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[May. 11th, 2005|06:28 pm]
:-/
That's all I have to say.
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[Mar. 27th, 2005|01:09 am]
Thursday night was FANTASTIC,
and Friday night was also pretty damn spiffy,
and. . .I love some sweet girls.
Like, Britt, Kelli, and Kasi.
I would re-type everything, but, highlights are effective as well.

THURSDAY
Best Friends Club! (they must have thought we were NUTS. I love it)
. . .featuring, Kevin, Brandon, Greg Boyd. . .one member got kicked out because he's scary.
And Sam is a meanie. Doesn't like anyone ever.
Amazing slurpee
CVS/711 runs and sweet Britt parking (but that was Friday. oh well) and balls and hula hoops
Coloring Boobahs!
Hot kids dressing up all cute like.
BALL DON'T LIE.
Taco Bell being CLOSED, because of the fat lady who ate all the food. FUCK YOU!
Angry horn beeping through Milford
Britt & Meg FAST asleep. Kasi & Kelli. . .not so much.

FRIDAY
AE guy at the mall "That's like me dating you" "How old are you?" "24" He couldn't count.
"Yeah Brittany! That's what you get for wearing clothes with your name on them." "Hah, I'm not Brittany!"
NO TACO TIME! The world is against us having Tacos.
Pistons game, yeah bomb threats!
We all matched!
Kelli kept getting poked in the ribs, oh no!
Brian moving the big blue thingy that weighed a million pounds. Oh yeah, and kicking me in the leg earlier. OUCH.
BrittBrian. . .so damn cute!

TODAY
Ate so much Wendy's. oh my gosh. NEVER again.
Falling asleep on the floor in the sun at Nick's house. Yeah warmth!
Bio-Dome!
Gross smelling basement = Meg sprays the good smelling thing lots and makes Nick madfaced.
WORST STOMACHACHE EVER. I thought I was going to die. Seriously.
Needed to get Easter Egg dye. Got it. . .get home to find that my mom just can't see.
"MOM, we HAD dye!"
"Where'd you find it?!"
". . .in the box."
"WHERE?!"
"THE BOX."
*Joanna laughs uncontrollably*
Mom made BLACK dye. She decided to mix them all together. Yeah sweet.
---> mom about me . . ."She's so serious about this." As I dye my eggs. It's an art.
"Mom you suck at Easter!"
Mom broke a DOZEN eggs. So I bought 36 more. She broke a lot of those, & dropped a raw one on the floor.
Guys at the store thinking I was going to egg some houses.
Dad chasing Nick around the house with a squirt gun.
Joanna and I are going to work out together, score. I <3 my mom's awesome friends.

. . .that was longer then I expected. Oh well. Hmm.. .I love Britt, Kelli, and Kasi! I'm so glad we all had such a great time. . .we'll do it again soon for sure.
I also love Nick Dimmer. . .oh so much.
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[Mar. 12th, 2005|11:12 pm]
Perhaps this will be a good update. . .
Probably not though.
Okay, so here's the deal. . .
I've been seeing my friends a lot more lately,
and while things were slightly rocky with the BF,
everything is great now. . .
and I couldn't be happier.
I'm hanging out with some awesomely fun people I haven't hung out with in ages,
heck,
Even an old middle school friend.
I'm loving all of this.
I just called a long lost friend, we chatted,
life is good.
Plus, I've been seeing my baby more.
No, not Nick.
Cristy.
duh. :-P
Now, the only thing that could make this night better is for Nick to call me back.
I hope he's having fun too,
because that would make my happy level sky rocket.
I'm lovin' life and everyone in it.
I just really don't want to work tomorrow at 8.
I'll never be able to sleep in on weekends anymore.
UH.
I go do homework now.
YAAAAAY!
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[Feb. 22nd, 2005|02:53 pm]
This weekend was AMAZING.
Baking clay, snowmen, sledding, coloring, wax roses, and other things rock my world.
I love it when it snows so much that my mom worries about my safety,
And tells me to stay at the Dimmer home for the night.
<3

