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[23 Apr 2007|12:33pm]
[ mood | excited ]

9 days til b-day!!

how exciting.
strip club, cigarettes, and porn. you know it.

im not eating til prom/birthday

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[02 Apr 2007|09:06pm]
[ mood | FAT ]

i havent used this since my last birthday
so since its almost here again then whatev.
30 days and ill be 18. im young and i love it.

i need to lose weight and stop being such a fatty.
i need to also get a job cause im broke.

im ready to graduate...two more months and im done. excited.

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[03 May 2006|08:26pm]
thank you to all of my friends who threw that surprise party for me. you're amazing. i love you all.

i wish things were the way they were about 4 months ago. or even just a few weeks ago.

buhh i suck.
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[25 Apr 2006|09:24am]
[ mood | need some nicotine ]
[ music | english teacher talkinggg ]

one week : D

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[10 Apr 2006|09:24pm]
ugh fuck this.
fuck shady people
fuck the people in this town
stop ditching your friends for your fucking boyfriend.
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[03 Apr 2006|02:50pm]
[ music | pink floyd ]

i wish i trusted the ones i love. : /

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[08 Mar 2006|09:00pm]
people are so fucking shaddddddddy.
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[01 Mar 2006|02:58pm]
buhhhhhh
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[15 Feb 2006|09:29pm]
[ mood | bummed ]

ima bad girlfriend.

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[22 Jan 2006|09:08pm]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | eric clapton ]

oh eric clapton
how i love you.

Joey bought me an amazing ring yesterday.
diamonds and saphires.
beautiful.

+coffee at ike's
+big hair
+way too much make up
+late night making out ect.
+miss caitlin ann
+budweiser shirts from buffalo exchange
+mr joey bridges

as of this moment i love my life.

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yay for apple pipes [01 Jan 2006|02:48pm]
[ mood | permifried ]

a good way to end a good year.
i underestimated 2005, but im looking forward to 2006.
i love my friends, my boyfriend, cigarettes, and weed.
hurray for being permifried haha.

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[24 Dec 2005|09:13pm]
hahahahaha drunk with my mom
how funny
my brother and my mother tryingt o get m,e drunk on christmas easve. how effed up. i have to go to chrucgh in 2 house this will be bad. i think my teeth are statnined from the wine. gooooood.

MERYRY CHRISTMASSSS.
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next tim you should knock... [19 Dec 2005|05:09pm]
[ mood | hahahahahahaa ]

get over yourself and your edge.
its sad how you dont consider me a friend or get pissed at me because you walked in on something.
im not straight edge. ill have sex or do what i want whenever i damn well please. i dont think that it should be any of your business, even if you are looking out for us.
dont pretend like youre innocent.
just because youre edge doesnt mean everyone else is.
stop checking up on us like were 3.


buhhh edge kids annoy me.

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[15 Dec 2005|08:38pm]
so im gonna be an aunt....again.
my sister in law is pregnant again.
yikkess.
im excited. sort of...
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[17 Nov 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

umm so getting pulled over sucks ass.
i have a 115 dollar ticket to pay for now.
GREAT.


the dance show was fun, i watched myself though on the video camera, and i wish i had tried harder. oh well.

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[15 Nov 2005|08:40pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]
[ music | bob marley ]

Bubble baths are my new obsession.

dance show on thursday. im scared as shit.

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[20 Oct 2005|02:13pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | vertical horizon ]

dear livejournal friends

you are an awesome boy but you dont give yourself enough credit
you are to full of yourself. youre not THAT hot.
you are a two faced bitch slut. quite honestly i hate you.
you are obsessed with nunies and i love you
you are a sweet guy, i miss you a ton.
you smell
you are a sweet girl, i dont really ahng out with you though
you are the funniest person ever. i love you to death.
you i dont remember quite honestly
you are really nice, we need to hang out again
you, i havent talked to in forever, you were really sweet though
dont remember
dont remmeber
you are creepy
you are amazing, come home paleasee.
you are a really great guy, we need to hang out
you are my love. you are the most amazing friend ever.
you moved away and i miss you. ima visit you when i go to michigan though.
you used me to get to her.
you are really creepy
you are really sweet
i dont remember you
you were fun to make fun of kendall with
you are an awesome guy, i miss you a ton.
you are a drunk, i never met you
you are gross, and make me feel sick
i honetsly thought you were dead...i hope youre not though./
you bug me with your scene hair.
i love you a ton, even though you call me drunk haha
i dont remember you, but i dont like your livejournal name
dont remember you
dont remember you
you pretend youre not scene, but you are. but i love you.
i have a gross connection with you that i wish i didnt have (no offense, youre a sweet girl, i just wish the whole thing never happened to where we would have had to talk hah)
andd lastly i dont remember you.

these are my breif thoughts of everyone on my livejournal friends. im sorry if i have left you mean thoughts, but chances are i have a reason. um im surprised if you even read through all of this to find yourself.

umm havent updated in a while. im really amazingly happy. im completly in love and im so happy. umm my grandparetns come tomorrow, im excited. okay peace outt nigga.

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[08 Oct 2005|10:06am]
[ mood | thankful ]

car accidents are the scariest thing ever.
knowing that you can lose a friend any second is so amazingly horrifying. i spent all last night crying because i was so scared that they were hurt, and then happy that they were okay, but then sad again wondering what it would be like if they had died.

all that kept running through my mind yesterday was chris.
then they got in an accident.
how fucking scary.
all iknow is i will never take my friends for granted, and ill cherish every second i have with them.

i love you bobby joey and mike. im so happy you guys are okay.

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[30 Sep 2005|11:46pm]
[ mood | so happy ]
[ music | starbucks coffeeee ]

tonight was amazing.
i have never been so happy.

dont go see history of violence or whatever its called, cause it doesnt make any sense....except for there are really random/violent sex scenes and nutity parts.

drunken phone calls are hillarious. ive received like 18 from three different people tonight.
from:
jono
kyle
mitch.

I love all those boys
so i love that they call me when theyre drunk.
sorry i couldnt go to that party tonight jono haha
i hope everyone is safe tonight and has fun.

♥ ♥

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[26 Sep 2005|05:16pm]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Modest Mouse ]

i really love cigaretts
too bad im quiting in a week.

i feel ugly lately
i dont like it.

blahblahgjeslkajfea

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