_arson @ 2004-05-27T22:53:00

2004-05-28T05:53:25Z

i wonder if my ex girlfriend hates me.
she was a cool person to talk to.
throughout our relationship i 'cheated' on her.
i think thats the only foul i pulled. i kissed my friend, drunk.
i also, and ill admit, considered a scheme against her, which was very immature. 'pretend your going out with her friend'.
i didnt actually participate in the scheme, but agreed to her ex friend using my name as her boyfriends. it was lame, really.
but i hve noticed one thing... that she changes herself for people... and thats not showing a strong person.
for example, when we were dating, we would talk about good charlotte and a couple of other little things, that she agreed with... around me.
but around her friends, she hated gc, etc. and now that shes not with me, she hates them again. thats cool, i mean, i dont have to tell people im not into everything, but dont lie, and tell them that your not into those things.
if she pulled her head outta the scene for a little bit, then maybe she'd realise a couple of things... because i know that since ive changed surroundings, and other things, that ive realised alot about my self and other people.
what im saying is, it'd be cool if we were civil and could talk or hang out or something.
is that lame?

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2004-03-09T11:55:59Z

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