyourEYEout (11:07:24 PM): i truly do**
Am3ricanErrorist (11:07:28 PM): me too
SPORKyourEYEout (11:07:31 PM): even if we were to just lay there...
Am3ricanErrorist (11:07:38 PM): but how would we mannage that
Am3ricanErrorist (11:07:46 PM): mee to
SPORKyourEYEout (11:07:48 PM): we cant
SPORKyourEYEout (11:07:54 PM): thats what makes me sad
Am3ricanErrorist (11:08:50 PM): well you could sneak out one night after i "leave" and be home b4 your mom wakes up
SPORKyourEYEout (11:09:16 PM): so i sneak out and we go where?
Am3ricanErrorist (11:09:27 PM): i dont know
Am3ricanErrorist (11:09:28 PM): lol
SPORKyourEYEout (11:09:31 PM): see
Am3ricanErrorist (11:09:33 PM): my truck
SPORKyourEYEout (11:09:36 PM): it'll never happen
SPORKyourEYEout (11:09:39 PM): :'(
Am3ricanErrorist (11:09:53 PM): it could we could sleep in my truck
SPORKyourEYEout (11:10:15 PM): wed get caught, so thats out
SPORKyourEYEout (11:10:19 PM): not worth it...
Am3ricanErrorist (11:11:00 PM): my mom said next time you go up north for the weekend i could go
SPORKyourEYEout (11:11:07 PM): yeah. ha.
Am3ricanErrorist (11:11:17 PM): she did
SPORKyourEYEout (11:11:21 PM): okay
Am3ricanErrorist (11:11:29 PM): just now cus i asked her again
SPORKyourEYEout (11:11:32 PM): stay over night?
Am3ricanErrorist (11:11:37 PM): yup
SPORKyourEYEout (11:13:05 PM): i'll believe that when it happens
SPORKyourEYEout (11:13:14 PM): no offense
Am3ricanErrorist (11:13:35 PM): :'(i wish we were a couple yeas older
SPORKyourEYEout (11:13:44 PM): me too
SPORKyourEYEout (11:13:54 PM): everytime i look at you i wish that very thing
Am3ricanErrorist (11:14:16 PM): :'(
SPORKyourEYEout (11:14:31 PM): im not gonna cry.. i jsut realy wish we were older

we're depressing all of a sudden. argh

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[21 Oct 2004|11:02pm]

i love my baby.. and i love it when he says:
Am3ricanErrorist (10:43:32 PM): hello my love

I LOVE messing with him.. hehe.. see if you can get what HE meant and what I did. lol::
SPORKyourEYEout (10:46:54 PM): i got hit on,
SPORKyourEYEout (10:46:56 PM): :-\
Am3ricanErrorist (10:47:05 PM): lol by who
SPORKyourEYEout (10:47:13 PM): some boys again
SPORKyourEYEout (10:47:24 PM): only it was a big jeep thing, and there were lots in there
SPORKyourEYEout (10:47:26 PM): so i floord it
SPORKyourEYEout (10:47:28 PM): :-\
Am3ricanErrorist (10:47:37 PM): what color was the jeep
SPORKyourEYEout (10:47:51 PM): i duno, dark colored thats all i know
SPORKyourEYEout (10:48:00 PM): black, blue, green.. gray?
Am3ricanErrorist (10:48:04 PM): oh
SPORKyourEYEout (10:48:17 PM): lol y?
Am3ricanErrorist (10:48:32 PM): thats cus you are so damn gorgeous
Am3ricanErrorist (10:48:48 PM): becase my friend jason drives a big jeep
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:10 PM): yes, im sure thats it... haha. not.
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:12 PM): oh,
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:15 PM): well ask him then?
Am3ricanErrorist (10:49:20 PM): i will
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:21 PM): i dun care.. i just get nervous
Am3ricanErrorist (10:49:21 PM): lol
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:24 PM): and i dont like it
Am3ricanErrorist (10:49:25 PM): and you are
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:34 PM): karen..?
Am3ricanErrorist (10:49:34 PM): im sry
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:37 PM): lol, you?
Am3ricanErrorist (10:49:41 PM): ?
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:47 PM): you said, and you are..
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:49 PM): i said i am karen
SPORKyourEYEout (10:49:52 PM): whyd you say that? lol
Am3ricanErrorist (10:50:09 PM): no u said im not and i said you are
Am3ricanErrorist (10:50:12 PM): lol
SPORKyourEYEout (10:50:16 PM): oh
SPORKyourEYEout (10:50:18 PM): ohk
 I crack myself up.. hahaha. not. No i really do though. lol

Ehhhhhhhh.. well i filled up tank fully yesterday, and now i'm at a quarter of a tank. gawd. MOM so owes me money for driving out to Plymouth to babysit. hehe.

 

Look at how the male llamas neck is so stretched.. lol.. hehehe.. lama

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[20 Oct 2004|11:03pm]
got car back yay.
Parents no every last detail of my 4 year molestation. now i want to die. there is no enthusiasm in my life anymore.. I just need a hug.

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[06 Oct 2004|09:09pm]
[ mood | drifting in and out of reality ]
[ music | None ]

MK well the sims are doing great!
I made me and nick sims. lol. I made me a nick fall in love as teenagers, but then they grew up and it got all fucked up. So nick got married to Brooke and she had a baby with her ex.. so now he has a son, oh and yeah she was also pregnant by her ex..so now another ones on the way! And Don moved in with me, im pregnant, and we're not married. that could be bad.. lol

Well i Do get my seg 2. certifiate friday now! yay, I KNEW Bowman would come in handy.. lama. Um.......