In other news. . .
I live at the pool. . .
Well, pretty much.
So, I'm going to go be productive before I. . .
Go to the pool.
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[Feb. 13th, 2005|08:14 pm]
Today was supposed to be our Valentine's Day.
But, it sucked and was highly dissappointing.
yeah fuck.
He was supposed to be here over a half hour ago,
so that I could give him his gifts.
Or what I have of them thus far.
But, he isn't. Should have guessed it.
I wanted to finish out this day SOMEWHAT good.
Gayass History projects took up time that would have been nice to have.
Now, thanks to Algebra II, I'll be up all night doing that.
Since it's too much for Mr. Marriot to actually teach.
We can all read examples out of the book, but he doesn't know that.
Tomorrow, I have to fucking work.
Oh well.
It's just a damn Hallmark holiday anyway.
I'm done now.
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[Feb. 8th, 2005|01:33 pm]
I slept until 1 today.
My voice has abandoned me,
and I sound slightly masculine.
But at least I didn't have to go to school.
I'm going to go watch some more VH1,
because that's what cool kids do.

<3
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[Jan. 30th, 2005|10:14 pm]
[feeling | happy]

I would like to thank every single one of you that made this weekend fantastic.

Nick, Leah, Kristin, Lydia, Colin and Co. at Woodbeck's, Antony and his Ryan, the cop who wasn't mean to Anthony, Dean, Nicole, Jeff, Gepper and Fischer (even though I only saw them momentarily), mom and dad for being nice all weekend, and everyone I worked with Saturday who was really nice and cool. I don't feel like naming everyone. Also, thank you self for allowing me to not stress about math and journalism and history. It feels good not to care about dumb teachers for once.

Anthony I'm invading your home town this coming weekend. . .just because. it's bad that I don't even remember where you live.

I hope everyone else had a fantasmic weekend.
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does anyone else have a mild q-tip dependency? 'cos I do. [Jan. 10th, 2005|06:35 pm]
[feeling |itch.]

I NEED A Q-TIP DAMNIT MY EAR ITCHES.


. . .that's all.
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[Dec. 27th, 2004|11:31 pm]
long time no update.
today was exceptionally nice,
other than that whole work thing, but. . .
even that wasn't too bad. just long and super boring.
after work was simply amazing to the max. . .
i can't say that i've ever felt so close to someone,
especially while watching a disney movie
(lion king 1 1/2 to be exact)
the power of words is breathtaking. . .
and whole conversations are priceless,
even though they're so simple.
a year ago today, i never would have expected things to turn out the way that they have,
in so many different ways.
but i can't say that i would change any of it, at all.
i hope that everyone is as happy as i am right now,
and if not, i hope that happiness comes soon.
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[Nov. 23rd, 2004|09:48 pm]
Yay for being home while everyone else is doing fun things.

I could be somewhere, but yeah, not where I want to be.

So. . .I'll sit here and be a loser and be in bed before midnight most likely (but actually, that's really good, because sleep is fantasmic)

Too bad I suck too much to call someone to do something.

Perhaps I'll watch Elf.
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[Nov. 5th, 2004|05:23 pm]
I now have my liscense , huzzah! (Court, of course I'll come pick you up sometime and we can hang out :-) ) Now it's just waiting for insurance stuff for my car. . .I'm already afraid how how much all of this is going to cost me, but oh well. Yay.

In other news. . .I <3 high school drama. . .no, acually not at all. I miss hanging out with my old friends. Anthony, remember how me, you, Duke, Jac, Brennan, Cristy, Jasso and others used to hang out all the time? I miss those days, I miss those people. They were so much NICER then a lot of the people I know now. Hell, I miss Heather, we used to be really close. . .and Holly, and Leah, and Britt and Em, and Melissa, and everyone that I hardly ever talk to now. It's my fault entirely too, I won't deny it. And don't get me wrong, in general, I love everyone I hang out with and talk to now too
And it's NOT that I see certain people as accquaintences and not friends, as some assholes like to tell people (yay rumors!). It's that sometimes I don't like the drama that goes on, or the drinking, or whatever. I hate drinking, I hate smoking, and I think it's absolutely ridiculous that so many people do it, but that's just my opinion. I can barely count the people I know that don't drink or smoke on two hands. It doesn't make me think any less of them, I just think it's crazy. THAT'S why I sometimes chose not to go places where that stuff will go on. Whether or not Nick does the same isn't my choice, and if he wants to go hang out at these places, all the more power to him!
I know some people are bitter because Nick and I hang out so much. . .well, hmm. . .get the fuck over it. It's not as if I tie him to a stake and torture him until he agrees to hang out with me. If he didn't want to, he wouldn't, so it isn't just me.
FDSFDSFDSGFDGRTTYR AHHHHH
I know not everyone thinks that way, or is mad at me, but I'm pretty sure there are a handful who are. . .so. . .yeah. . .those who are, I'm sorry, get over it.

