Going back on Tuesday! Can't wait~ I have too many things to do there. @_@

I did nothing recomtely related to celebriting Canada Day today. Yay. =[]=;

Things doesn't seem to going too well for me right now... Bad luck just keeps coming and coming. >[]<;; I don't know why. I don't remeber doing anything evil or anything. >_>;;

1. My computer freezes randomly, it happens occasionaly, I'm familiar and fine with it. BUT, for some weird reason, the last time it froze it suddenly lost all my Firefox settings. My Firefox is highly customized and I have about 20+ extensions. I had to go re-configure them all over again, including Firefox itself. :( All the file path, settings, preferences, file type handling... UGH. T__T;;

2. I was deleting some crap on my computer, I KNOW I selected NOT to delete this one file, but for some reason it got deleted... I accidentally/carelessly cleared the recycling bin, not knowing that I had accidentally deleted the file. Now my computer refuse to start. I now need to move the damn hardrive onto another computer and replace the missing file. It was a FONT file. Windows just can't live without that font. T^T;

3. So I screwed up my computer and now I'm setting up/using a fairly good back-up computer of mine, nice specs for EXTREMELY noisy. It's so unhealthy. I've been listening to this high pitch whining noise all day.

4. Today we wanted to go eat at this buffet. We got there, and found that it closed down for renovations. =[]=;; Too bad, we had to settle for another one.

5. On the way to the other one, my mom totally ran out of gas. We haven't been paying attention to the meter I guess. We had to go get gas and the price just had to be extremely high at that time. After we ate, on our way home we saw that the price had dropped.

6. My BF just had to work even on Canada Day. We couldn't spend the day together watching fireworks like we did previous years. :(

Small and common things, I know. But they add up and I just got this feeling that nothing is going all that smoothly. :( I hope this bad luck stops before I go back to China. You know, bad luck, long-distance travel, and planes just don't really mix well. :(

We had fun~ :3 It didn't rain in the morning so we played tennis for a while. We left when it started raining and went to pmall, again, haha. It was pretty boring at pmall, especially since I went there almost three days in a row. We went to Mix2 but they no longer allow people to pay hourly, and we didn't want to spend 4 hours there. We went to a park and listened to Hiu and Lucy (his guitar)~ Then we went to Kilin (haha), this japanese all-you-can-eat for dinner. :3 It was good~

Super sweet dear Karan gave me an awsome pretty Levi's shirt for my birthday~ ^[]^ I love it~ Thank you. It matches my skirt and necklace so well too, hah.

Ohh and we found out a juicy secret about Hiu. :)

Tomorrow or Today is the Channel-Ai Outting #2, since it's now pass 12. :3 I hope it's not going to rain, we all want to play tennis. I need to give Karan her birthday present. Hope she likes it. T^T; I did a CG for her but I didn't get around to buy a new color cartridge, therefore no print. :( I'll probably send it to her online later on.

Watched the final episodes of Kurosagi and Fugoh Keiji today. I actually like both endings. :33 I'm sad those two dramas ended na, I had fun watching them. <3

I'm going to bed now.

New layout. :3 I saw this override and thought it might be a good time for a change now. I've been looking into モーニング娘。lately and 紺野あさ美 is one of my favourite. :3 She doesn't dance or sing too well comparing to other members (I noticed) but she's really cute~ It's sad that she's almost graduating and I just found out about her recently.

It's really been a jdrama period for me lately. I've been watching Attention Please!, Kurosagi, Fugoh Keiji, and Dragonzakura. I finished 1 Litre of Tears, it was great and really touching, especially the real photos of the girl they included during the ending song. T[]T// I'm thinking of watching Nobuta wo Produce, Gokusen, GTO, and Densha Otoko. I doubt I'll have all these finished before leaving for China on the 11th.

I got the worst grades this year. Saw my mark today and they were all horrible except one. I'm so nervous now about my mom, she's going to ask me about my marks soon. I better work harder next year... Considering I'm only taking 6 courses.

DMB has been very dead for quite a while now. I'm trying to revive it. It's a weird forum but I had good times there. I wonder if it'd go back to its last summer glory. :P Not many cool new people have been joining. >_>

CCS! I just had to finished all the 70 episodes... In a week. @_@ And school week too, bleh, haha. This show brings back so much old memories and feelings, it's amazing na~ I love love love CCS, I really really really do, haha. <333 Now I want to watch the two CCS movies... Umm maybe I'll find a time to download them.

