hey guys.. whats up?! not much here.. just had a nice shower n shaved my legs.. woo, yay. n tomorrow it better be nice cuz imma go an see if i cant get a nice tan! i need to get tanned lol, ethans beatin me hardcore. he burned tho, poor baby. lol. yeah i finally talked to him today, he was gone all weekend. gawd i cant even take a weekend without talking to the kid.. how am i gonna stand three weeks.. ugh. itll be hard on us but i think itll be better for us in the long run cuz well appreciate that we can even talk every day more.. and yeah. anyways.. hmm.. ohh it was 5 months for me and eth on thursday!! yay, doesnt even seem that long lol. hmm so anyways, laura called me today! :D yay, that chicks so awesome, definately one of my bestest friends! hehe weve had some good times eh laura hehe. hmm n im talking to becca right now, she got a bf! awwe she seems soo happy, thats so awesome. oh n laura, dont worry about it! lol stay calm hum, itll all be good! (you know what im talking about..) so hmm.. iuno what else to say.. i was havin a rough day earlier cuz i dont wanna go for three weeks and i was worried bout things with me and ethan.. but he made me feel alot better.. and so did my friend justin. bah, thank god for friends, i dunno what id do without you guys! love u all! muah! lol. yah, so ill write again in a few days or something.. yes. later gaters!