i need to go get me myojo sept and oct issue :3

the end!

stop playing with my heart. decide once and for all what you will be like today. sunny, overcast, rainy, stormy... take your pick. you're messing with my brain's neurotransmitters, as well as my vitamin D production here.

sigh*

i am just so easily irritated recently. maybe im tired? maybe i am having self-adjustment issues? maybe i just dont fucking know. just so. fucking. irritated.


blah.

sandra* turns 22 today!

this round glass globe
so cold and fragile
each tiny crack signifies
the deepening of scars
the breaking of the dawn.

each shake adds to
the damage that shall never
be mended by any
human hands.
time passes by rolling
forward with the gears
grinding out manically
there is no going back.

it will shatter to
pieces that will stay
broken and while being let go
it will hit the ground
into the sharpest shards
so what else to do
but to dive after it
this beautiful cracking globe
and be shattered instead?

35 little secrets * Be honest no matter what!

-[ZERO] Who was your last text from?
* Chandra

-[ONE] Where was your default pic taken?
* Haha:) it's a stolen icon. but i think in Vicki's house :)

-[ TWO ] What’s your middle name?
* Waishan

-[ THREE] your relationship status?
* Single

-[ FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
* Sadly

-[ FIVE] What is your current mood?
* Fairly... amused.

-[ SIX] Whats one of your best friend’s names?
* Katherine

-[ SEVEN ] What’ s your favorite color(S)?
* Recently, pink (o_O), the usual is blue, black, and grey

-[EIGHT] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
* Probably be less stupid. HA!

-[NINE] Have a crazy side?
* that would be an understatement.

-[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
* once or twice.

-[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
* sing-along to songs i hear... anywhere i maybe.

-[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
* Not right now :D just at the balance book in front of me. And maybe the last Treasurer (grrrr ALEX)

-[THIRTEEN] What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
* Usually insecurities.

-[FOURTEEN] When is the last time you cried?
* 2 weeks ago.

-[FIFTEEN] Who would you do anything for?
* My sister Kiki and my best friends.

-[EIGHTEEN] Do you like someone in your top friends?
* ♥

-[NINETEEN] Are you funny?
* I like to think that I'm nerd-humorous.

-[TWENTY] Who do you trust most?
* Kiki

-[TWENTY-ONE] Do you still watch kiddy movies/shows?
* anime isn't kiddy :( nope.

-[TWENTY TWO] Have you kissed someone who’s name starts with the following letters: K,C,L,M,D,J?
* yup.

-[TWENTY- THREE ] Do you speak any other languages?
* Chinese, and barely any spanish, though that still makes much more sense then my Japanese.

-[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word
* packed.

-[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
* yeah.

-[TWENTY- SEVEN ] What are you thinking about right now?
* how much i want to sleep, how excited i am to see the dark knight tomorrow (hella yeah joker heath ledger!), how much i hate being insecure with some people, and wondering what the hella really went wrong back then

-[TWENTY- EIGHT ] What should you be doing right now?
* make that darn budget report, which i am taking a break from.

-[TWENTY- NINE] What is your favorite memory?
* playing group games with my classmates

-[THIRTY] What are you listening to?
* kiki's radio

-[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person you told I love you to?
* kiki.

-[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
* the dragon lady.

[THIRTY- THREE ] Do you act differently around the person you like?
* if i did i probably didnt notice. okay i lied. i do sometimes because i get nervous at times.

-[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural hair color?
* dark brown/black

-[THIRTY-FIVE] Who is most likely to repost this?
* those who are also bored and have nothing better to do.

SO JUST WHAT THE HELL ASS WAS UP WITH TODAY I SEE YOU(?) WAS NEAR YOUR OLD PLACE AND EVEN TALKED ABOUT YOU PRETTY NONCHALANTLY!!?! MAYBE I COULD GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM FASTER THAN I THINK. HERE'S TO LESS THAN ONE WEEK.

SORRY PLEASE IGNORE. JUST NEEDED TO RANT. IS ALL. CLASS DISMISSED.

WTF. DID I SEE YOU TODAY OR DID I SEE YOU TODAY?

this summer has been so much fun :)
like kat says, it's been filled with reunions and i feel like there's nothing better
you get to relearn about that person
all the little details that you have been missing for a while
somehow a bit of the feeling of:
pulling apart for a while only to end up closer
so many people that we lose contact with under the hustle and bustle of life
all coming back in
memories and new things

YUUJOU BANZAI~!

unpacking everything
reorganizing everything
work

such is life right now. and that's pretty good :]




"hitori janai."
"maido ari."
*bang*

i'm bored

i feel like i can do much more

i am starting to lose it again, but somehow still kept it together so far

i have no motivation... i'm only caught in the act of motioning

i havent been able to sleep well lately

i havent been able to stay up late lately either

i just feel blah, lardy, and nothing

it feels really empty.

coz it's not 4/1 anymore! DDDDDDDD:

im going to bed soon. i know! wtf? 8pm? Yeah. i'm getting old...

H'anyway. wanted to post to let y'all know i passed all my classes last quarter! whoo! and thus i can keep going :)

i found a really cute cafe yesterday. will be going again hopefully sometime soon :)



oh and i finally started a photoblog! its title is totally cliche. sorry. couldnt think of a better name :\ to see is to believe

BSG this friday omgomgomgomg!

i do my week of dishes, my week of laundry, and this:




*dance dance*

instead of studying.

i made a DANCE playlist for my iPod...

i got out of choir early today and on my way home i decided to listen to that playlist for a little pick-me-up.

1st song was Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne.

i barely kept myself from busting out the booty shakes. let just say i had the biggest stupidest grin on my face all the way home :)

POWERSONG!

... be done with this quarter.
... sing at the show tomorrow night.
... get my license.
... go to south america.
... go to kenya for rotations.
... see avenue q this summer.
... get a better job.
... finish my proposal.
... buy a new laptop or something.
... read Wicked.
... go back to hong kong.
... graduate and become a pharmacist.
... go to europe.
... make a difference.

[editz]
... get my hands on a polaroid camera and snap candids with my friends. i've always wanted to do that since i was little. and now this? this world have something against me.

the time schedule for the next quarter like the diligent little distracted child... i realized that i can't take ASL 103 next quarter. unless dr. ho decides to move pharmaceutics to a later time, all my fun will be spoiled :\

i guess taking uSingers would be another alternative ;)

people upstairs need to learn some self-control and stop fucking having sex twenty-four-fucking-seven! i'm tired of listening to your bed hitting the fucking walls!

50%

 

lol.

i hate this weather. it makes me miserable. the rain and the puddles. GAH! im soaked up to the knees. thanks, seattle-rain. meanwhile i hear about snowing in bellevue at the same time. wtf? i am so much more miserable today then saturday when i treadded thru 3-feet powder up on mt. baker for 20 to 30 minutes after getting stuck with my skis. it also doesnt help that i feel sick now. i skipped most of my classes this morning.

can we go back to winter break? :(