Date:	2005-11-03 21:40
Subject:	Bad Summer
Security:	Public
Mood:	complacent

I forgot my password for like, six months. ;_;

I've had a bad summer. Oh gosh, all of my friends were either having the times of their lives or gone... or both. Some kid John knew died and then he ended up spending a lot of time at home for "personal issues". Now, it's autumn, and it's absolutely beautiful down here. I've been a bit lonely, but that doesn't stop me from taking walks in the park every week. I don't work as much as I used to, but I will probably increase my hours.

I notice that it's really great being Buddhist. I don't have to worry about the traditional American holidays, so I usually end up working on those days and getting paid more than everybody else. ^_^

I visited John the other day (he moved across town) and I brought him a bag of Tropical Skittles. He LOVES Tropical Skittles. But all of the sudden, he choked on a blue one and almost died. ;_;!! I freaked out and beat him on the back and it came flying out. Now he refuses to eat the blue ones so I have a huge pile of them in my jacket pocket. I'll feed them to my dog... or my brother.

Well, nice to see you all again.

Sian

I took John's shampoo away from him, but he figured me out.

Date:	2005-06-25 10:29
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Mood:	crappy

Well, this summer has been rather bad. I know I usually look at things optimistically, but when someone important to me just disappears off of the face of the earth and only calls to ask me to feed his HAMSTER, that kind of upsets me. I thought he was dead, and he won't even tell me where he is, and I can't call him or anything. Why is he doing this to me? ;_;

Date:	2005-06-05 18:21
Subject:	It's Been a While
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

Oh my, it's been such a long time since I last got on LiveJournal. I have so much catching up to do. I don't have a lot to talk about, anyway, and that's normal. I just found out today that John's going to Florida for a week and didn't even tell me! I'm going to miss his quirky entries and witty comments at work. Hopefully he'll be having fun... I don't think that guy's ever had a vacation by the looks of it. Oh well, they say that hard work deserves some good time of play, so I really do wish him the best.

My father just recently got finished with therapy on his shoulder. He dislocated it while playing basketball of all things. He just walked home one day in his monastery clothes holding his shoulder like nothing had happened and I ended up walking him to the hospital since neither of us can drive very well. He's a lot better now.

A cat also got stuck in the basement at work and we stood in awe at it for two days while my boss tried to get it out. He got attacked and I had to turn around to giggle. My boss is a psycho, and to tell you the truth, I dislike him sometimes, but John and I both agree that he is hilarious when he's in a "heightened mood" (when he's angry, extremely happy, or freaking out.)

John's thinking about leaving me the extra key to his apartment because he's tired of getting up to answer the door every time I come over. That's one of those "make yourself at home" things, right? That's very good. He's probably afraid I'll go through his stuff while he's gone, though, haha. Last time I was there he had completely trashed his room because he needed to sort through his old stuff from high school. I'm kind of curious of what he used to be like back then, but I shouldn't be nosey.

Well, that's all that's new with me. This update should cover it for a while!

XOXO,

Sian

Date:	2005-05-15 14:19
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Mood:	bored

John's been spending some time at my house lately. He played action figures with my brother and slid around my kitchen floor with his socks on. He says where he grew up, they never took off their shoes in the house. He believes that there's something living in our shag carpet and that he should wear his shoes. I just introduced him to the kitchen and he stopped whining.

Date:	2005-05-08 00:55
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Mood:	pleased

John and I walked to the grocery just so he could get a gallon of milk, but he ended up with a basketful of things. He was complaining about how much he hated Breyer's ice cream.

"We need to get some ice cream. But not Breyer's. God, I HATE Breyer's. If that's what ice cream is supposed to taste like, then somebody shoot me. It's the grossest ... OH MY GOD, Mint Oreo ice cream? Breyer's IS THE COOLEST ICE CREAM EVER."

And on the way back, it was dark, and I couldn't see him, so I said, "John, are you dead?" and he said, "Yeah" and I started screaming and reaching out into the darkness in despair. I think he's afraid of me now, haha. I love that kid.

I can't sleep now. I had too many stawberries earlier. He was a doll to get those for me.

Date:	2005-05-03 21:31
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Mood:	horny

Eh.

Date:	2005-04-26 22:15
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	blank

I know, I know, I haven't updated in weeks. I felt as if I should stop because I was ticking off all of John's girlfriends.

I've been so sad lately. I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I always know what to do with myself. I just am sitting and watching the world go by and hoping nothing bad happens, but I never know what really goes on. I should make a move and get my sense of humor back before it goes off forever.

