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so... i got started on my chest piece... i still gotta do a lot of shit to it...

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:21:23 GMT

IT SAYS "LOOSING YOU WAS NO GREAT LOSS"

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:14:26 GMT

PAINTBALL SPORTS PROMOTIONS

I HOPE TO GO TO USC ONE DAY AND PLAY PAINTBALL FOR THEM...
HOPEFULLY IM GOOD ENOUGH TO GET A SCHOLARSHIP TOO... I HOPE SO...
CUZ I THINK IM REALLY GOOD AT PAINTBALL... AND THEN GET DRAFTED
INTO THE NXL...

does anyone go on this shit anymore?

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:05:42 GMT

i think everybody forgot about livejournal and went onto myspace... hahah thats fucked up... FUCK YOU TOM!!!... dang... i remember when livejournal was fuckn poppin'...

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 02:03:00 GMT

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 07:26:07 GMT

has anyone ever wanted to just go outside and scream your lungs out
to the point where you cant breathe anymore...?

im fuckn stressed out...

... and i made my decision about my future...
im going to bartending school... woot woot...

so fuckn...

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 05:59:36 GMT

so frank and breda's wedding is coming up...
im really really really looking forward to that, for sure...
imma take like a billion pics and post them on here or some
shit like that...
especially cuz im in that wedding... im one of the groomsmen
and im happy to represent...
so i got that on the 10th... and then my hommie D.P. his little
girls b-day is on the 25th and we were gonna go to disneyland,
well, she has a crush on me and shes like 6 or 7... hahaha
anyways, instead were going to the san diego zoo and staying
down there for a day...
and im really looking forward to this one...
IM GOING TO THIS YEARS HELLFEST!!
its gonna sooo dope... its gonna be in jersey...
im going for all 3 days... its gonna be the shit...
im going with my bro...
were gonna fly there and back...

fuhhh frank, were gonna look soooo pimped out for the wedding...
its gonna be the shit...
and i really wanna see jeanette again in a dress... hahaha
tig-o bitties hahaha

aight... im out

a song i've wrote...

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 06:57:47 GMT

staggerd angels bleed what i bled tonight
i was promised your happiness for eternity
meaningless, what you love is to me now
certainty, what she didnt think of
fead me lies of misery
in the end i shall becom victorious
never shall i look back
seeds of a renew trust have been planted
respect? with those wrong doings?
maggots of hate have been born inside
hope you burn with anguish
hope you feel miserable for centuries
hope you got what you wanted in the end
doubtness lingers in my mind for a newstart
flies roam of what was left behind
your 3 little words arent worth shit anymore
your like the rest of them, a fuckn whore
this wont be the end of me
you will see my face again
tattoed on your deathbed...

and think that was it...

aight im out...

ok so check this out...

Tue, 17 May 2005 07:41:37 GMT

due to some events in my life i decided to write a handful of songs...
and here is a little sample of one of my favorite lyrics that ive written yet...

"HER SMILE, HER HAIR, HER FACE IS MORE PERFECT THAN YOURS
HER LIPS, HER LAUGHTER, HER SCENT IS MORE PERFECT THAN YOURS
HER BODY, HER LOVE, HER WAYS IS MORE PERFECT THAN YOURS...
YOU'VE LOST ME FOREVER, SHES MORE PERFECT THAN YOU!!!"

i have much more i can say... but i try to limit my self cuz of some
certain reasons... but one day im not gonna give a fuck anymore and
write whatever i fell like and its gonna be good...
and i heard there was some shit talking to... a certain someone was...
i havent said shit about anything since that day... i guess
some people cant get over somethings... or someone...
cuz i know for a fact im already healed...
but fuck it... i guess some people are more mature than others when
it comes to an end of a realtionship... oh well... hahahah...

the rest of the lyrics are a little more harsh... so, i'll post them
up next time...

aight im out...

aight so... some more pics...

