Tried and tried but she never could escape you. She was in love, and I'd ask her how? I mean, why?

So, Hannah comes Friday, all the way from Indiana to see me until the... eighteenth, i think? Excitinggggg. Just a month ago we were saying how SOMEDAY she could come stay with me! It hasn't hit me yet. It probably won't until I walk into the airport and see her. I have so much to do. I really need to clean before she comes. And vacuum. And clean the rat cage. I need to go food shopping. There's nothing good here. I had exams and such. Probably failed half of them. Of well, who cares. Not me. My mom's birthday is tomorrow! We're probably going to wait until the weekend to celebrate, though. I told Joe what to buy her because he always gets lame gifts. He's buying her a record player, because hers broke and she can't play any of her albums. I got so pissed at Joe the other day. Mom told him about how she had to take him off of her insurance because he was too old, and now I'm the only one on there and that if anything happened to her that I would just give him half of everything. And he started talking about how he would sell the house! Over my dead body he'll sell the house. That kind of makes me happy I'm the only one on the insurance. Which means TECHNICALLY he has no control over the insurance money or the house. Of course I'd give him his money, but fuck if I'd let some idiot man sell my mom's house. I would just have to pay him half of however much the house is worth on top of the insurance money, I guess. He'd be in a shallow grave if he ever tried to do that. He was talking about why should I be the only one on there because what if he wants to sell or rent the house. What the fuck. Just goes to show you can't trust anyone.

I'm just going to try and forget it and keep my mind on preparing for Hannah to come. Hopefully I'll have some money. Today I'm going to Circuit City to see about a new camera. Mine is deaaddd. Poor camera. I don't think it's fixable this time.

I feel so weird.