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Current Dreams
The Open Closet
The Lost Ones
Das Ist Nitch
Fragile Memories
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This header features Fujioka Haruhi from Ouran High School Host Club. Haruhi belongs to Hatori Bisco and any other company related to Ouran High School Host Club.
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Sevrah:Twenty-four:Maryland, USSA
Photoshop Whore:Anime Addict
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Music: KMFDM-Hanzel und Gretyl-DJ?Acucrack-Subway to Sally
Anime: Ouran Host Club-PrincessPrincess-X-Excel Saga
Manga: Godchild-Yami no Matsuei-Loveless-Il gatto sul G
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This layout was manipulated in Photoshop CS by _shamballa using brushes from 77words and textures from AWMP. Original layout and handcodes in Notepad by Nocturne. All rights reserved.
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[July 23rd, 2008 | 18.30] |
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| i fangirlz. |
[November 24th, 2007 | 17.08] |
YaY! They're animating Vampire Knight!
They were so smart to wait awhile!
ANN
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| we will never forget.. all the pain. |
[September 11th, 2007 | 14.07] |
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I want to say something, something throughtful and with meaning. Something that will make someone stop for a moment and go, "That's right.." or "I think I understand.."
But, I can't think of anything like that. I can only think of the guilt and shame I've held over the years.. the regret that I wasn't there to do anything about it. I wasn't there to stop them from leaving.
I woke up crying this morning at exactly 1.32.. and again a few hours later. I cried the whole time I got dressed to the time I got to work.. and then I cried some more.
I hold too much emotion. I hold too much feeling with no way to release it. It makes it worse that today is also a day for an American tragedy.. and I also cry for those who died.
I am merely a spec on the globe. A mere dot and nothing more to the millions of people in this world. I know that there are many people out there who understand how I feel.. on a day that is now shared with the world over.
I miss my brother.. and I hope he still watching us.
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[March 10th, 2007 | 03.23] |
Holy fuck.
300 was AMAZING.
NO font size can describe my enjoyment. I am so down for seeing it again tomorrow.
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[December 7th, 2006 | 22.00] |
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I show my love (of Fai) for ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) areku1993..
( *fangirls* )
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[October 16th, 2006 | 12.58] |
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Yeah. I was bored at work, waiting for my lunch break.
I hate memes too.
( Trick or fucking treat. )
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| EAT. IT. RAW. |
[October 12th, 2006 | 17.52] |
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A mysterious humming... |
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Here's a Feed installment. I haven't done one in awhile. Not too many funny stories this time though.. ( Yum. )
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| Yep. |
[July 20th, 2006 | 09.54] |
So, I went to GBMC yesterday. I twisted my knee again the other day in the parking here at work.. and I finally got tried of being a gimp half the time. I was there for about two hours. The doctor got me X-rays.. but he told me that if it was a tear, he wouldn't see it and that I'd have to get an MRI to tell.
So, he gave me a leg splint and told me to wear it for a week and go see my doctor. I'll probably do that. I know I tore something.. because your knee just doesn't.. pop out of place constantly every minute very easily. ARGH.
It's stupidity at work for you. If I was a little smarter, I wouldn't have had this problem in the first place. But, the shit happens.
My knee hurts.. and it's a pain in the ass having to run up two flights of stairs 80 million times a day. But, being at the ER though.. made my mind up more about getting into nursing. I'm going to try to find out what I can online.. then ask my aunt about it.
Other than that.. things are the same. I've got to call some people back who called yesterday. I would have answered the phone.. but.. a leg splint sucks trying to walk two feet. I watched a whole bunch of Tsubasa, Host Club, and Azumanga Daioh. Crap, the lastest episode of Tsubasa was hilarious. They ended up in a story world.. where Mokona was the artist. Ha. Azumanga gets funnier the more you watch it.
I am simple minded when I watch anime. You kind of have to be to get some of the things.
I also finished making my icons for my lastest project. Here's one. It took forever, since I was working with the manga pics and colouring was insane.
It's thursday. I plan on doing nothing again. Maybe some laundry.. a shower.. watch some more Azumanga. Other than that.. nadda. I think we're all getting together Friday to watch Clerks in awaiting our venture to see Clerks II Saturday. It's going to be amazing. I also found out that they'll be showing the trailer for Saw III with the movie "The Descent".. I'm half-and-half on that movie.. it looks good, but I don't know. I'll probably end up seeing it anyway.
S'all for now.
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[May 12th, 2006 | 13.11] |
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Here's today's installment of The Feed.
More neat stories. YEAH!
( Get your fill, bitches. )
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[April 26th, 2006 | 22.21] |
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I felt like a funny.
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[February 9th, 2006 | 16.22] |
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I know everyone has heard people say this all the time, then turn around to
notice that those who have said them.. never mean it.