Tue, 17 May 2005 07:02:03 GMT

my homie D.P.'s daughters...

and some hater marks that Jeanette left me... scanless!!... not her, the hater marks... but you should
see her... i bruised (bit) her ass, leg, lips, and stomach...

and me with no hair products what so ever... this pic is prolly one of the rarest in the world... hahaha... never again!!!

aight
im out...

ama(fuckn)zing

Thu, 12 May 2005 07:41:10 GMT

check this out... im really focused to the t.v. a lot
nothing catches my attention like the t.v. and its
hard for me to pay attention to things when im watching
t.v. so the other day jeanette and i were chillin in my
room and i was really focused on the t.v. and i was lying
down and she was sitting next to me and she was talking
and she noticed that i was paying attention more the t.v. than
her and she got the remote from me, turned off the t.v.,
took the batteries out, threw them on different sides of the room
and threw the remote on my brothers bed...
and i was like "wow"... nobody has ever done that... she
really knew how to handle that... thats fuckn crazy...
like, she knew what to do... i was fuckn amazed...
and then we started wrestling and of course i kicked her ass...
did a body slam onto my bed... and then well... we started
making out... hahaha my mom says that she likes her so i guess
thats cool... she has like the hottest fuckn body i've ever seen...
i wanna get in on that already... but shhhh dont say anything...
hahahah... i really her... and she feels the same way for me...
so thats pretty cool too... i got some more crazy stories... but
im tired now so...

im out

Thu, 12 May 2005 07:30:54 GMT

bored... so imma put pics that i took a few days ago...

YEAH, THATS RIGHT... B.O.D. MUTHAFUCKA' 4 LIFE

i'll post up the lyrics for the songs that i've wrote within
the last month or so later...
oh yeah... i've been working out too... its been about a
month and its starting to show
but i dont wanna be a show off... i highly doubt i'll post
pics up that show that stuff...

aight...
im out

to those of you who never believed in me... i always had the doubt...

Wed, 11 May 2005 07:53:39 GMT

so i've been getting my shit together lately...
i got a raise... im going back to school... they send
me a letter saying i got to go register on some day...
i opened a bank account...
i got an I.D. so i can go into clubs without getting the hassle now...
AND FINALLY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY... I GOT A CELL PHONE!!!...
hit me up if you want my number...
now the next step up is to fix up my car... and here
are a few pics of my bug... its a 68'

oh yeah... the party i had at my house last weekend was the
shit... my parties always crack...
i wanna post up more shit but im too tired...
i just got back from the
Bury Your Dead
The Red Chord
If Hope Dies
Antagonist

show... it was pretty good... i fucked shit up...
aight... im out

oh yeah.... i forgot to mention

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 21:05:03 GMT

ITS MY FUCKN BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!...
so much shit has been going on i like totally
forgot about it...
my sis gave me a Dodgers shirt this morning
for my b-day...

Dodgers are the shit...

k... im out

one of my favorite quotes

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 21:02:14 GMT

"... ONE DAY YOU'LL REALIZE WHAT YOU'VE LOST, AND MY FACE WILL HAUNT YOU,
AND ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE WHO I TRULLY AM, AND MY FACE WILL HAUNT YOU FOREVER,
AND ON THAT DAY WHEN YOU DISTROYED ME, DID IT TAKE YOUR BREATHE AWAY?
AND ONE DAY I WILL WIN YOUR HEART AND WATCH IT CONSUME ME... CONSUME ME!!... CONSUME!!!"

... whooo, gotta love them quotes...
so i got a date one friday with the pretty and wonderful, Jeanette...
i used to like her but she had a bf and she used to like me too but
i had a gf... i think im gonna make her really happy...
and i hope she does the same for me...

... im out

blah blah blah

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 02:08:30 GMT

so i really have to go back to finish my tat... its been a long fuckn time
its gonna be in color and shit... i got this like soo fuckn long ago
and i havent gone back to get it finished yet... but i will be
soon... and i will post up the final product...

... they're broken wings... they'll look better in color...

and a while back ago i went shopping with debbie and mish...
i was gonna buy these pants but i didnt bring enough money... but i will soon...

are they sexy enough????

.... aight, im out

its about time i've updated this shit... and i got some shit talkin to do

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 05:35:16 GMT

alright first of all... you "hardcore kids" that got into the
scene just yesturday and think your the toughest shit around
well listen closely... your a fuckn idiot... just cuz you've
gone to 1 hardcore show in your life doesnt mean your
hardcore... shit, i dont say im hardcore... i mostly say im
a metal head... cuz if it was an option to listen to
hardcore or death metal, i think i'd go with death metal
but hardcore would come in a close second... but anyways...
all you fuckn do is nag nag nag about bands that i've
heard or seen before many times... and some bands you name
you say that theyre new when theyre like the oldest band
in the world... and if you own like one or two cd's of
a couple of hardcore bands doesnt really mean that you
should be that way... but whatever.... im over it...

