i am getting sleepy.

today i realized that i am basically living on the exact opposite time schedule. i might as well be in japan.
except, i'm not exactly sleeping... maybe this afternoon i will manage to get more than 4 hours. i work at 6am tomorrow, so that will help. i put up cardboard in my window, to block out the sun.
all this sleeplessness, plus stress has made me pretty damn moody and antisocial. in a way it is nice to be working when most people i know are sleeping, so i can get away with not talking to anyone. i am pretty exhausted, and tend to just sit around staring at the tv when i get home and sleeping 12-14 hours plus naps on my days off.
i have been sleeping slightly more. i was pretty excited when i slept a whole 3 hours(this is so sad), and yesterday i had a 4 hour nap after work(EXTRA WOW) plus a 2 hour nap before work. i don't feel so crappy today. i think i am starting to feel better.

being flat broke has made me vegan(?!). i do not know what is up with that.
i got a flat tire about a mile from my house. :[ do not have the money to buy a new one, guess it will go on my credit card(aaaarg).

yesterday i started drawing peacock feathers, which are actually quite easy.

today manuel was making fun of my non-americanness. every time some one came into the bakery he would be like, "don't you hate it when immigrants come into our country and take our benefits? and our jobs! and do their jobs halfway!!"
later, kay was being a bitch about the label maker because i was printing a bunch of labels at once and he was like "JAMIE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND ENGLISH VERY WELL. SHE'S NOT FROM HERE." and i was all "I DO NOT UNDERSTAND YOUR AMERICAN CUSTOMS!!!"
he was also doing the mock-kay-laugh all joined up with being racist against me, which had me laughing so hard i could not breathe.

i also think it is pretty funny that almost everyone in the bakery is trying to transfer out, or quitting.

i tried to sleep around 12:15. sometime later i woke up and was like "wow!!! I slept that whole time!" thinking it had been at least two hours. i was just barely 1. i feel like this is very sad. i guess i went back to sleep for an hour. now i feel like a zombie.
also, like i should totally get some sort of award just for showing up to work.

glad this whole working at 4am thing is working out for me.

my heart feels all wibbly wobbly. it really felt like it was going to die a few minutes ago. eh..

i am rather hungry. (hah. i was like, "AGAIN? WHY DOES THIS KEEP HAPPENING?")

i love how my dreams don't even try to make sense anymore.

i am watching into the wild. this guy is left handed.
one time i took a cake order with my left hand. i got to the end, and was signing my name and was like, "why does this feel so awkward?". true story.

today there was a peice of chicken in my food from firebowl and i ate it on accident. i was tired, and shoving food in my mouth, chewed and swallowed it before i tasted it. i was like, "that was a weeeird peice of tofu."

.........IT WAS ICKY!

either it made my stomach hurt, or i grossed myself out thinking about how it rather tasted like my cat's food smells. ew. now i know i do not like chicken.

OH MAN, I WOULD RATHER LIKE TO SLEEP.

(2:13:04 AM) SAGA-HAM [tranpan] : omg you seem so peaceful and lovely
(2:13:13 AM) .ftw!. : me? what?

AMAZING!

today i accidentally inhaled my septum retainer, and then coughed it back up. :o i am not using a retainer anymore.

went to a show with ashaa, got lots of bruises, broke one of my shoes, and my arm got dislocated(subluxated?)!

today was an oddly amusing day.

hmm..i believe i bruised my shoulder during my fit of mania the other day. i can't actually remember injuring it though. i mean.. that's the only thing i could think of that might have hurt it. hmmmmmm. i need sleep.

blah, seriously? 4 hours of sleep? we're back to this? i miss sxsw.

cursive was seriously awesome. i kind of wish i had managed to stalk them around the city for all 7 of their shows, but 4 was really enough.
ungdomskulen was also really great.

blaaah, vacation is over, i guess i should get caught up with math.

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!