it really blows my mind to see how disposable i am to some people.
jeff called me this morning to tell me that his dad died on wednesday. i cried a lot this morning. it seems surreal. jeff is the strong one of the family. he holds everyone together. hearing him sound so despondent broke my heart in half. knowing that when i go over to his parents' house, mr. louis won't be there makes me queasy.
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