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Yarg! [Dec. 11th, 2004|07:13 pm]
[mood | indifferent]
[music |Bjork]

There are some seriously weird people out there. That dude that shot Dimebag Darrell on the 8th (RIP) is a perfect example of the seriously fucked up dudes we have in the world!! I read a report that said the guy ran up to Dimebag waving the gun and screamed "You broke up Pantera!" before shooting at him. How can you blame one person for breaking up a band? It doesnt work like that. If bands lose one member, they can always replace them. One person leaving the band does not constitute breaking up the band! Wes left Limp Bizkit and they (unfortunatley) got a new guitarist (poor bastard). Fallon AND Talena left Kittie and now they're a three rather than a four peice. There has to be some deeper underlying reasons for the beaking up of a band. I don't know what the reasons for Pantera's break up was, but to shoot the ex guitarist for that reason is pretty damn ridiculous!
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"Frenemy # 1" [Nov. 12th, 2004|06:37 pm]
[mood | amused]
[music |Soul Asylum]

Here is the lowdown on how i first met, and became friends with, a girl named Kate:
Another friend (Amy) was telling me how there was this new girl to our school and that she was real nice and she hadnt made many friends yet cause she kinda kept to herself.(This was maybe 2 years ago).I met her o nthe bus i beleive on the way home (clearly we lived close to one another,or we wouldnt be catching the same bus...duh)and yes,she was very nice and we became friends.Best friends in fact. She had blonde hair and blue eyes and the funniest sense of humor in anyone i had ever met.Sure she was a little odd with some things she said,but who isnt? Anyway, as i mentioned before we became best friends.
Fast forward to a week after the manson concert last year (so approximatley late september/early october) and this dude named Geoff who is a year above us and friends with another of our friends boyfriends.Me,James,Lacey and Melanie ended up at Kate's house and somehow,i dont really recall,Geoff Alex and Hayley ended up there too...oh yeah they wanted to escape randalls party.But funnily enough, we all ended up back there. Me and Lacey got separated and got lost and so I really dont know what had happened while we werent there.But when we got back to kate's james was telling me how kate and geoff hooked up etc etc etc blah blah blah.To cut the rest of this story short, kate was very hesitant to go out with geoff when he asked her,so he asked ME (being her best friend at the time and all) to help him persuade her to go out with him.So i did,much to the annoyance of kate cause she really didnt wanna talk about it.Anyway,they ended up together and along with all our other friends,we slowly noticed a change in kate.She went from being the happy,funny,random-person-hugging awesome friend we used to know, to being a mean,nasty cruel bitch.And the reason? I was hesitant to name this as the reason at first,but it was GEOFF.I thought geoff was nice so i didnt really wanna start being nasty.But its so obvious now.
The whole reason for this is that NOW they've hit an all time low.Kate is having this party that i heard about from everyone else BUT her.I figured,yeah so what?id rather not spend an evening in the same house as geoff anyway.But curiosity got the better of me when an unnamed person told me geoff had said (and i quote) "jordans not invited...shes a shit".OH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'M the shit?!?! I'm not the one who tells little kids theyre gonna die of aids am i?! But I got more curious seeing as it is KATES party at HER house and im not invited because GEOFF hates me? I dont get it. As far as i can see I've never done anything to Kate.Apparantly they both hate me now (kates reason i have yet to confirm,but i did ask her sister to find out).Im confused! If shes gonna be a bitch thats her problem, but id like to know why shes acting like this!Honestly i think shes got no friends at her new school cause she seems to be sucking up to all us still at LHS.People she never used to talk to like morgan and jane! Im willing to bet when she breaks up with geoff shes gonna come crawling back,and i also have a feeling its gonna be too late!
....haha kate is gonna regret this!This all makes me laugh,cause shes not succeeding in whatever shes attempting to do...neither of them are...its just making me think less and less of them...and making me laugh at their stupidity...
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People suck... [Nov. 9th, 2004|07:37 pm]
[mood | crushed]
[music |jeff buckley...lucky dead dude]

