Lailie Aviya Posey
Born: 4/4/12 at7:55pm
Weight: 9lbs 2oz. Length: 20 1/4
Doctor: J. Barnes
I do believe I am completely in love with this little new born and I don't even know why. I didn't even want anymore kids but with her ....as much as she messed up my body coming out. my whole body hurts, when I pee it burns, I can't poop right, my vagina feels open and she ripped the inside of it leaving me with 2 stitches. She stays up all night leaving me with 2 hours sleep.....on survival mode.... even though I'm going through all this. I look at her and in all honesty I say "she was worth it" and I'm happy Brendan bagged me for another. With that being said, in all honesty... I could of done without. lol
Waiting for my doctor to allow me to work out again so I can have my body back and maybe end up doing this all over again? We will see if Brendan still wants more after this one.
It's only been 1 week since she's been born and as happy as I am to care for this adorable baby. I'm in need of some out of the house time and most of all in serious need of spending time with my husband. I feel separate from him since Lailie has been born. I'm drained every minute of the day and when he gets home from work he is drained. So we bum around the house caring for the baby until bed time and baby is right there ready to NOT go to sleep. Which means I'm up caring for her and he's asleep cause work in the morning. We haven't had sex since I was 7 months pregnant and now sex is off limits til my body heals. Mainly, I miss my body and I miss my husband. I know I will get my body back in time with a lot of hard work and my husband will always be there. Everything will be okay, I just have to get this out. :)