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Journal is getting an overhaul so bare with me. Also my setting have beenc hanged to 800x600, It's because it's the best setting to play Rune Scape on LOL And being as I'm pretty much always on that damn game, i've changed my settings. Just so ya know in case it looks wierd on your screen or something...
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[Tuesday 12:10pm November 1st] |
O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K. O.K.
I WUV YOU TOO KASA!!!!!!!!!!!
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[Friday 10:33pm August 26th] |
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I played the fool today And I just dream of vanishing into the crowd Longing for home again But home is a feeling I buried in you
I'm all right, I'm all right It only hurts when I breathe
I can't ask for things to be still again I can't ask if I could walk through the world in your eyes Longing for home again But home is a feeling I buried in you
I'm all right, I'm all right It only hurts when I breathe I'm all right, I'm all right It only hurts when I breathe
My window through which nothing hides And everything sings 'Cause I'm counting the signs Cursing the miles in between Home is a feeling I buried in you
I'm all right, I'm all right It only hurts when I breathe
Enough said......
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[Sunday 8:36pm August 21st] |
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Ya know what?
Fuck it................
STAIND LYRICS
"Right Here"
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way To keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting
and fuck you.......
*crying............................
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[Wednesday 12:36pm August 10th] |
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I seriously wish that stupidity, along with, vanity, selfishness, manipulativeness, lying....all that were really, really painful!! Then maybe, just maybe, people might actually grow the fuck up. How hard is it to act like the adult you are supposed to be? I mean seriously, people in their fuckin 20's acting like children....... Good riddance.....some will just have to learn the hard way that things in this world will not always be handed to you for nothing. Even "fuck buddies" have thier limitations as to how much shit they will put up with. No more playing "mommy". no more friendly although sometimes painful, but always truthful, advice. Learn on your own. Just remember everything will come back to you. Including every one of your bold faced lies :o)
That said...
Weeeeeeeeeeee........ you GOTTA join me on Rune Scape people !!!!!!
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[Tuesday 7:26pm August 9th] |
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Much to the dismay of some of you i am sure -.-
Anyways... here is some updatage for those who give a shit......
I am alive and well. Brianna is a whopping 16lbs now!! My piglet :o) She is starting to grow up so fast. Full hair now with curls heehee. She is getting a little less demanding so now I just might get some time for myself (for real) lol I certainly can't depend on anyone else to help.
I found this awsome action/adventure/role-playing type game that I am sooo into right now. And so is everyone else lol! Go to runescape.com It's either free or 5 bucks a month. We started off playing the free version and got hooked so now we pay to play lol. Seriously though, check it out..... http://www.runescape.com/
Back on the homefront........ George's stanky ass is gone. But has been replaced by constant fighting and bickering between Laura and Marc..... ugh and I though B and I used to be bad....
Speaking of which....is it too much to ask that people share the chore of having to clean up the dam bathroom? I've been waiting what, a month now? Ugh..... Gag me...please
Why must I always be the nice one who keeps my mouth shut? Not for much longer though. The attitude has got to go !!!!!!! Otherwise i'm going to knock it right out of your ass. Test me. Go on. I dare you..........
Anywho...it seems that B does not believe in marriage. So now do I marry him just for Brianna down at city hall? Or do I stick to my guns and say to hell with it and not marry him at all??? I dunno what to do anymore.....
I can tell you one thing though..... I won't be this nice for much longer... if people think I am a bitch now...... Keep pushing me....
Anyways.... back to Rune scape LOL !!! If you happen to check it out....look me up my name is " Benevolencee " Hope to see you around!!
Much love to those who both deserve and appreciate. To those who don't..... Get Bent
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[Friday 1:32am June 3rd] |
I'm so fricken tired. But I can't sleep. Impacted molar. Ow....... Anyways, things might be slow on my end for a day or so. Just untill this infection goes away. Which I hope is soon....going on 3 days no sleep...nkbu;ah; ;kah;aouhuoh
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[Friday 7:41am May 27th] |
 You need security. There has been many changes in your life and you have had to live in an unstable environment. This has lead you to be suspicious and always on guard. Your mind has a hard time to unwind and this could lead to you having sleeping problems, since you think too much. People are a category you don't give much trust at, and find yourself to be a better secret keeper than they could ever be. Because in your changing world you have learnt that you only have yourself in all times.
What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics] brought to you by Quizilla
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[Friday 7:38am May 27th] |
 You're like me! The intelligent loner. You're shy at times but friendly, and you are never weak and always independent. You are incredibly intelligent (wise beyond your years) and have a talent for many things (sports, music, art). You have a kind and warm personality and enjoy the simple things. Like hanging out with friends and watching movies at home. But you're sometimes quiet nature makes you a bit of an outcast and a mystery to people. No matter how pretty you are or smart or athletic, you just can't seem to break into the crowd and be noticed. Don't worry, try to be more outgoing and speak out when you have more to say. Don't hide behind your books and sports and computer, get out there and get noticed. You also have deep desires in life and feel vunerable and alone at times. Don't feel sad either, What helps me to express feelings and dreams that I can't say to people, is through my writting. Maybe you should try.
What kind of girl are you? (with pix!) brought to you by Quizilla
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[Thursday 3:09am May 26th] |
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If I Wanted To If I wanted to I could do anything right I could dance with the devil on a Saturday night If I wanted to I could turn matches to gold I could smoke drink swear and I would never grow old I wouldn't have to be in love with you If I only wanted to If I only wanted to
If I wanted to I could run fast as a train Be as sharp as a needle that's twisting your brain If I wanted to I could turn mountains to sand Have political leaders in the palm of my hand I wouldn't have to be in love with you If I only wanted to If I only wanted to
I could leave tonight And I would be all right Stop holding on If I wanted to If I only wanted to
If I wanted to I could be as patient as death Fix this hole in my heart leaking into my flesh If I wanted to I could turn sparks into ice There'd never be another woman who could make you think twice I wouldn't have to be in love with you If I only wanted to If I only wanted to
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[Wednesday 1:47am May 25th] |
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"If I wanted to" Melissa Etheridge |
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Before too long I won't have to worry about being pushed. I'm just gonna jump off the fucking edge myself.
There was more....... but then I thought, "What's the fucking point?"
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[Tuesday 1:59am May 24th] |
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"Quietly" Guano Apes |
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QUIETLY
Quietly explodes your love your insecurity is so soft to me I can’t let you breathe in we are falling into us I see you dying in my eyes
Just let it all go you are left and so am I just let it all go we leave all inside
Quietly we arrive my insecurity is so soft to you you can`t let me breathe in we are falling into deep I`m dying in your open mouth
Just let it all go you are left so am I just let it all go
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Geez I seriously love this band.
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[Sunday 11:39pm May 22nd] |
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I hope it was good.
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[Thursday 5:20pm May 19th] |
Me Likey This Layout!!
Me thinks Imma keep it for awhile :0)
Want me to make you one too? Check out my Layout Community!
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[Wednesday 6:27pm May 18th] |
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[Wednesday 8:50am May 18th] |
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Anyone wanna join me ona trip to Crazy-Town? I'm driving!!
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