It feels like I have no one.. no one at all. That's why..why I had to give in last night. I blacked out for a while, it was intense..the most intense feeling I've ever had. When I woke up, I just sobbed my eyes out for the first time..
How I got the heroin..thats a different story.. a different story.. yeah..god, so many days gone down the drain. I should just do it until it kills me..than there won't be anything left to be upset about in this life..
-coughs and presses the update button, shaking a little, as tears fall out of his eyes once more-
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- Ben (
_benlavine) wrote,