You fall into her

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 04:13:06 GMT

Swimming!

Dancing to spongebob:

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 20:04:00 GMT

I got 3 shots in my back thursday, they have not worked yet, doubt they will.ho hum.

at least my foot is healing.i had a torn tendon, and i can actually walk without a brace now.woohoo

Fri, 20 Jun 2008 00:13:35 GMT

How often, O, how often,
I had wished that the ebbing tide,
Would bear me away on its bosom,
O'er the ocean wild and wide.

--The bridge--

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 14:17:59 GMT

BEST PRESENT EVER!!!

Dallas has ten teeth and walking really well.He talks gibberish all the time and loves to dance.And HE TURNS ONE TODAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DALLAS!!

NINJA!

EGG FACE!

EGG SMILE!

Wed, 19 Dec 2007 21:45:39 GMT

denied disability again.i was so heartbroken over it yesterday..sometimes i wonder why i was even brought into this world.
anyways...dallas is almost a year.hes getting so big.if ya wanna see pics, check out my myspace.my profile is private, but the pictures arent.

www.myspace.com/c0rrupt

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 14:50:18 GMT

all my life, everyone around me changes and grows.they come and go and swirl all around me.why is it, that i am always standing still? and why is it, i can not make myself move?

Wed, 17 Oct 2007 15:07:08 GMT

I am now on anti-depressants.Lets hope they fucking work.

Fri, 11 May 2007 17:18:13 GMT

i guess i no longer need livejournal.and im too busy to read all of your blogs, and i guess you all are too busy to read mine.

www.myspace.com/c0rrupt

if you care ^^

goodbye livejournal.

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 18:14:02 GMT

dallas is smiling and laughing and rolling over and holding toys.
*sigh*

oh, and apparently a staple was left in me from my c-section and its "no big deal"

i see my obgyn today.wee!

Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:22:44 GMT

--turned my cats into the humane society cause no one would fucking take them and we move tuesday [cant stop crying]
--im so angry and bitter about how my life turned out i hate everyone who has it better than me and i become superdrepressedBiTcH and make people feel like shit when its not their fault my life is shit and i have to suffer
--i cant stop crying
--i cant stop crying
--i cant stop crying

at least this face cheers me up from time to time:

Fri, 23 Mar 2007 00:22:39 GMT

hes just so damn cute..

and heres my hat!

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 08:43:02 GMT

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME? I FUCKED UP MY JOURNAL AND DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX IT =[

Wed, 21 Mar 2007 08:13:15 GMT

im not even gonna go into everything that is wrong..
but! i got my hair cut today, and we all three went to downtown glendale to the antique stores, and saw this hat id sell my soul for..dean said maybe tomorrow we can go back and get it <3

i put his hair into a mohawk!

my haircut: 10 inches off!

sleeping on me <3

Sat, 17 Mar 2007 07:22:08 GMT

i hate being this sleepy and cant sleep.i have to wait for dean and dallas to be asleep before i can even think about sleeping..i fucking hate this apartment.

lots of pics from today

Tue, 13 Mar 2007 06:47:15 GMT

<3<3

Sun, 11 Mar 2007 10:01:03 GMT

alcohol..the only thing that has never made me sad..i could totally be an alcoholic if i didnt hate addicts so much.

much to say but..whats the point anymore.same old babble.

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 19:33:04 GMT

Dallas will be 2 months old in 2 days..geeez.hes so big now.12 lbs 12 oz.he smiles a lot, and i found a tickle spot.right now we are all sick, he has a bad cough and a runny nose.i hate it..and we found out that theres a chemical that is harmful in the playtex bottles we use..so we gotta get new bottles. =/

my brother and my cousin both had their first child born on the same day a few days ago.yay them..

went to karaoke last saturday.it took me an hour to leave, but after i got there i only thought about having fun.it was really nice to get out and be with friends.

i feel guilty for wanting something better.for wanting a better place to live, to want a car of my own, i feel guitly for wanting a nice and better life.i am thankful for what i have, but i want something better...is that so wrong? i feel like it is.i feel like a bad person for wanting a little..more.

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 18:11:21 GMT

dean bought dallas a swing yesterday..ooooh i love it.i get to rest XD

and i got 300 dollars for my car which went to the phone bill, but dean said i should keep 100 and go to walmart and just buy whatever i wanted..so, i got dallas an ear thermometar, a thing to put in the carseat and hold his head up // make him more comfy, and a carrier thing, the kind that i wear and can carry dallas hands free.

then i got me a pair of blue jeans that were on sale for 11 bucks, so now i can actually wear something other than PJ pants.and i got me some new shoes, so my feet dont hurt anymore =] and some watermelon gum ^_^

aaaand this saturday i am def. going to karaoke! SO ALL MY FRIENDS BETTER BE THERE!!

Mon, 12 Feb 2007 14:46:15 GMT

Fri, 09 Feb 2007 16:57:24 GMT

uuugh, im sick.i hope dallas doesnt get sick too >_<

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:42:30 GMT

oh yeah! hes a month old now <3

things that change after you have a baby.......

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 08:36:29 GMT

1. You finally stop to smell the roses, because your baby is in your arms.

2. Where you once believed you were fearless, you now find yourself afraid.

3. The sacrifices you thought you made to have a child no longer seem like sacrifices.

4. You respect your body ... finally. [not really]

5. You respect your parents and love them in a new way. [my mom]

6. You find that your baby's pain feels much worse than your own.

7. You believe once again in the things you believed in as a child.

8. You lose touch with the people in your life whom you should have banished years ago.

9. Your heart breaks much more easily.

10. You think of someone else 234,836,178,976 times a day.

11. Every day is a surprise.

12. Bodily functions are no longer repulsive. In fact, they please you. (Hooray for poop!)

13. You look at your baby in the mirror instead of yourself.

14. You become a morning person.

15. Your love becomes limitless, a superhuman power.

yeah,those are true...i love being a mommy...for some reason the past few days i want to be around him always..just wanna hold him forever.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 22:29:42 GMT

turtle baby!

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 14:31:07 GMT

oh my stomach.....fucking stress.

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 20:30:39 GMT

ive been feeling sick.im sure its just from stress..but at least i did some cleaning today.and dean found someone to buy my car.got 300 bucks for it.going towards the phone bill..wee..

sleepy man

i cant help but take pictures of him.i always kiss his chubby cheeks hee.