There are so many things I wish I could be better in.

And there are so many things I wish I were.

Then again, what's the point in wishing when you don't try?

Stop being a dreamer, girl.

Stop thinking of running away when things don't go the way you pictured in your mind.

Because chances are, things will wind up the same way as before in the new place.

It's an endless, vicous cycle.

My ideal work life would be to have the chance to work around the world for short periods of time. :)

Why can't I do one fantastic thing and become rich and famous so that for the rest of my life, I can sit around and chillax?

I'm wondering how come I can't seem to develop the proper habit of addressing people by their names.

Maybe I'm just so plain rude.

Hmm.

Everything is good now. Everyone is happy too.

And the timing is just impeccable.

I have so many people to thank right now :)

It's even better when people are happy for you and are happy with you.

Let's all hope and pray even better things will come!

I realised that for me, I just need one bad experience to put me off whatever that was.

Pretty much in every area of my life, I think.

This morning I went to Collins Street for an interview for a contract job. The initial plan was for me do do a skill test so they can gauge my Flash programming skills. I wasn't prepared, and I was really, really lucky that their test application was not ready for me to use. So we just talked about stuff on my portfolio and things I wrote in my resume. Which I hope went well, cause I realise I tend to just ramble on and on before finally answering the question. And because I wasn't able to do the test, I'd probably have to go in again to follow up on that.

This time I'd better be prepared.

On the other hand, I've been watching Ugly Betty episodes and the show is really starting to get really emotional. But I still love Mark and Amanda, heh. Especially Amanda.

Dad's arriving on Sunday morning! :D

Suddenly it's the end of June but I haven't started doing much.

I think I should just go back in September.

But there's this annoying feeling like my time here just isn't up yet.

Why I'm extremely glad to be indoors right now.



Eeek.

Winter.

Is this cool or what?



Everybody loves Tetris!

This is pretty awesome.


Time to revisit Javascript and give that rusty ol'skill a good polishing.
And then finally get my ass moving and work on my portfolio website. Grr.

Look what I found today! (OK I didn't really find them today I've seen them in the shop a few times and I finally decided I had to buy them today) They really didn't disappoint me. Yummers.



Lastly, can you name 3 famous Singaporean bloggers? I only know of Xiaxue and she makes me feel stupid.

From Master Chef tonight,

Julie said: When I walked in I heard someone say: 'What's that big black thing on the right?' And I thought they were talking about Matt.



LOLLLLL.

What is wrong with my classmates anyway?

Two weeks ago I had this girl that was freaking out about a 17 question MCQ test. To the extent that she texted my other friend the moment she knew our test was over to ask my friend to meet her after our lab to tell her the questions that came out in the test so she could study the questions for her test the following week. It's really quite stupid cause they split us up into two groups and the tests run over the two weeks but they re-use the same questions. I'd thought they'd be smarter as to use different sets of questions. So anyway, my friend couldn't/didn't want to meet her so passed the 'task' of telling her the questions to me. But the more I thought about it the more it ticked me off and the sight of the girl scrambling to get her notes out to CIRCLE exactly which parts of the notes and the tute questions just set me right off. And so I told her off/gave her a piece of my mind in the most polite manner which I could manage. And then she called my friend and told her I scolded her.

And then tonight I got another panic phone call from this other classmate, who's also my final project team mate(that's another story for another time). Apparently she'd failed that subject last semester and is taking it again this semester. And she saw her results for the 17 questions MCQ test and couldnt believe that she'd failed it, again. So she started to call everyone she knew, which means me as well. I received 3 missed calls while watching Master Chef and the fourth time I picked up because I saw 'Private No.' which usually meant it was my Dad calling but no, it was her. So she proceeded to scream and shout into the phone asking me why she failed her test and asking me if there's a problem with the lecturer(Quote:"Is there something wrong with the teacher?"). It's a long story but I concluded that she thinks every lecturer is racist against Asians. (Again, another story for another time)

So for the next 15, 20 minutes she just kept screaming at me and asking me why she failed the test again and asking me why she scored the exact same marks as the previous semester.

WHY AH? I didn't even know she was taking this subject.

She made me miss the last 15 mins of Master Chef.

I wonder what it is with this subject that's making them freak out so badly. Just do what the lecturer says!: "STUDY YOUR TUTE QUESTIONS"

Look who came to visit early yesterday morning?



I was plesantly shocked.