... in other words... REST IN PEACE MYSAEL...
one of my best fuckn friends died... i fuckn hated it...
i've gone through so much shit and that was the last
thing i needed... the morning when frank called me and told
me that i was fuckn destroyed... imma get my second tat for
him on my shoulder... its gonna be a dark graveyard and in
the front is gonna be his tombstone a coloful and shit...
my broken wings would be done on friday... finally...
anyways...

fuck this im out...

help me!!!... NEED HELP ON THIS!!... NEED TITLE!!

Tue, 13 Jul 2004 22:09:23 GMT

i have a song and i dont have a title... and here is how it goes....

with this knife you stabbed me in the back
i'll take it and cut you up
sharpen the blade to glide across your chest
make this moment last forever
as you look me in the eye wide awake

hear you boice scream one more time
plunge the knife deep inside
with disgust of your love for me
you brought me down crying to my knees

with revenge this blade has to offer
since you left me behind
your side of the bed was still warm
warm as the coldest night of autumn
now its alll drentched in blood

carress your beautiful hair in the cororner's table
thats hidden in my backyard
and with your finger nails i'll carve "VENGEANCE" across
across my face

with a stroke of the wrist
the blade will finally find its way across your throat
knowing that such thoughts of me and you will never happen
for only it will perish your life to satisfy my comfort

hear your voice scream one more time
plunge this knife deep inside
with disgust of your love for me
you brought me down crying to my knees
YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN CRYING TO MY KNEES!!!

aight..

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 17:26:43 GMT

my parents are taking off to t.j. on saturday morning
and coming back like sunday at night...
and a week after that theyre taking off again
to mexico for 3 whole weeks... its gonna be
fuckn awesome...
gonna have a few bands play and a bartender
and a keg... whoo!!
cant fuckn wait...
imma be so fuckn wasted... i hope rudy takes
advantage of it... hahaha j/k
most likely is imma get drunk and start talking shit
i usually dont do that... but i dont care
imma soooo wasted its gonna be awesome...

oh yesturday i got pretty drunk and hardcore
danced... i triped on the bottles on the floor
and kicked dick in the head... it wasnt my intention
... but oh well... my bad dick...
my bro was hardcore dancing too... he hasnt done that in
a long time... hahah he was doing it with his creepers on...
my sis was there too... she was holding my beer while
i was doing mah thang...

... aight im out...

yup... soo...

Thu, 03 Jun 2004 20:29:01 GMT

im fuckn sore as a mongoose... pffftt whatever
that means... iworked out yesturday and the day
before... and my fuckn abs are killing me
and so are my arms... im am sooo gonna get riped...
haha nah!!... i just wanna get fit... not to
much cuz then it gets nasty... but just enough
to where it can be hot... just enough so u can
tell i work out... but not like a fuckn meathead
type of shit... fuck that... thats too much
... anyways... this weekend... hmm... i dunno
whats gonna go down... but it better be good
... i've been in a down mood lately... so
this shit better be good...
oh yeah... my shoes are coming today... i ordered
them and theyre coming today!!... fuck yeah,
my Kangaroos are coming... they are like the
best shoes ever... anyways... yup... enough
typing for now... so...

im out...

weekend round up...

Tue, 01 Jun 2004 19:47:52 GMT

well this weekend... was pretty awesome i guess...
went to some party in rancho coochamonga, rancho
choochamongo a.k.a. rancho cucamonga... it was pretty
awesome... i got pretty fucked up... i was just
hitting the beer bong all nite long... it was coo...
me and my friend mysa kept going at it on the beer
bong... until he pucked... so i guess i won...
shit, im the beer bong king...

im out...

yessumm....

Thu, 27 May 2004 19:40:17 GMT

well, im kinda excited this weekend cuz
well my bro is moving out, thats sad...
but the fun part is that hes gonna
have a party at his new pad... its gonna be
awesome... and since its a long weekend
imma drink drink drunk...
imma forget all my emoness and shit like that
cuz im tired of it...
hahah today in lunch.. my friend, she
asked me if i was bi... hahah thats some shit...
i was like no!... and then she was like, well have u kissed a guy and i was like yeah
and then she was like oh did u like it?
and i was like, i didnt really care cuz
we were both drunk and it was a trade off
cuz those 2 other chix that made us do it
were gonna get down... so it was an even
trade...
i think theres a few ppl that think im
bi...
but i dont really care what they think...
oh well...

im out...

aww yay-ah

Tue, 18 May 2004 03:43:10 GMT

im bizzack!!...