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Saturday, October 11th, 2008

violetdew

11:05p arisen (i have) 5:30 pm took a nap had a dream momma's sittin right beside me stole a pair of cons from me that pretty kelly green i see he said he had no need for me realized how easy it could be high school kids with talent multifaceted sibling overtaking the stage just how it is for his day 2 day 11:08 pm i sit here with shit to do still shocked that i could remember pissed as hell was supposed to get up at 6 hours lost pattern fucked for days here we go 11:10 pm. .dEwY. current music: Are You Satisfied :: Ohmega Watts

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Friday, October 10th, 2008

violetdew

1:14a hey you so whattup been listenin' to alot of j'lectronica hey lover boy i wouldn't get so mad atcha settlents arise through paper pen and scribblings in a different place here sign on the dotted line establishing a premise for now until then can't say i haven't slacked trying to get back into the flow tryna to think about the unknown some place i can definitely go to feel feel as if i have made it made it to that place where one is at peace peace with the mind at ease with the soul s.u.c.a symbols for my life today gotta make it happen set a precedent so much to do without a clue don't know how to so here's to you the outcome don't know what you'll be- come had a long walk had a long talk with a friend with a relationship i hadn't had in so long inners exhaled into the night air such a nice night to be aware of this can't think of what has happened day to day is day to night night to consciousness then back to the black once more youth will end in six days should i be apprehensive or should i be ready or should i just want to stop fuckin' around want to do many things many things to do i should do haven't done will do [someone whoever whatever up there] willing whatever willing whatever will be whatever inevitably whatever i can be will be. signed .dEwY. current music: Better Than Heaven :: Bloc Party

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Saturday, October 4th, 2008

sunfall

10:11p ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT Y'ALLLLLLLL I told people I'd tell the story of going to see Neil Gaiman with cellowraith. HERE IS THE EPIC TALE. ( It's really not that epic. In fact, it's only 14% more epic than usual entries, and that's because we were feeling slightly generous at the time.. ) current mood: WASTING TIME

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Wednesday, October 1st, 2008

sunfall

11:37p I lied when I said I'd see you in September. It is nearing midnight. The lump of metal near my bed that generates heat and cold is making hissing noises at me & I have no idea why. After about a month of listening to its deep mechanical breathing I'm still at a loss. It's not even turned on. Any time I ask someone if they hear what I hear, they look at me oddly. It sounds like a mixture of running water, a far-away train horn, and indignation. Anyway. Where have I been? Nowhere, really. I am still perpetually tired and still vaguely emotionally unfulfilled. I have yet to cook a meal other than pasta and eggs for myself and I don't really feel like eating meat any more. I am reading books as an act of rebellion against my classes and studying as an act of rebellion against Facebook invitations to events with names such as, "oh shit...it's a party". My walls are blank, and my indecision keeps them that way. While I hate writing sentences and realizing that they sound pitifully figurative immediately after they have been written, I assure you, I really do have walls that are too white for my own comfort. I have a Mammalian Physiology test tomorrow. Excited? More excited than a synapse firing (and my real synapses firing as I roll my eyes at that bad joke). current mood: hopeful

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