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I made you a cookie... [ Aug 21 08 @ 1223am ]

_ghostfire
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Comedy Central ]

So how sad is it I can't sleep so I am scouring livejournal and making sugar cookies at 12:30 in the morning. I've felt a little sick for the last few days and I can't seem to eat for very long before I feel gross. :(

I have seriously been updating like crazy. Comparatively speaking of course. I don't update for a year then I go insane with updating.

My step dad died the other day. My mom is pretty upset and she's 2,000 fucking miles away. I wish I could be there to make her feel better but I can't afford to miss a week of work and fly out and everything. She understands though. I sent her a memory box today. I put a card in and some wedding pictures and a stone heart thing. Its like a worry stone. I have one two and I figured it might help her remember that I love her and I have been thinking about her.


So this post is bouncing around a bit. Last night I went to woot.com and bought this:

mp3 player

It was 39.99. Not to shabby. 4gig flash player that plays vids/fm radio/music.

I have never just bought something online spur of the moment. I hope it doesn't suck. Anyone have one? reviews aren't too bad.

Alright, cookies are done!

lets play doctor, babe

(I Don't Care If) I'm a Guilty Pleasure For You) - Part 2 of 2 [ Aug 21 08 @ 125am ]

slashypunkboys

[saykendrawithme]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Panic at the Disco - London Beckoned Songs About Money Written by Machines ]

Title: (I Don't Care If) I'm A Guilty Pleasure For You - part 2 of 2
Author: [info]saykendrawithme
Pairing: Gabe Saporta/William Beckett/Ryan Ross
Rating: NC-17
Summary: They moved towards him almost as one, William’s arm hooked in one of Gabe’s belt loops. They were on either side of him in a second. Ryan had no chance to escape, and if he was entirely honest with himself, really, really hadn’t wanted to.
Disclaimer: not real, never happened.
A/N: so, [info]minus_four wrote this Gabe/Ryan dirty talking fic a while back, and i demanded a Gabe/Bill/Ryan threesome. i got tired of waiting. enjoy.

One|Two

lets play doctor, babe

MOD POST // THIS IS THE MOST INTENSE VOLLEYBALL GAME EVER [ Aug 20 08 @ 1135pm ]

slash_theplan

[kathybates]
Guys, just letting you all know that the Board Game Challenge (click the link in the sidebar for details) is coming to an end in just FIVE MORE DAYS. All participants, you will have until 11:59 PM EST on MONDAY THE 25th to post your entries.

Now, please excuse me, I have to watch Misty May-Treanor and Kerri Walsh face off against China right now. EDIT :D!
lets play doctor, babe

They'll Never Know [1/1] [ Aug 20 08 @ 1010pm ]

slashypunkboys

[robotscantcry]
Title: They'll Never Know
Author: Lauren [[info]robotscantcry]
Pairing: Tom Conrad/William Beckett [Empires/The Academy Is...]
Rating: PG-13
Summary: And the truth was that William was no longer dating Mike, but was really dating The Academy Is, because the two had become synonymous.
Disclaimer: This isn't real, as far as I know.

(Play with me Thursday-)

[Cross-posted at [info]theacademyslash.]
lets play doctor, babe

All That I've Got [s/a] [ Aug 20 08 @ 918pm ]

slashypunkboys

[stronger_now_x]
Title: All That I've Got [s/a]
Pairing: Gabilliam (Gabe Saporta from Cobra Starship + William Beckett from TAI...)
Rating: Whatever is between PG13 and R, I'd say.
Warnings: Mentioned sex, cheating, drug use, and abuse.
Disclaimer: Title and lyrics belong to The Used; I own nothing more than this story.
Summary: But for now, it's all that I've got, and it's all that I need.
A/N: Important for the story! Every time there are ***'s, the point of view is changing, starting with William's and then switching to Gabe's. It switches back and forth pretty much every paragraph, but for the times it didn't I didn't want anyone to get confused, so look for the stars. It's easy to see who's point of view it is after the first couple paragraphs, anyway. This is a story that I've had the idea for for quite sometime now. I was listening to music the other night and heard 'All That I've Got' by The Used (I highly suggest listening to that song/them if you haven't already) and realized it fit literally perfectly to the story ideas I had written out, so I made it a songfic. Usually I don't do these, but I think it just fits here.

