| _bazilisk_ ( @ 2008-05-04 12:46:00 |
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Is Changing the World With Art Just BULLSHIT?
Here is my problem. My heart of hearts wants to do two things, and it wants to do them both with an intensely hot flame. It wants to be an artist and creator first off (my mediums are both the written word and drawing) and it wants to somehow help the world (sociology being a great tool for that,) since just being an artist seems superfluous and selfish, and knowing as much about politics as I do makes me want to seriously help making some drastic change.
I figured out a contract major that basically equates to a graphic-design-focused communications degree, that lets me do drawing and writing work in class, aimed at improving my skills in both those mediums. I asked around, and only recently someone in the fine arts department got back to me.
So now I have an offer to switch to the “fun” creative major. But I was about to go and get a “useful” sociology major. I want to do both at once, strongly, but all of my heroes are artists and writers, and all of my childhood dreams were about being a creative professional…not a sociologist or journalist.
Is doing art selfish? Is doing politically aware artwork actually useful for social change, in this crowded 21st-century, pixel-saturated, everyone’s-a-video-star culture? Is going into a field like the nonprofit sector or governmental work actually helping to change things for the better, and if so, is it that much more useful than just doing politically aware artwork after getting this “art” degree?
Should I just follow my heart like a selfish artist, ignoring the world crumbling around me as I draw my little pictures in little boxes, and write my little stories, because I was just born that way, and can’t help it, and will be frustrated forever if I choose to use the academic world to focus on sociology, instead?
I know the whole “do it as a hobby” option. My writing can already sometimes impress people, but my drawings can’t- and this is frustrating…and getting this “art” major would be the solution to that, since I’d be having some major in-studio time to improve my skills.
SO NOW WHAT, GUYS?
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sigh. Wish art school was free like it is in Europe.