I'm going now though. . .
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[Nov. 4th, 2004|04:39 pm]
BITCHES I PASSED MY ROAD TEST!!!!!

. . .I'll just ignore all the lectures my mom is giving me about gas and insurance and not being able to drive anyone anywhere, 'cos it doesn't matter, I CAN DRIVE!!!
(as soon as I go to the Secretary of State to get my lisense, get insurance, plates, and tabs for my car. . .but those are only minor details)
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[Nov. 2nd, 2004|08:08 pm]
Today was a splendid day. . .Nick just left. . .he came over at 9 and I wasn't even really awake, but we slept and it was nice. We ate good lasanga at one point too and it was grand. He gets his car taken away tomorrow. . .which depresses me greatly :-( Hopefully he finds a job soon, because Erik is being dumb about hiring new lifeguards and taking forever. Oh the turmoils of Lakeland pools. We watched 13 going on 30 today. Gotta love a guy who will watch chick flicks. I was in a lot of cramp induced pain today and AHHH hell. Yes, everyone needed to know that.

Road test on Thursday, providing that my dad doesn't go phsyco on me again. I'm so crazily nervous. . .which will probably lead to my downfall. Ugh. If only I could back up well and parallel park, I'd be all set. But alas, I can't. All because of the huge Jeep and my lack of directional abilities. Oh well, we'll see how everything goes. Wish me luck.

Last night I cleaned and organized both of my dressers. . .now all I have to do is my closet, bathroom, and desk. Which will take forever. Eh well. At least I was kinda productive.

I have quite a bit of homework though, sooo, I'm off to do that. i'm o behind in lit, I've been doing nothing in that class. yea me!
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[Oct. 27th, 2004|09:28 pm]
So, today was better and no one got hit. Huzzah!

I <3 Kimmie. She gave me a hoola hooping Hello Kitty! Amazing, simply.

I <3 Nick Dimmer, today was awesomely fun and joyful.

I <3 everyone, because everyone is awesome.

I miss Holly. and Leah.

That is all.
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[Oct. 26th, 2004|06:18 pm]
This day started out diassappointing and grew increasingly worse, and now its to the point where even though I've been sleeping for the past 5 1/2 hours, it's still getting worse. I can't stand my dad anymore, and driving home from my road test (where he yelled at me for a long time, and when I got upset, he said some mean things and then cancelled it because he's an ass) I just wanted an oncoming car to hit us. He says I don't listen, well fuck him. It's not as if he knows what's going on inside my head anyways. *I* know I was trying, and until he had to make me do things that weren't on the test thing, I was doing things wonderfully. So screw him.

Everything that was here I deleted because yeah.

If tomorrow isnt better someone is getting hit.
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[Oct. 17th, 2004|09:23 pm]
I'm being ordered to write in here, kinda. <3

Today I watched Confessions of a Teenage Dramna Queen, by myself, and it was grand. Yesterday was Mongolian BBQ and being attacked by littles with Nick Dimmer, and watching Dirty Dancing. I liked those movies. They made me happy yet made me mad at the same time. I want to be amazingly good at something, and awesome in general. But, I can't win 'em all.

Anyways. . .

I had an epiphany after watching Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen today. I'm probably the only person I know who can have one of those after watching a Lindsey Lohan movie. . .yes.
But, I don't feel like typing it all out. So too bad.

I worked today. 5 hours of nothing, and getting paid. Oh how nice it is. Getting up at 6.30 wasnt nice though. No not at all. Eww.

I got a dry erase board today, and a cork board thingy, and a cool belt, and a scrap book along with scrapbooking things!
It was exciting to the max.

Tomorrow morning I'm making breakfast for Nick and me. I'd better get my ass out of bed early enough. Today was the first day in moooonths that we didn't see each other *gasp* I missed my Dimmer.

Well, this is my entry, and now I go and do something else.

