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Semiregular Autobiographical Aparatus
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Created on 2004-04-11 18:50:31 (#2800850), last updated 2009-03-20
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| Name: | _bazilisk_ |
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Life is too awesome to explain. When it is not, I feel off track, and try hard to get back on it, and struggle when I do not know how.
This journal is very emotional and does not accurately reflect ME AS A PERSON since it is just a sketch pad for me to start figuring out my emotions vs. logic battles. In person, I am a lot less self-obsessed, and somewhat quieter, and not as circular in mental processes. Or literary.
Unlike most "alternative" girls in this city, I am not of the impression that femme fatale bitchiness/self centeredness is "cute," "strong/superfemme" or even "acceptable." It seems like a reactionary approach to the low self esteem all of us born with vaginas seem to have inserted into our beings from birth, and has something to do with the crowdedness/ "look at me! No, over here! LOOK AT ME!" aspect of this city. Now, these people are fine to spend time with, and I have nothing personal against them, just a subcultural observation. Can someone explain why "nice"="dorky/rural" in this town?
This journal is very emotional and does not accurately reflect ME AS A PERSON since it is just a sketch pad for me to start figuring out my emotions vs. logic battles. In person, I am a lot less self-obsessed, and somewhat quieter, and not as circular in mental processes. Or literary.
Unlike most "alternative" girls in this city, I am not of the impression that femme fatale bitchiness/self centeredness is "cute," "strong/superfemme" or even "acceptable." It seems like a reactionary approach to the low self esteem all of us born with vaginas seem to have inserted into our beings from birth, and has something to do with the crowdedness/ "look at me! No, over here! LOOK AT ME!" aspect of this city. Now, these people are fine to spend time with, and I have nothing personal against them, just a subcultural observation. Can someone explain why "nice"="dorky/rural" in this town?
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Chagrin Falls High School - Chagrin Falls, OH (2002 - 2006)State University of New York - New Paltz - New Paltz, NY (2006 - present)
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