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             I just wanted to show off pictures of my babies

This is Willow 



This is Jazmine
Here is me with Willow and Jazmine 


and this was our angel Thea who passed away three years ago

lesbian [pumpkinlove3]

ok.. so i have a question..
im not that experienced and stuff.. and liiike..  i have fake nails.  and i got close wit ma girl yesterday.. and it ended badly..  like.. painful.  i feel so bad.  she was like 'its ok its ok' etc..  and like.. i sed ill get my nails off and she sed she loves my nails and wants me to keep them.. im so confused so like.. wtf am i supposed to do.. 

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 Hiya everyone, Im new to this communitiy and to the whole livejournal thing so sorry if I can't put this here or whatever. Feel free to take it down if I can't.

So umm a bit about me first. I'm 15, I think I'm a lesbian and have definitely not came out of the closet yet. My parents and my brother are really really really really homophobic, I have absolute no idea what they would do if I ever told them I prefer girls. I live in England and go to an all-girls secondary school (I think thats the same as 'high school' in America). Although all-girls schools are stereotypically full of lesbians, my school really isn't.

Okay now all that background stuff is out of the way, I can really start with my story. Well here goes...

There is a girl in my class that I like, lets just call her CC. So umm, CC and I are friends but not anything particularly special.
Everyone always jokes about pretending to be lesbians but its all just for fun and they're not serious at all. Once I kinda half-joked to 3 of my mates (including CC) and said what would they do if I said I was a lesbian, the other two had replied positively saying they would be supportive and everything but CC didn't say anything. She looked like she was really uncomfortable talking about it and I didn't question her or anything.

So, she usually treats me as normal friends - at school we chat and stuff, after school, we talk on msn and she might text me sometimes. 1 of our other friends - lets call her F - call us 'the Love Birds' because we are always flirting. She doesn't deny it and says stuff like, "Great F, you just gave away my discreet ways of trying to seduce her" and F just takes it we're joking. We've done stuff like feeding each other, holding hands, sitting on each other's laps, leaning into each other, head resting on shoulders and hugging.

So really what I'm trying to ask you guys is: am I seeing all these 'signs' completely wrong? Is she really trying to say something to me or is she just doing what all friends do? I wanna talk to her but have no idea how. And before I do, I want to someone else's opinions on this before I embarass myself or even worse, ruin our friendship. Please talk to me - no matter bad or good or wanting some more information on my "situation" or maybe just share you're own story with me. I really do appreciate the help, cheers.