This bitch isn't gonna be very long,I've been crying and my eyes are doing that weird squinty swelling thing they do afterwards, and they kinda hurt and I can't be bothered to type for long.
I just had the hugest fight with mum and brian.it sucks,cause theyre forever ranting at me for interrupting them and not listning to them,when they do exactly the same thing to me.They don't get it,that I'm human too,and just because i have anger problems (which is what the fight was about) its best not to pick fights with me in the first place.I generally try not to fight with them because I know ill get mad and then theyll have some more ammo to fire at me.But i cant help it because they are either dumber than jessica simpson or just playing dumber to get me more angry.And it works,let me tell you.I think i may have hurt my mum though cause she said combined with my stress levels,high blood pressure and inability to control my temper,i was a walking time bomb for a heart attack, and my response? "Good i i hope the fucking heart attack would just hurry its ass up and get to me so i dont have to deal with this shit from any of you anymore"
You know what?When i was...13 or 14, 4 or 5 years ago, i was taken to my doctor,who diagnosed me with social phobia.She gave me a video to watch since i really didnt know what it is, and told my mum that it would be good for her to watch it too,cause she really had no idea either.I watched it,but guess what?She never did.And she still hasnt.To this very day I dont think shes even so much as glanced at the cover.So much for wanting to help me hey?And now shes on this big trip about how she wants to help me ,and the first step is helping myself...no mum,the first step was YOU watching a fucking VIDEO to try and see what i was going through.Shit she didnt even have to talk to anyone about it she just had to watch it.and she couldnt even do that.....
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ahhh chosen one....my name is betty..... [Nov. 2nd, 2004|07:13 pm]
[mood | tired]
[music |American Idiot]

We're black,we know it,we shake our big booties and show it,we aint white,we aint white,we definetly aint white....not another teen movie is so definetly funny...
"oh its already been broughten"
hahahaha
my maja is at the pub pissin up for melbourne cup day...shes never made a big deal out of m.c day before so now i think shes suffering withdrawls and needed to drink...hahaha...just kidding,my mum aint no alcoholic...she just likes her drink...occasionaly.
Apparantly she's doin karaoke....*shudders*
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i never wanted to fool you no... [Nov. 1st, 2004|09:28 pm]
[mood | bouncy]
[music |Daniel Lioneye]

Okay,so people I thought I knew suck.SUCK! I dont understand it,people I've been friends with for years cant get along with friends I haven't known for so long (coughkayleeandashleecough) very discreet...I don't see what they're problem with each other is...ashlee and adrian i can understand,adrian pisses me off sometimes and so does ashlee...hell i probly piss the both of them off sometimes too! i do tend to do that. its just so aggravating.i also will never understand what people have against lauren,sure shes loud and a total nympho (nothing wrong with either of those by the way!!) but she's a really caring person...and hilarious too.And some people (coughkayleecough) cant see through the loudness and the constant-wanting-of-sex-ness.I don't hate anybody...i just get rather annoyed with certain people sometimes.

I did a quiz!AGAIN! Only in this one,you HAVE to impress me or there will be trouble and I'll be very upset.

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=041101051750-216658

Dorby sucks.He only got 5 out of 10 which means he can rip me off about my fringe all he likes,its not gonna bother me CAUSE IM DISAPPOINTED.WAIT LOREENS even worse!She only got 40!! FORTY!This from the girl who got 80 in my last one!LOREEEEEN!!!...Feel free to take the quiz it will make me happy to see ANYBODY beat dorby,even if i dont know you.
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"and it feels like i've been buried alive by love" [Oct. 29th, 2004|09:53 pm]
[mood | pissed off]
[music |Are You Gonna Be My Girl?-Jet]

Not really. More like buried alive by hatred.Or sadness.Or repulsion...take your pick.
Do people honestly think I'm going to get insulted if they call me a "fucking goth" or "freak" ? Honestly, if i was going to get upset at every name people called me a name or made some comment about how I dress, I just wouldn't go out in public!! I choose to look like this, and any nasty comments tend to roll off my back, especially from people who are about 3 years younger than me and think they're more hardcore than everyone else (*ahem* Dale Johnson and Wiley, I'm talking to you!). Honestly, even if being a goth was a bad thing, I'd still rather be a "fucking goth" than a "fucking slut" like Dale's sister anyday!
I'm still in a real pissed off mood though...
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