Oh, by the way. . .ass hair.
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[Oct. 10th, 2004|09:15 pm]
[feeling |I'm walkin' on suuuunshiiine]

Whoa! So Homecoming was amazing with my dear Nick Dimmer. He looked hot, I have pictures to prove it. The entire night was simply amazing. Everyone looked sexy and all was grand. Especially since I spent the night at Nick's house and we hung out all day today and had tons of fun. We were going to go to Dean's last night, but mommy Dimmer wanted us home by 2, since my mommy didn't want us out. . .so we just stayed in and made chicken nuggets and went to sleep. I loved being able to sleep next to him last night, it was the best feeling in the world. Brings back Hawaii memories. 6 months today as well :-) I love him so damn much. We attempted to make waffles today, but it didn't work. So we gave them to his dogs. . .and they puked them all up. I didn't think they would be that horrible.

Dinner was fun last night. . .me, Nick, Kimmie, Jerrad, Colin, and his date Shelly (who was super cool and nice), and Ben and his girl friend Sarah . . . who didn't talk, but that's alright. It was much fun. Jamming to MSI in the parking lot and Nick dancing out of the sun roof was stellar. So was his dancing. Oh my goooosh crazy kid! He has some hot moves.

I love you Kimmie! I don't know exactly what happened, but I love you tons!

I saw my Emmy and my Britty and Jac and Jeff, and poor Jason was just wandering all night cos he's a shy boy freshie. The guy with the glow sticks was soooo cool. I saw my Kristen and my Geppy, two beautiful people. I would name everyone I saw, but that would take a long time and I'm lazy. Nicole and Jeff were also present, what cuties! Mine and Nick's son was there too (Derek), and Dean came. I was surprised. Will and Sam too. . .and yea, I'm stopping now.

I need to do homework, sooo, I'm out kids, I hope you all had great weekends :)

Happy 6 months <3 the best 6 months of my life. . .and it's only going to get better.
p.s. I sooo won today
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[Oct. 3rd, 2004|09:51 pm]
[feeling |fragile should be a mood]

This weekend was good, aside from Friday parent arguments.

I love this weather. Too bad it doesn't always make me completely happy.

I just wrote a big long entry. But I deleted it.
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[Oct. 1st, 2004|12:58 pm]
Well. . .I'm home early for the second day in a row. Yea I'm sweet. Major dizziness yesterday and major cramps today. Bleh. I think I need a doctor's visit. Anyways. . .yes. . .today has been. . .painful and boring. I came home and read my book for psychology. It's about adolescent girls. Woo fun. It's interesting. . .but I want to be at school with everyone.

My parents had better let me go out tonight. . .I'm feeling a lot better now. . .still crampy and soreish. . .but at least now I'm now laying on the floor of mom's bathroom crying and whining about how much I hate being female. Ehh, it happens.

So, for my big girl's night sleepover I'm thinking Friday Oct 15th or 22nd. What do all the females out there think? I have to tell mom how many people I plan on having come. And she's stupid and gives me small numbers of people. But she'll get over it. So, who's in? I'm sure we can make this much fun. Everyone is welcome, provided you don't have a penis.

Homecoming is next weekend too. Nick and I still need to figure out our plans and such. Hmm. contemplation.

. . .at about this time Jac and I would be skipping into Creative Writing together, through the door, side by side. . .and then we would write funny stories in our journals about stupid things. *tears* I can't stand missing two days of that in a row. Not to mention damn Lakeland probably thinks I'm skipping, even though I've never skipped ever. Stupid school. They think I skip all the time. . .even when I'm not absent. I miss my people.

Well. . .I'm going to go write my paper critiquing last night's debates for extra credit. . .I need it thanks to my stellar score of 48 on the last test. . .daaamn.

. . .and I need to beg mommy about going out tonight. . .

have fun all.
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[Sep. 26th, 2004|09:59 pm]
Well. . .I found the ring. Score.

This weekend was sweet. . .hangouts with Nick on Friday. . .and chillaxation with Nick, Gepper, and Kristin on Saturday. Good times. Next time we'll go back to the grabby machine thing and win that damn puppy!

Today. . .Nick hanging out again. Sleeping a lot. We went to TWC and to Cristy's for a bit. It was fun.

I don't want to go back to school tomorrow. But I no longer have AP Bio hell hour to dread. . .yay!

. . .I might quit swimming. Any opinions?

I love You Nick! You make getting through the stupid weekdays easier and better. Our weekends are always the best. This weekend was fun. . .plaster playhouse this coming weekend for sure. I shot gun it.
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