+Story found here.
lets play doctor, babe

[ Aug 20 08 @ 816pm ]

slashypunkboys

[ringxxofxxfire]
Title: Coffee Shop Soundtrack
Author: [info]ringxxofxxfire
Pairing: Alex/Jack
Summary: Alex has a bad day. It only gets worse.
Author's Note: I'm sorry I neglected this for so long. STFU LIFE. I promise never ever to leave this story again, except to eat and sleep and go to work and stuff. Forgive me?

Part one.
And now, onto part two.
Part three smells like awesome.
Fourth time's the charm.
Five is the number that comes after four.
Six sorta sounds like sex.
That infamous lucky number seven.
lets play doctor, babe

moar art. go to bed, sfx! [ Aug 21 08 @ 100am ]

slash_theplan

[brokenmotorist]
[ mood | awake ]
[ music | man of the hour hour... ]

totally worksafe. sebxpat. )

o6 [] lets play doctor, babe

the present and the distance [3/19] [ Aug 20 08 @ 751pm ]

slashypunkboys

[lolab]
Title: The Present and the Distance [3/19]
Author: [info]lolab
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairings: Panic: Ryden-heavy, hints of everyone, eventual GSF, a bit of Brendon/Shane
POV: Third; varies
Warnings: Character death, violence, angst. Also, angst. Did I mention ANGST.
Disclaimer: They belong to Pete  each other  the island  themselves, not me. Fiction, I hope to god.  Any similarities to Lost are incidental, as I have never seen the show.
Summary: There is no way to summarize this that doesn't sound ridiculous, so I leave you with my original cheesy!blurb(tm): There are 17,508 islands in Indonesia, about 6,000 of which are inhabited. On August 31, 2008, returning from an Australian tour in the middle of the year's most violent storm to date, a plane carrying Panic at the Disco loses power, veers off course, and crashes into one of the remaining 11,508 islands. This is their story.
Author's Notes: You guys are beautifully patient, really.  All your kickass comments (and declarations of hatred for the character deaths) keep me writing.  If you can just make it to Chapter 11, I promise you'll be rewarded. ;)  I'm also taking flashback ideas, as I'm trying to start each chapter with a flashback focused on a different pair.  (Nothing smutty: subtext is the name of the game here.)  Incidentally, if PWF angst starts to get to you, just go here. :D  This, apparently, is what Panic does in Australia.  Maybe we can convince them to just stay there and not fly back...?  (P.S. I'm ignoring Shane's real birthday.  Sue me.)

Please refer to the master post for previous chapters, notes, soundtrack listing, etc.

[ Brendon finds him outside the ballroom... ]
lets play doctor, babe

Fic: I slept with someone in the Wentz clan (And all I got was this hugeass mess about...) - [9/20] [ Aug 21 08 @ 113am ]

slashypunkboys

[jen_jm]
[ mood | creative ]

  Title: ‘I slept with someone in the Wentz clan (And all I got was this hugeass mess about demons and weird spirits)’ [9/20]
Author: [info]jen_jm

Pairing: Gabe/William, Pete/Patrick, Brendon/Ryan, Jon/Spencer and a few many others.
Rating: NC-17 overall
Characters: Gabe Saporta, William Beckett, Pete Wentz, Patrick Stump, Butch Walker, Greta Salpeter, others. Pretty much everyone from Cobras, Academy, FOB, Paramore, Green Day. Plus Maja Ivarsson of The Sounds, Bryce Avary, Pierre Bouvier and David Desrosiers from Simple Plan and many others will appear somewhere along the way.
Word count: 77,000 total words
Warnings: language, blood, violence, killings, the same as the other one.
Disclaimer: no one in here belongs to me, they all belong to Pete Wentz themselves.
I really don’t mean to offend anyone and nothing of what I wrote in this story is to be considered real, it’s all fiction.
Author’s Notes: Sequel for Vampire hunting is the world’s oldest profession (And I, dear Madame, am a professional), so I suggest you read that one first, or you might not have a clue about what’s going on. Title from Fall Out Boy’s “I slept with someone in Fall Out Boy and I got was this stupid song written about me”.
As ever, feel free to report any mistake. Constructive criticism is welcome, feedback makes me happy!
Beta: my dear and very patient [info]nejem
Dedication[info]faechanand  [info]nejem, who are two of the most amazing human beings on the planet. They supported me through this, they never yelled at me when I started obsessing over a scene, or when I freaked out for a writer’s block. Thank you girls, you are wonderful.
Summary: “Guys.” Maja looked between Pete and Patrick. “I think we have a problem.”
“No.” Patrick shook his head, determined. “Repeat with me, Maja. Everything is perfectly fine.”
“We really have a problem.” Maja bit on her lower lip, actually a bit scared by Patrick’s glare. - Set one month after the epilogue of Vampire hunting is the world’s oldest profession (And I, dear Madame, am a professional).
lets play doctor, babe

