Playing the Waiting Game...

So, the past two nights I haven't slept cause all I think about is Ryan and how bad I wanna see him..!! I cuddle with my pillows but it's not the same.. I'm just so hopeful now that he's back in my life.. I really hope things work out this time because like I've said before, I know I could be happy with him.

Anyway, he told me to give him a call whenever if I get bored or wanna talk but that was Monday and I wanna talk to him but it's only Wednesday lol... I should probably wait until Thursday... Gosh this is stupid... I don't really even have anything to say... It's just that I wanna talk to him... It's weird... and miserable! lol.

I'm bored.. I'll probably write later tonight or tomorrow!


Ashley