But this post.. I mean it. To the tee. I'm just getting tired.. and irrated lately
because of things.. and I want the honest truth.
I hardly try to let things affect me. Words that people will say.. or things that
people will do. I'll let most of it go.. saying to myself.. "Well, that's what they do."
Now, I'm sick of it. I mainly play the fool for the fact that I don't know who's telling
the truth and who is lying.
I want my friends back. I want those people who said that they would always be there..
the ones that say they cared. Who will listen to the inane babble for hours.. to give
the advice that is needed.. to ask for help when they need it.
Or even, just to be that hand that either sits on your shoulder when your tired.. or to
smack you in the face when you're being dumb.
But recently, the friends that I have.. are just lying through their teeth about almost
everything. I can tell.. but it takes a lot for me to come out and say "Prove it."
It's come to that point, where I should.. grab whomever by the collar, throw them on the
wall and make them tell the truth.
Who knows, I may just do that soon.
I've heard "Friends are expendable." .. "Friends will come and go." .. Maybe, that is partly
true. But people forget to realize.. that in the group of friends, there is a few people who
do truly care.. who will truly do anything for you when that time comes. You can't just throw
away people like trash.. because they share ever same interest or they do something that bothers
you. That's where you are the one who should come out and say.. "You're being dumb."
I'll be honest. I've done this before.. left friends in the dark and run away.
But this time.. I refuse to leave.. because of someone's words or actions. I will say around
and be there for the ones I care about.. and to repay those who have taken care and helped me
out.
I hate drama. If I started any drama, I'm sorry. I didn't mean too.
I just want everyone to look at themselves. No one is great. No one is the master at anything.
No one will ever compare. No one should have to pretend to be someone they are not to impress
anyone.
You each have things to offer others that some do not have.. and that some need.
You each have your own feelings that you need to express.
Stop throwning people away. Stop lying to others and yourself.
We are not in high school anymore. We are not children.
Be fucking honest. Be the person you know that you are.
I love all my friends, and certain people even more.
And I will NEVER. EVER. stop doing that. No matter what happens.
Don't EVER think I do not care or I am not honest because I don't talk or see people
that often. It's not true.
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| Sevrah's Banner Post |
[January 11th, 2006 | 11.59] |
Here are banners that I got for things. YaY! me.
( The Awards.. )
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[September 22nd, 2005 | 00.11] |
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LJ Interests meme results
- blood:
I like blood. It's fun. But, I won't slit your neck open. - cowboy bebop:
Hey, this is was really got me started watching anime. I just think this show is brillant. - family guy:
Best animated show ever. I'm sorry, but it over-rides the Simpsons. Can't get any better than this. - goth:
I LIKE GOTH MUSIC, okay. But I'm not "goth".. dammit. - industrial:
Good music to me. Sometimes, you need to get into the vein of something else for awhile. And I like the sound of metal against metal. - lon chaney:
I don't care if you hate silent movies, but Lon Chaney is the man. Known as the "Man with a 1000 faces".. he was the first actors EVER to use make-up effects for his works. ( Phantom of the Opera, London Calling, The Unknown ) - piercings:
Holes in flesh is great. Just.. not a lot of holes. - sci-fi:
I'm such a dork. Hehehe. - trance:
I like driving at night listening to trance. It fucks you up. Other than that, I could live without it. - x:
The band -and- the anime are both awesome. HA! Bet you didn't see that coming.
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[September 11th, 2005 | 17.07] |
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September 11th. It means more to me than some others.
And it is sad.
Instead of the emo-drawn words of me missing my brother and
all the others that were lost in 2001.. I'm going to share
a very meaningful memory.
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I was about fifteen, Shaun was about 19. We, and a few other
people went to our friend Kristin's house for a gathering while
her parents were away. Shaun, our friend Bill, Kristin's brother
Jamie, and I were all in Jamie's room most of the time. Everyone
else was either roaming around the house or in her room. Things
were fun until Kristin comes barging in Jamie's room around 7p
and going, "Stef, I going to take you home now."
I got confused and said that I was going to leave when Shaun left,
since he was the one I came with.
Both of us started bickering, all the while Shaun was on the phone
with a friend of his. I was starting to expect him to be like, "Just
go home now." .. But instead, he got mad and yelled at Kristin.
"I'm taking her home when I feel like taking her home. So shut up."
This moment still sticks with me. When you grow up with siblings..
whether older or younger.. you take things a bit for granted. My
brothers and I bickered, fought, yelled at each other all the time.
But at that moment, I felt.. protected and well, loved. I didn't
really expect that at all.. but I realized that no matter how
horrible we are to one another, we always have each other's backs no
matter what.
It's been six years since the accident and I will say, I've learned
a lot.. changed a lot since then. I'm glad he was in my life.. and
I am still sad that he's gone. But, I do know I am not the only one
that feels that way.
<3
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