Stayed home 'sick' yesterday.. Kim and Jamsion went on a hunt for a fanta for me. neither of them knew you could only buy it in 2liters, or in 20oz. at school or the gas station way out by Kroger. So i got a sunksit instead! Yuuum! Thanks Kim! um, played sims2 all day.. Need some damn RAM and MEMORY.. gonna go buy that when i get my license, with kim!

Might be getting a job with kim, at Subway! Yay! lama

Back to the sims, cause i love them.. Bubye! :-D

WAIT NO- I DO GET TO GO TO SEE GREENDAY! YAY!!! I just have to show up, say hi for liek an hour.. then i get to go see greenday with nicholas and anyone else who wants to come.. but i promised nick, cause he loves em.. lol and i love him.

Mk, now the sims! :-D Yay

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[03 Oct 2004|10:15pm]
kim todl me she had another bad feeling. which she needs to stop cause everytime she tells me, me and nick almost break up...

god.

we already foughjt. well not really, but it hurt my feelings :
SPORKyourEYEout (10:13:25 PM): we're going to fight tonight.
SPORKyourEYEout (10:13:33 PM): X iM s0 aLoNe X (10:13:11 PM): bad bad feeling in my stomach
SPORKyourEYEout (10:13:15 PM): great.
Am3ricanErrorist (10:13:41 PM): why
SPORKyourEYEout (10:13:42 PM): we always fight when she says that :'(
Am3ricanErrorist (10:13:55 PM): get off line
Am3ricanErrorist (10:14:02 PM): its not worth it
SPORKyourEYEout (10:14:04 PM): no
SPORKyourEYEout (10:14:18 PM): fine. :'(
Am3ricanErrorist (10:14:31 PM): ru ok?

Auto response from SPORKyourEYEout (10:14:31 PM): im off now.

Am3ricanErrorist (10:14:37 PM): i love you
Am3ricanErrorist (10:14:53 PM): :-(

oh well.

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[03 Oct 2004|01:41pm]
[ mood | sobbing my eyes out ]
[ music | None. ]

Nicholas just slapped me.. for the 1st-est time ever.. :'(

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[28 Sep 2004|05:46pm]
me and chrisia just got into it. big. tons af swearing. then i hit her, she cried and it was over with.

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[27 Sep 2004|10:57pm]
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[27 Sep 2004|09:28pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]
[ music | Rise Against ]

I try SO hard to ignore them, i really do. Everynight Kristi and my mom argue about anything/everything. And i cant take it anymore. Id drive if i could, or ride my bike if i had one, but not walk. already tried that, the mosquiots killed me. Everynight. Lie 3 days ago it was 15 or so minutes, 2 days ago a lil longer, yesterday about 40 minutes, today.. since kim left. At liek 6 or something. And im dying. All i can do is sit here and cry. I tired telling kris to shut up. I walked in there, crying, "is this going to happen every night now?" Kristi: "Shut up" I go "NO. I hate this, i hate you, i hate this house. al you do is bitch.. me-me-me." So needless to say, now i ride the bus. Whatever. I wont go to school.

Thank you god, even though i duno why im thanking you.. cause this is what I get.

( let thier arms be the mirrors of their broken hearts )

[27 Sep 2004|09:11pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | Green Day ]

2 MUST go to concerts::

18.00$
**Switchfoot- Oct.22
6:30 pm, State Theatre.


35$
** Green Day- Nov. 6
7:00 pm, Cobo Arena.

So far, switchfoot is a YES, im there! :-D Yay!
Im hoping for Green Day too..

And halloween will kick ass! Bunch of peopel at the insane asylum, and food, and other shit. Then matts concert- well the night before anyways! Yay!

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[26 Sep 2004|11:00pm]
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[26 Sep 2004|09:06pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | Chevelle ]

Well Nicholas came over on Friday. like 10 mins after i got home :-D
I cant remember what we did at all... So i cant really fill you in.
Then he came back over on Saturday, and I have NO idea what we did then either.. Other than that we went to dinner...lil archies..
Then today.. (HA! I remember!) We were gonna ride over to wendy's BUT my peddle broke off, in the middle of me standing up to peddle up a hill.. so i fell, and hit my head on the ground, and my knee got hit as well.. and i laughed, lol. Then a little girl came and asked me if i was okay :-D.. so then we walked home, got sophie and walked to Wendy's.. I ordered, then went outisde with the dog while he ordered. then we ate outside.. and the dog had like an entred pop, about half our BIGGIE fried and about 4 chicken nuggets.. NO joke. lol... We saw Megan and Lance there too! :-D Yay!

Then we came home.. Layed around, got caught by the brother on my kitchen floor (by the way, its Brother Nicks Bday # 20 :-D )..Then we went to 7eleven with Mike..

Then Nick left around 8 :'(

Um yeah, kim and my mom told me i look like and intelligant writer with my black hair and cool black frames :-D Yay!

And now im here.. and whoever is annoymously commenting, you're too much of a pussy to leave your name. and thats sad... not liek id do anything, cause im not here to fight.. so its just amusing.. that someone can argue with me over the fact thatr i dont liek ashley Simpson.. and hey i have my reasons. Shes fake. Dun play guitar, dun write her songs ( i mean notes, who cares about the words, music is notes) and um.. shes a fake lil poser, who is exactly like her sister.. no matter what she gdoes. and shes a whore. OH YEAH, AND they once compared her to the wrong 'garbage' on her show.. she is NOTHING liek one of my fave rock bands of all time, GARBAGE..she is just garbage in general. and shes nto punk, rock or punkrock. shes a lil emo crying bitch. and the fact that she dun play the guitar, but tries to pretnd she can, is really frustratign to people who play and write their own songs. (like me and tons of other people)SO please leave your name next time.. even tho im pretty sure its kasey sullivan, who dun even go to my school, so i dun care that much nore.

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