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so... i got started on my chest piece... i still gotta do a lot of shit to it... [31 Jul 2006|07:21pm] IT SAYS "LOOSING YOU WAS NO GREAT LOSS" 6 comments|post comment

[31 Jul 2006|07:14pm] PAINTBALL SPORTS PROMOTIONS I HOPE TO GO TO USC ONE DAY AND PLAY PAINTBALL FOR THEM... HOPEFULLY IM GOOD ENOUGH TO GET A SCHOLARSHIP TOO... I HOPE SO... CUZ I THINK IM REALLY GOOD AT PAINTBALL... AND THEN GET DRAFTED INTO THE NXL... post comment

does anyone go on this shit anymore? [31 Jul 2006|07:05pm] i think everybody forgot about livejournal and went onto myspace... hahah thats fucked up... FUCK YOU TOM!!!... dang... i remember when livejournal was fuckn poppin'... post comment

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[24 Jun 2005|12:24am] has anyone ever wanted to just go outside and scream your lungs out to the point where you cant breathe anymore...? im fuckn stressed out... ... and i made my decision about my future... im going to bartending school... woot woot... 4 comments|post comment

so fuckn... [05 Jun 2005|10:51pm] [ mood | excited ] so frank and breda's wedding is coming up... im really really really looking forward to that, for sure... imma take like a billion pics and post them on here or some shit like that... especially cuz im in that wedding... im one of the groomsmen and im happy to represent... so i got that on the 10th... and then my hommie D.P. his little girls b-day is on the 25th and we were gonna go to disneyland, well, she has a crush on me and shes like 6 or 7... hahaha anyways, instead were going to the san diego zoo and staying down there for a day... and im really looking forward to this one... IM GOING TO THIS YEARS HELLFEST!! its gonna sooo dope... its gonna be in jersey... im going for all 3 days... its gonna be the shit... im going with my bro... were gonna fly there and back... fuhhh frank, were gonna look soooo pimped out for the wedding... its gonna be the shit... and i really wanna see jeanette again in a dress... hahaha tig-o bitties hahaha aight... im out 2 comments|post comment

a song i've wrote... [01 Jun 2005|11:49pm] staggerd angels bleed what i bled tonight i was promised your happiness for eternity meaningless, what you love is to me now certainty, what she didnt think of fead me lies of misery in the end i shall becom victorious never shall i look back seeds of a renew trust have been planted respect? with those wrong doings? maggots of hate have been born inside hope you burn with anguish hope you feel miserable for centuries hope you got what you wanted in the end doubtness lingers in my mind for a newstart flies roam of what was left behind your 3 little words arent worth shit anymore your like the rest of them, a fuckn whore this wont be the end of me you will see my face again tattoed on your deathbed... and think that was it... aight im out... 7 comments|post comment

ok so check this out... [17 May 2005|12:18am] due to some events in my life i decided to write a handful of songs... and here is a little sample of one of my favorite lyrics that ive written yet... "HER SMILE, HER HAIR, HER FACE IS MORE PERFECT THAN YOURS HER LIPS, HER LAUGHTER, HER SCENT IS MORE PERFECT THAN YOURS HER BODY, HER LOVE, HER WAYS IS MORE PERFECT THAN YOURS... YOU'VE LOST ME FOREVER, SHES MORE PERFECT THAN YOU!!!" i have much more i can say... but i try to limit my self cuz of some certain reasons... but one day im not gonna give a fuck anymore and write whatever i fell like and its gonna be good... and i heard there was some shit talking to... a certain someone was... i havent said shit about anything since that day... i guess some people cant get over somethings... or someone... cuz i know for a fact im already healed... but fuck it... i guess some people are more mature than others when it comes to an end of a realtionship... oh well... hahahah... the rest of the lyrics are a little more harsh... so, i'll post them up next time... aight im out... 9 comments|post comment

aight so... some more pics... [16 May 2005|11:52pm] my homie D.P.'s daughters... and some hater marks that Jeanette left me... scanless!!... not her, the hater marks... but you should see her... i bruised (bit) her ass, leg, lips, and stomach... and me with no hair products what so ever... this pic is prolly one of the rarest in the world... hahaha... never again!!! aight im out... post comment

