Playin hoes like playstation 2

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I never will forget the look on your face how you turned away
and left without a trace

but i know what i want in my life now.. for sure.. and its you in it.. i think if you were meant to be gone it would feel right, but it doesn't.
i miss you and so does my family. i like you in my life. i hope you come back, if you don't, ill deal.. but its not right.
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thats me recently, my hairs growing back! a few more inches and I can get hair extensions.
I lost 20 pounds. I feel so hot lately, im gaining my confidence back.

i feelin reaaaaaaaaaaal good about myself right now.

You see so many commercials against the use of weed, cocaine, X, Meth, pda's out the ying yang about this extremely powerful drugs, but as an addict to prescription medication, its just as bad, the withdrawals ... you guys wouldn't even believe how bad it hurts, you go absolutely insane if you don't have your fix of Xanax, you grow tolerant just like the street drugs and want more.
I had no choice but to take them since I was going around for a month with a hole in my skull and with the complications from surgeries I still have to use them, but the reason why you will never see a anti-prescription drug abuse commercial is..frankly I believe its because pharmaceutical companies/doctors and the fda make MAJOR bank off of disease and medication treatment, thats why social health care .. in my opinion will never be granted in this country, I feel bad for the people who suffer who don't have the money or health insurance to take care of themselves, and since the industrial revolution came along we have advanced so much in the last century, you would think they would find more effective treatment for Cancer or Aids which are huge academics.. My father recently being a victim to prostate cancer though it has been caught early (thank the fates)
I know for a fact that prescription medications can be just as harmful if not more than street drugs, but street drugs are not reliable to make profit out of and as a society we wouldn't stand for it, it was also proven they were going to test mdma for use in serotonin type medications for the people with major depressive disorder.. I'm just making theories here kids, don't shit bricks if you agree, but I'm just saying.. Its such a shame how society works, I'm not saying I'm some kind of communist but I would much rather have the population be disease free than have people suffering, but I'm torn because I also have a some what controversial opinion that disease was created for population control.. hmm

I'm rambling out of my ass. sorry.

I just found out my Dad has cancer.. I already lost my Mom.. I don't know what I'm going to do. :(

my thought process is so strange, I even freak myself out.

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ya thats me a few minutes ago, im like scotch, i get better with age.. also cheesier.

Hipsters are THE most insecure people on the planet.
they make things exclusive just to feel special... why are they my friends.. :/


""i shop in thrift stores because i am poor but not really my parents are ridiculously rich but that does not make me interesting so i have to mysteriously pretend i have a bad background, WHERE THE PAPS BLUE RIBBON AT? ITS SO CHEAP!"

"I WANT TO MOVE TO SEATTLE OR BROOKLYN BECAUSE IT IS SO CULTURED AND DIFFERENT"

lmaooooo

if the world was according to me, grass would be pink. leaves would be purple and water would flow of v8

i dont get it, why dont you want to keep me in your life anymore?
i know that this city has a pre-conceived notion that i am nothing but a
drama queen but thats not it, i was incredibly insecure and i felt so neglected
at home my whole life so i craved attention, growing older my family became closer
and that gap has been filled, im a different person, ive been through traumatizing
experiences and kept my head held high, i am still the girl you once knew
still with the wacky sense of humor, intelligence, im just not backstabbing manipulative and shady
life is too short for that and i crave meaningful relationships and i feel im ready
to do that ni my life, i swore off getting vengeance on people, they will get what they deserve in due time, im gonna lose the bestest friend i had in my life.. i constantly feel used and its not in my head, i just keep quiet about it now. im progressing. i just dont understand why im outside of you, why wont you let me in? i understand you more than you know but you always make me feel like im not important, just like everyone else, and you know why people do that? because they know i am, and i am going to be somebody, but they wanna keep me down, with where they are.


blah im hormonal fuck everyone whatever i gotta get the fuck out of here.

THEY SEE ME TROLLIN.. THEY HATIN.. MODERATIN THEY TRYNNA CATCH ME POSTIN DIRRTY!

im bi polar like britney spears
i shaved my hair like britney spears
i date losers like britney spears
now i wear ugly wigs like britney spears

HOPEFULLY I GET TO GO ON TOUR SOON!

things have been a bit better in comparison to the other months ive suffered, basically.
shane moved out and ive been ok, we still talk and he texts me and calls a lot but there is a big wall between us.
I don't understand why he still entertains the idea of us hanging out or talking constantly, I know why I do but I don't understand why he does, he seems kind of slutty now.
He got a car and I was insanely jealous, I know he worked for it but it bothered me, because I feel I am much more deserving of anything than he is, if karma was real anyways.
its not really a false sense of entitlement I feel, I just feel like I deserve a break in life, but I am well aware that.. that just does not happen.
My healing is ok, I feel pins and needles and I still retain water but still, better in comparison.
I really don't hang out with anyone anymore, all I do is sleep, because thats what im supposed to do, i had no complaints so far with the exception of my bi polar freak outs, i enjoy studying but i keep going in hope life will put itself together in due time, since its out of my control.

twitter.com/Tia_Tiara

i like it better than most websites, ok?

USE yr Illusions

i luv it.

GET READY FOR THE ASS FUCKING FIST OF KARMA !!!1111


sup.
im tired of being snowed in.
cars slide around.
and i cant get to places where my amigos are.
and its just inconvenient.
and bad.
for all parties involved.

I HAD A BEER AND IT WAS AWESOME.

my hairs growing but being bald is growing... ON ME.


I am really handling stressful situations better than I have EVER expected
and this is the first time I am proud of myself in a long time, I feel like
I can honestly take anything life has to throw at me, and then some (and have).
I sincerely regret nothing, I am in the position to help others now, which i like doing.


Even if this feeling doesn't stay, I wont fret because it will return because its always inside of me.

How could you do this to me now?
Now that you are gone, I don't know what to do with myself.
You'll never know that because it would tickle your ego and I would never want to do that.

i dont think i like you as much as I did before.
and yes, thats a bad thing you desperate cow.

just got ut of the hospital


had my first cig

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
is all i can say'


poo @ having a bald head. ill find out how to work it somehuw, though