[ Aug 20 08 @ 437pm ]

brooke_lyn1
my work out partner is moving on me.
This means I am very likely to lose motivation.
If anyone knows any good songs to work out to and wants to share them I would greatly appreciate it.
Hugs and kisses offered as reward for helping out
lets play doctor, babe

Slash RPG in need of characters! [ Aug 20 08 @ 106pm ]

slashypunkboys

[loverstiff]
Many characters wanted! )
o1 [] lets play doctor, babe

The Chronicles of Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross: Triwizard Tournament [12/?] [ Aug 20 08 @ 1211pm ]

slashypunkboys

[_sofiej_]
Title: The Chronicles of Brendon Urie and Ryan Ross: Triwizard Tournament
Author: Sofie
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie, others later on in the story
Summary: Ryan and Brendon are two students at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry.
POV: 3rd person
Disclaimer: Never happened and never will happen. I don't own/know any of the characters in this story. The Harry Potter universe belongs to J.K. Rowling.
Notes: Thank you [info]i_am_tre for betaing!
Previous Parts: Here

Chapter Twelve: Who Won The First Challenge? )
o3 [] lets play doctor, babe

hey there hi there ho there [ Aug 20 08 @ 103am ]

pushingyouaway
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | camp rock will be on sooooooon ]

first, thank you so much to everyone who sent me birthday wishes last week! it was sweet of you and i want to thank ya'll from the bottom of my heart <33333 *cookies and cake for all* and thank you so so so much for the e-card miss sonia! =) i feel bad for replying so late but life has been pretty hectic as of late; good, just busy busy busy

edie's birthday and mine went on without a hitch. it was just a nice barbecue with family and friends and a ridiculous amount of booze. there was food there too, yea, but...more booze than anything. people know what i like, what can is say? lol i took quite a few pictures and had an absolutely amazing time. i'm truly blessed to have these people in my life. it would have been even better if a few more people came but it was still awesome regardless

in more fandomy/bandom news, um, i'm seeing two concerts this week? tomorrow night is metro station, boys like girls, the maine, and good charlotte. candi and i shall be having lots of fun times, yes. and friday i can has the cab! and the hush sound! and other people whom i'm forgetting at this point in time! but YES! CABBABIES! their little failboat faaaaaces *hearts in eyes* i'd really like to post pictures so we'll see how that goes

also, is it september yet? as of this moment i have no clue about what is up and coming in season four of stupernatural nor do i really care to know. if i get spoiled, well then i guess i get spoiled but i've been pretty damn good at avoiding things as of late. i just want the boys back, dude *grabby hands*

um...i came home from work this evening to find two things on my bedspread: a letter from the dude who sold me my new car (just checking in to see how things are and if i have any questions and blah blah blah)...aaaaaand a carton of all natural cigarettes *blink* i think edie is trying to tell me something...? i mean, she knows that i smoke when i drink but this was just...um. yea. my face was definitely like o_O when i opened my door and a carton of cigarettes with an indian chief's head painted on it declaring that they're "all natural with no additives" made me make a face... smoking can only be so unhealthy for you, you know? maybe she wants me to get more in touch with my ancestral roots? is a peace pipe next? actually, wait. a pipe would be pretty awesome now that i think of it...

anywho, i digress! work has been pretty damn good as of late; lots of nice boytoys to ogle and lots of money being made so i'm not complaining. on a fun/funny note, school hasn't even started yet and i've already given out a detention. ha! poor little host boy who called me names as i walked out the door *pats his head* funny names, but nonetheless. he told me he already has a 3-7 the first day of school. so i told him, "fine, okay. no detention on the first day. but definitely on the second day =D" his face?: D=

i seem to have been doing nothing but running around this last half of summer. however, it seems that i'm still losing a bit of weight? it's fluctuating, but if i added exercise in the mix i know i could shed more and keep it off. besides, a little weight loss would be nice right before school starts. i still haven't heard anything back on the better aide's position that opened up but we'll just keep our fingers crossed on that

on a final note, i'm totally downloading camp rock movie on itunes as i type *facepalm* i heard it was good! what?! IT HAS THE JONAS BROTHERS OKAY?! IT'LL AT LEAST KEEP ME BUSY WHEN I'M DOING NOTHING IN THE CLASSROOM!