ama(fuckn)zing [12 May 2005|12:34am] check this out... im really focused to the t.v. a lot nothing catches my attention like the t.v. and its hard for me to pay attention to things when im watching t.v. so the other day jeanette and i were chillin in my room and i was really focused on the t.v. and i was lying down and she was sitting next to me and she was talking and she noticed that i was paying attention more the t.v. than her and she got the remote from me, turned off the t.v., took the batteries out, threw them on different sides of the room and threw the remote on my brothers bed... and i was like "wow"... nobody has ever done that... she really knew how to handle that... thats fuckn crazy... like, she knew what to do... i was fuckn amazed... and then we started wrestling and of course i kicked her ass... did a body slam onto my bed... and then well... we started making out... hahaha my mom says that she likes her so i guess thats cool... she has like the hottest fuckn body i've ever seen... i wanna get in on that already... but shhhh dont say anything... hahahah... i really her... and she feels the same way for me... so thats pretty cool too... i got some more crazy stories... but im tired now so... im out 1 comment|post comment

[12 May 2005|12:24am] bored... so imma put pics that i took a few days ago... YEAH, THATS RIGHT... B.O.D. MUTHAFUCKA' 4 LIFE i'll post up the lyrics for the songs that i've wrote within the last month or so later... oh yeah... i've been working out too... its been about a month and its starting to show but i dont wanna be a show off... i highly doubt i'll post pics up that show that stuff... aight... im out post comment

to those of you who never believed in me... i always had the doubt... [11 May 2005|12:47am] so i've been getting my shit together lately... i got a raise... im going back to school... they send me a letter saying i got to go register on some day... i opened a bank account... i got an I.D. so i can go into clubs without getting the hassle now... AND FINALLY AND MOST IMPORTANTLY... I GOT A CELL PHONE!!!... hit me up if you want my number... now the next step up is to fix up my car... and here are a few pics of my bug... its a 68' oh yeah... the party i had at my house last weekend was the shit... my parties always crack... i wanna post up more shit but im too tired... i just got back from the Bury Your Dead The Red Chord If Hope Dies Antagonist show... it was pretty good... i fucked shit up... aight... im out post comment

oh yeah.... i forgot to mention [07 Apr 2005|02:03pm] ITS MY FUCKN BIRTHDAY TODAY!!!... so much shit has been going on i like totally forgot about it... my sis gave me a Dodgers shirt this morning for my b-day... Dodgers are the shit... k... im out 3 comments|post comment

one of my favorite quotes [07 Apr 2005|01:54pm] "... ONE DAY YOU'LL REALIZE WHAT YOU'VE LOST, AND MY FACE WILL HAUNT YOU, AND ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE WHO I TRULLY AM, AND MY FACE WILL HAUNT YOU FOREVER, AND ON THAT DAY WHEN YOU DISTROYED ME, DID IT TAKE YOUR BREATHE AWAY? AND ONE DAY I WILL WIN YOUR HEART AND WATCH IT CONSUME ME... CONSUME ME!!... CONSUME!!!" ... whooo, gotta love them quotes... so i got a date one friday with the pretty and wonderful, Jeanette... i used to like her but she had a bf and she used to like me too but i had a gf... i think im gonna make her really happy... and i hope she does the same for me... ... im out 1 comment|post comment

blah blah blah [25 Oct 2004|07:01pm] so i really have to go back to finish my tat... its been a long fuckn time its gonna be in color and shit... i got this like soo fuckn long ago and i havent gone back to get it finished yet... but i will be soon... and i will post up the final product... ... they're broken wings... they'll look better in color... and a while back ago i went shopping with debbie and mish... i was gonna buy these pants but i didnt bring enough money... but i will soon... are they sexy enough???? .... aight, im out 5 comments|post comment

