where do you find motivation

rest in peace lena, we love you.

free woman, crisp air

I hate it when you think you know someone and you get attached but you actually dont know them at all then it all feels pointless

dreams about spiders again, and too many encounters with them outside of dreams

Catherine,
Don't blow all the good energy today on self-defeating and mostly made-up anxieties. You may fear something that proves to be nothing more than an exercise in scaring yourself. You can make yourself sick with imaginary worries.

I don't want to be in a relationship for a very, very , very long time

after my dream about being an educator on a poor cruise ship and saving 300 homeless indonesian kids from drowning,
I had a dream that I found the my little pony factory!!!
It was beautiful and sparkly purple inside and there were colorful candies and candy machines everywhere and kids hard to work on designing their perfect my little ponies. it was gigantic like willy wonka's chocolate factory and I was looking around to find a purple and orange sparkly one to buy and others to stock up on (because it was supposedly theonly MLP factory in existence) and then I hear everyone yelling "it's nicholas cage!!!!! it's nicholas cage!!!!" so I ran after him because I thought I looked pretty damn good and maybe hed think i was his wife or something so i ran really fast after him, ahead of the crowd and he grabbed my hand and yelled come on kate!! (because he thought I was kate beckinsale for some reason) but then while we were running he turned around and saw that Iwasnt kate beckinsale and so he let go and kept running to his movie premiere so I flew in front of him I guess I could fly now and he just ignored me because he was hard to work trying to be on time for his movie premiere so when we got there he sat in the front row and i sat in the middle and we watched a movie about a lady who had tattoos of marie antoinette all over herself they were pretty i want one!


some of the tattoos:







my third dream was that i stumbled upon an secret file of miley cyrus's naked pictures that were taken underwater with an underwater camera and i was psyched that i struck gold!! I was gonna be rich but then i woke up.

im making a smart decision, but is it the right one?