...and with that being said i think it's almost time for bed. yea...

o6 [] lets play doctor, babe

moar chuck/dahv [ Aug 20 08 @ 457am ]

slash_theplan

[brokenmotorist]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | trailers on this dvd. ]

title: all the small things
author: [info]brokenmotorist
pairing: chuck/david
rating:
summary: i just can't get enough of these two right now for some reason. i don't know what it is. i'm just hot for rhythm sections, i guess. this is weird because um it's 5am and i haven't slept yet, shiiiit.

turn the lights off, carry me home )

o4 [] lets play doctor, babe

[ Aug 19 08 @ 1154pm ]

slashypunkboys

[ringxxofxxfire]
Title: Coffee Shop Soundtrack
Author: [info]ringxxofxxfire
Pairing: Alex/Jack
Summary: In which the boys have a serious discussion, and... Petting.
Author's Note: I'm sorry I neglected this for so long. STFU LIFE. I promise never ever to leave this story again, except to eat and sleep and go to work and stuff. Forgive me?

Part one.
And now, onto part two.
Part three smells like awesome.
Fourth time's the charm.
Five is the number that comes after four.
Six sorta sounds like sex.
</lj>
lets play doctor, babe

Well, I'd Say That Was Pretty Odd... [ Aug 19 08 @ 843pm ]

slashypunkboys

[stygldbby]
[ music | the Hush Sound- Momentum ]

Title: Well, I'd Say That Was Pretty Odd...
Author:
[info]stygldbby
Rating: PG13 but only because of language
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon but kind of in a weird way?
POV: Ryro's
Summary: "
Bu-you-wa- HUH?” Ryan spluttered wildly waving his arms. Hobo paused her barking and tail wagging to give her master a weird look. Obviously, she didn’t find anything unusual about having your band mate magically appear 20 feet in the air in a fucking tree.
Disclaimer: this is real, Hobo told me.
Author Notes: kinda a crack!fic I guess or just 4,000+ words of pointlessness :]  (from my old journal, I never got around to posting it here)


Not that Ryan liked to garden or anything. That would be unmanly. He just liked pretty things. 

lets play doctor, babe

Your Hoodie Acts As A Sanctuary (14/?) [ Aug 19 08 @ 940pm ]

slashypunkboys

[purple7parade]
Authors[info]purple7parade& [info]zappy_zapp
Rating:
  Overall NC-17
Pairing: Ryan/Spencer, side pairing Jon/Brendon
POV: Switches (Will be marked on Chapter)
Warnings:  Mpreg, Rape, Violence, Language, Depression
Summary: One horrific night and the guys are forced to make some life altering decisions. Will Ryan and Spencer's two year realtioship survive and will Jon and Brendon's blosoming relationship continue to grow when the skelletons come out from the closet?. 
Beta:   [info]sian_y
Disclaimer: Everything you read has never happened and never will. To my knowledge Ryan and Spencer aren’t in a real reletionship.
Authors Notes1: Please read the Warnings before reading this, as it deals with some sensitive issues. This is a joint fic by myself and the amazingly talented zappy_zapp. Big thankyou to our fab Beta. Sorry it's been so long.
Previous Chapters: http://www.livejournal.com/tools/memories.bml?user=vipbabies

 
o4 [] lets play doctor, babe

[ Aug 19 08 @ 831pm ]

slashypunkboys

[lol_ikr]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | I'm Just A Girl- No Doubt ]

Title: Wall of Shame
Author: [info]lol_irk
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: implied Mikey/Gabe, implied Mikey/Alicia, implied Mikey/Pete, implied Gerard/Frank
Summary: When you got a pimp for a little brother, steps have to be taken.
Disclaimer: Not real, never was.
Warnings: "If you feelin' like a pimp nigga go on brush your shoulder off".
Author's Note: Woo boy. So me and [info]hxcfagbot decided to create a universe to write in. Check out his cute Frank/Gerard fic One Missed Call


(Wall of Shame)

lets play doctor, babe

he's all that? [ Aug 19 08 @ 912pm ]

slashypunkboys

[xforeverjinxedx]
[ music | sabrina the teenage witch ]

can anybody tell me if they've ever seen/written/read any fics based on the movie 'she's all that'? if so can I get a link?
also, if anybody knows any good HS fics I'll check them out, even if you send me your own, I'll drop a comment, promise =]

o1 [] lets play doctor, babe

[ Aug 19 08 @ 350pm ]

slashypunkboys

[t_usual_suspect]
Spookathon prompts are up!!!

Go claim one and let's have a fabulous and spooky Halloween! :D
lets play doctor, babe

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