oh man, i got kinda sick today so now i'm stuck in bed. i changed my lj layout because i am running out of things to do on the internet.
lately i've been getting this weird cramp-y feeling every time after i eat, but it usually goes away. today, however, it did not. i went out to eat with the ladies and had a cup of soup and a few french fries and then my stomach started cramping up so bad! it was horrible! so i went home and drank some tea, and for the past few hours i've just been laying in bed watching grey gardens on youtube with chloe cat. it's not so bad i guess. haha. trista called me a minute ago and i really wanted to hang out but it's probably not a good idea right now. i don't want to risk getting the cramps from hell again. why is this happening to me the day before thanksgiving? that's what upsets me most! i've been looking forward to eating myself sick, but i was hoping not to do that in a literal sense. now i'm going to have to watch what i eat tomorrow and my grandma's probably going to think i'm anorexic. oh life.
ouch my ovaries hurt.

 i'm fucking up!
I'm so behind in all of my classes, except for the ones that don't even matter. and I love my job, but I was late twice so the owner of restaurant dropped me to the lowest pay scale. booo. i need an apartment! my brain doesn't work anymore at all. i keep making really stupid mistakes. ugh. worst month ever.. no joke! i need to leave! dfjhsdkjfhdskfah!

ew. i just ate a candy cane and didn't take all of the wrapper off and now there's plastic stuck in my teeth. eww.

i got in to pratt. it's so weird. i was so sure i wouldn't get in. and they offered me a scholarship. ahh this is so odd. i'm still in shock. i was planning on going to fit for sure but now i don't know what i'm doing! haha

i think i'll be back in school tomorrow. :( unless we get a surprise snowstorm. i wrote my essay for tomorrow.. finally. haha i have been procrastinating so badly on it, and it is awful. typed it will probably be about a page long, and it's supposed to be 3-5. whatever, as long as it's done!
i have a bunch of potential plans for this weekend but i don't really feel like pursuing them. although at the same time i don't want to stay home.
blah! i'm out of cigs! gahh

hmph. i don't want to go back to school tomorrow.
enough whining for now.

I got into FIT! :)

happy thanksgiving! so i'm enjoying my thanksgiving break. sleeping in is fab. i have a bit of a stomach ache though. i broke down and ate about 10 oreos last night. hahaha and yea my tummy is still in pain! what is it with getting sick on holidays? well i don't have much else to say. possibly a real update.. when i feel like. hah

ow i was carving my pumpkin last night and while i was scooping out its guts my nail bent back a little and it hurts so so bad! ow.

we did senior superlatives and i got most likely to start a fad! yes i'll be in the yearbook more than once this year!

today is the prettiest autumn day! i didn't accomplish too much of anything this weekend. i did buy some dark red nail polish though. i've been meaning to do that. i need to study for the sats, work on admissions essays and i also have some homework to do for tomorrow. but instead i am, of course, on lj.. and making playlists on itunes. i ordered 2 new pairs of shoes. flat boots and a pair of black slip-on keds. the only shoes i have to wear at the moment are my moccasins and my ballet flats and neither are very cold weather appropriate. nico has gotten a little bigger. she is so cute! i gave her a flea bath yesterday. the cats are getting along a lot better. how nice. i'm leaving to go to new york, well brooklyn, friday. i'm going to pratt's open house saturday. i'm kind of nervous for some reason. i think because my whole family is going. bleghhehhfsdhusdgh. well that is all, kitters is walking on the keyboard so i will take that as a sign to get off the internets.

i got a kitten last friday. i named her nico but it's really not sticking. hahaha i can't stop calling it kitters!