its about time i've updated this shit... and i got some shit talkin to do [21 Sep 2004|10:14pm] [ mood | confused ] alright first of all... you "hardcore kids" that got into the scene just yesturday and think your the toughest shit around well listen closely... your a fuckn idiot... just cuz you've gone to 1 hardcore show in your life doesnt mean your hardcore... shit, i dont say im hardcore... i mostly say im a metal head... cuz if it was an option to listen to hardcore or death metal, i think i'd go with death metal but hardcore would come in a close second... but anyways... all you fuckn do is nag nag nag about bands that i've heard or seen before many times... and some bands you name you say that theyre new when theyre like the oldest band in the world... and if you own like one or two cd's of a couple of hardcore bands doesnt really mean that you should be that way... but whatever.... im over it... ... in other words... REST IN PEACE MYSAEL... one of my best fuckn friends died... i fuckn hated it... i've gone through so much shit and that was the last thing i needed... the morning when frank called me and told me that i was fuckn destroyed... imma get my second tat for him on my shoulder... its gonna be a dark graveyard and in the front is gonna be his tombstone a coloful and shit... my broken wings would be done on friday... finally... anyways... fuck this im out... 7 comments|post comment

help me!!!... NEED HELP ON THIS!!... NEED TITLE!! [13 Jul 2004|03:04pm] [ mood | blah ] i have a song and i dont have a title... and here is how it goes.... with this knife you stabbed me in the back i'll take it and cut you up sharpen the blade to glide across your chest make this moment last forever as you look me in the eye wide awake hear you boice scream one more time plunge the knife deep inside with disgust of your love for me you brought me down crying to my knees with revenge this blade has to offer since you left me behind your side of the bed was still warm warm as the coldest night of autumn now its alll drentched in blood carress your beautiful hair in the cororner's table thats hidden in my backyard and with your finger nails i'll carve "VENGEANCE" across across my face with a stroke of the wrist the blade will finally find its way across your throat knowing that such thoughts of me and you will never happen for only it will perish your life to satisfy my comfort hear your voice scream one more time plunge this knife deep inside with disgust of your love for me you brought me down crying to my knees YOU BROUGHT ME DOWN CRYING TO MY KNEES!!! 15 comments|post comment

aight.. [12 Jul 2004|09:19am] my parents are taking off to t.j. on saturday morning and coming back like sunday at night... and a week after that theyre taking off again to mexico for 3 whole weeks... its gonna be fuckn awesome... gonna have a few bands play and a bartender and a keg... whoo!! cant fuckn wait... imma be so fuckn wasted... i hope rudy takes advantage of it... hahaha j/k most likely is imma get drunk and start talking shit i usually dont do that... but i dont care imma soooo wasted its gonna be awesome... oh yesturday i got pretty drunk and hardcore danced... i triped on the bottles on the floor and kicked dick in the head... it wasnt my intention ... but oh well... my bad dick... my bro was hardcore dancing too... he hasnt done that in a long time... hahah he was doing it with his creepers on... my sis was there too... she was holding my beer while i was doing mah thang... ... aight im out... 6 comments|post comment

yup... soo... [03 Jun 2004|01:24pm] [ mood | sore ] im fuckn sore as a mongoose... pffftt whatever that means... iworked out yesturday and the day before... and my fuckn abs are killing me and so are my arms... im am sooo gonna get riped... haha nah!!... i just wanna get fit... not to much cuz then it gets nasty... but just enough to where it can be hot... just enough so u can tell i work out... but not like a fuckn meathead type of shit... fuck that... thats too much ... anyways... this weekend... hmm... i dunno whats gonna go down... but it better be good ... i've been in a down mood lately... so this shit better be good... oh yeah... my shoes are coming today... i ordered them and theyre coming today!!... fuck yeah, my Kangaroos are coming... they are like the best shoes ever... anyways... yup... enough typing for now... so... im out... 4 comments|post comment

weekend round up... [01 Jun 2004|12:49pm] [ mood | bored ] well this weekend... was pretty awesome i guess... went to some party in rancho coochamonga, rancho choochamongo a.k.a. rancho cucamonga... it was pretty awesome... i got pretty fucked up... i was just hitting the beer bong all nite long... it was coo... me and my friend mysa kept going at it on the beer bong... until he pucked... so i guess i won... shit, im the beer bong king... im out... 7 comments|post comment

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