Come back. Please come back.

I just got done watching The Office, this show that John got me to start watching nearly right away. It was hilarious. Crazy or not, John has good taste. I got him hooked on that Magical Trevor thing. I feel so accomplished. Hey John, do you want to go out for a cup of coffee tomorrow (even though we both don't like coffee, but we do it anyway?) I'd really love that, and since you'd do even the most extreme for me (buy jeans), I know you're going to say yes.

-Sian

Date:	2005-04-11 22:34
Subject:	Magical Trevor
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

http://www.weebls-stuff.com/toons/37/

Date:	2005-04-11 22:01
Subject:
Security:	Public
Mood:	scared

I haven't updated in a while.

I had a couple of classes today but I spent most of my day at work. John and I went out shopping (which I found extremely odd that he wanted to) and I acted like I was his girlfriend by dragging him around more places than he expected. (Yes! First time I've ever gotten to do that!) I wanted to get a bathing suit but I couldn't find one that looked modest and had a good price. Don't worry, I didn't scare him by coming out of the dressing room in the suits. I wouldn't have done that. He didn't look too interested, anyway. I think he's still hurting from his last relationship or something I'm still not quite aware of. He wouldn't really talk to me about it, but I think I saw it coming. I had a nightmare about him last night that I didn't want to tell him about because it was just too bad. I saw the same traits today as we went from place to place. He was quiet and didn't really respond to much of anything I said. I'm not sure if I should leave him alone or what.

Somebody told me he was crazy. And not just your normal fun crazy. I mean really messed up inside. I don't know if he is or what's behind him in his life, but whatever it is, I am not sure whether or not I should believe that certain someone.

Date:	2005-04-09 05:43
Subject:
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Mood:	awake

I don’t know what he’s after
But he’s so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster

Date:	2005-04-08 01:12
Subject:	Yay! -Burp-
Security:	Public
Mood:	nauseated

Well I just about got sick all over him and I don't know why.

But he held my hand before that. We kept on squeezing each other's hand back and forth.

If I weren't feeling like I'm going to barf, I'd be euphoric.

Date:	2005-04-05 20:06
Subject:
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Mood:	bored

Four out of nine of my recent entries are Private! Gasp, oh no!

I've been lying around doing nothing lately. My brother has been running loosely about the house playing with his action figures and I'm forced to watch him. Dad's out conversing. I'm waiting for the phone to ring.

I need some LJ friends.

Date:	2005-04-01 21:55
Subject:	April Fools!
Security:	Public
Mood:	amused

Well, all of you know that the Pope is dying.

You know what would be horrible?

If after all those hours of Pope-followers praying and crying and standing in the Vatican square... the Pope just popped out and shouted "APRIL FOOL'S!"

Date:	2005-03-25 02:16
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Mood:	lonely

I've been too lethargic to update. I'm feeling down again. Today I slept nearly every chance I got and now I'm wide awake. I'm trying to think of whom I could visit, but I don't want to bother anyone because it's so late. Well, maybe it's too early. I can't decide.

I always feel as if I can talk to my father about what's wrong, but this time, I don't really know. I don't know what I would say to him if he were awake and asking me. I kind of just feel like being around someone right now.

Date:	2005-03-21 17:38
Subject:	Academic Girl
Security:	Public
Mood:	geeky

I am Academic Girl Click on the picture below to read more: Take the 'What Kind of Girl Are You?' quiz at CookingToHookup.com

Haha! The computer's bigger than the fox. ^^;

Date:	2005-03-21 15:40
Subject:	Bowling
Security:	Public
Mood:	content

I generally don't eat snack food, but I was eating this entire bag of Combos and I noticed it said on the package "Made with REAL CHEESE!" Well, if that's true, then what else could it be made with? Fake cheese? What's fake cheese? What makes cheese real or fake? That kind of frightens me that there's a fake cheese.

I went bowling for the first time since I was six today. I was horrible, but it was so fun. John invited me and he got the same score I did. We both got 65s. ^^; I can't believe that such a strong guy as he could be as bad as a skinny girl like me. I didn't tease him too badly for it, though! I'm trying to get him to do yoga with me, but he "had to go to class". I totally believe that one.

I think I'm starting to like this LiveJournal thing already. John told me that I better like it or else, because all of his other friends tried it and just never updated. I'll update, I promise, John. ^_^

Date:	2005-03-20 19:37
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Mood:	calm

So this is my LiveJournal.