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oh man. elton john october 6th at mellon arena. i'm so there! ahhh! yay


ps.
i haven't gone to bed yet :(

pps this is the greatest picture
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today is just a blah day for me. i have senior pictures tomorrow, which i am stressed out about, plus i started my period this morning so i have breakouts and bloating to look forward to. ahh. and i miss my hair. tuesday i start working a wendy's. why did i apply at wendy's? honestly. why fast food? so far my hours are good though. uh my manager seems weird. she's not very friendly and.. uhh i'm just not looking forward to working there. hopefully it won't be too bad. oh and my little sister is a heathen. she is so badly behaved. i don't know what to do with her. she's really mean to me. haha it's stupid but even though she's only 3 she really hurts my feelings! i think mostly because i'm menstrual. ahh gahhh. and i was like 100% sure i was going to mud next summer for school but now i'm thinking about going to a real college. i'm looking at pratt. blah i wish i would've thought this out earlier. i can't believe i'm going to be a senior. eee

Well so far this summer has been pretty fantastic. Not exactly how I pictured it but it's definately been fun. Saturday I leave to go to Myrtle Beach. Yay! What is with my family and last minute vacations? Honestly! haha. I think our last 3 vacations have been planned within a week before we left! How about I rented The Little Princess for my little sister and ended up staying up until 3 last night watching it by myself and crying the entire time! I totally forgot that the dad dies! OMG! I loved that movie when I was little.. God no wonder I'm so weird now hahaha. That movie is so depressing. Well so far.. I didn't finish it because I couldn't take it anymore. ahhh haha. I also cried during the previews to the movie. They showed a preview for Black Beauty OMG WHEN GINGER DIES! AHHHH That part wasn't even on the previews but I was just thinking about it and it made me sad. So not children's movie material. Much like David Bowie's package in the Labyrinth. Although I'm not complaining. ANYWAY. I went running Monday morning and now my thighs are killing me. I was really proud of myself for actually getting up that early.. usually I just lay there and think about getting up until I fall asleep. Hmm. Oh! I started painting! Yes I have a list of goals for this summer and one of them was being more creative anbd crafty ect. Oh I'm doing well. Gosh I am too excited to go to the beach. AT first I kind of didn't care but now that I know we are for sure going I'm getting pumped. I really dig More Fun in the New World by X. I didn't like it at first but it's def. grown on me.
[edit] Here are the answers to that little music game thingy I posted yesterday.

1. barracudas - codeine
2. bowie - shape of things
3. scissor sisters - the skins
4. neil young - harvest moon
5. roxy music - out of the blue
6. bowie - i took a trip on a gemini spaceship
7. joy divison - isolation
8. rolling stones - moonlight mile
9. blondie - one way or another
10. mott the hoople - sea diver
11. barracudas - i can't pretend
12. devo - cold war
13. the cars - touch and go
14. the arrogants - wishing well
15. dexy's midnight runners - come on eileen
16. peaches - rock show
17. the jam - non stop dancing
18. clorox girls - end of a fantasy
19. the postal service - recycled air
20. hanoi rocks - lightnin' bar blues

OK Now time for like 3 pictures from my 'lil trip to NYC.

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Step 1: Put your Media Player or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post lyrics from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarassing.
Step 3: Bold the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

1. i feel like i'm dying and i wish i was dead

2. within my lonely frame my eyes just hurt my brain

3. the age of innocence is dead legions of legends have shown us how

4. we know where the music's playin' let's go out and feel the night

5. pale blue eyes gazing down from your ivory tower

6. i pass through the shadow of jupiter and thought about you

7. a blindness that touches perfection, but hurts just like anything else

8. the sound of strangers sending nothing to my mind

9. lead you to the supermarket checkout, some specials and rat food

10. "it's time", you said, or is it time you went

11. it's seems such a shame to see your life go down this way

12. go-go fight-fight punch your way to happiness

13. i'm flying like a cement kite in your headlock on the floor

14. i know you say you'll stay forever but i don't have the love you hope to find

15. these people round here wear beaten down eyes sunk in smoke dried faces

16. do you wanna get it for credit? forget it don’t bet it

17. i know our love's as strong as the beat, when we're dancing

18. will you be the orderly in my surgery

19. i watch the patchwork farms slowly fade into the ocean's arms

20. well some men value fortune and fame i don't care about none
i just wanna drink my ripple wine i wanna have my good time fun

i'll post the answers tuesday!