Most of my evaluations are done, except for Design and a fashion assignment... And then I have 3 exams: English, Math, and Physics. Three isn't so bad, but those are 3 I utterly, completely, super strongly resent and suck at. I'm screwed. T^T;;;

I also downloaded this jdorama, 1 Litre of Tears. Heard about it for a while now and everyone loved it, so I better find a time to sit down and watch it good. :3

Currently downloading:
~ Cardcaptor Sakura
~ AIR
~ Chobits
~ Tokyo Friends (<-- Finally got off my lazy butt and downloaded it, Ai-chin drama!~)

I've been listening to old songs recently... Don't know why, just felt like stepping back a little. It felt... wonderful; in a way it felt like I went back in time. I WISH. CCS, Conan Soundtrack, things I was once so obsessed with, still my all-time favourites now. They are so powerful to me; they occupied parts of my life and memories, re-watching them gives me such a bittersweet, nostalgia, feeling. It's so amazing, looking back, and see how much of life I've dragged my feet accross. It's more amazing to look beyond, and see how much time I still have. I'm only 16, I still have... So much waiting for me down the road. Not a good thought for tonight, I'm already so tired. I have so many projects, exams, and evaluations ahead; I probably don't even have time to watch the things I've downloaded. Everyday is just so monotoneous for me. School, work, my mom yelling, more work, school work... I don't look forward to anything anymore (maybe just my bf's rare visits...), even shopping sounds dull. Things I want to do will never get done, because of the amount of work and my mom bitching about everything I do. Haven't had the time to read any books, make my dress, or draw anything.

"Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow / Creeps in this petty pace from day to day / To the last syllable of recorded time;" - Macbeth Act V Scene 5

I finally got to see my boyfriend after school today. This is the first time in... A month and 2 days. When I saw him it was a weird feeling. He's the closest person with me but a part of him felt really unfamiliar. It's that feeling again... I'm not in and nowhere near his house or his school. I will never be in or know that part of his life. Grade 12 is making him really busy, travelling 1 hour to my school after classes, get on the bus to take me home, and almost another hour to go back to his house is just too troublesome and time-consuming. Plus he can only visit on the days where he has no appointments after school, not too much homework, and a spare last period. I guess these three things just don't come together very often. He only has a spare last period once (at most twice) a week. He has music practice 'til 9 on Tuesday, Jazz practice on Wednesday, Badminton on monday, science club... And a bunch of stuff. *sigh* Haha. I don't know how many times I've blogged about this now. T^T Everytime I think about this I feel the need to get it out. I feel in a way I already got used to this. Thinking back to how I once felt, I'm not feeling as bad anymore. This is good preparation I suppose, seeing how he'll be going to university next year; it'll only get worse.

On a happier note, the first Channel-Ai Torontonian Outting was Sunday, May 07, 2005. I really enjoyed the day, really. It was great to meet some members, find friends with similar interests, and get to know each other more. Everyone I met was amazing. Kikubelle is a great girl, super cute, and a very confused tour guide. :P Eyn is the super cool geekmaster and the forum admin! He's really down to earth and nice to everyone, an awsome guy. LVXS is very stylish and ummm feminine? :P He has his own band and the cutest Satan cellphone carrier. I found out he majoys in Psychology, which is pretty cool since I've been considering that for a long time. He made me lean more towards choosing Psy now. :) All of us planned to meet at 12pm, but due to some *cough*confusions*cough* we finally found each other at 1pm. We first saw the beautiful OCAD Art Exhibition, then went to Destiny's for some bubbletea, after that to Pmall for some semi-shopping, and then finally went out for dinner. I got home at around 11pm and was very tired, but worth it~ I felt bad for Eyn, who had to travel all the way back to Hamilton alone. :(

Alert, alert! Black clouds ahead. T^T/// School culminating activities are starting. My assignments are already pilling up at an alarming speed. I'm pretty much screwed til the end of the year, yes. I also got my exam schedule today. Math and Physics just had to be stuck together! Geez a little more time to study for the two for be nice. *sigh* I also need to find time to make my prom dress... If it's possible to finish still. I haven't even started and my boyfriend's prom is June 22nd. Maybe I'll really end up buying a dress... Oh well, if so I'll still finish the dress anyways and wear it to my own prom next year. Money is also becoming an issue. Well it's always been, but never this urgent! Prom is $86, I still owe my best friend $63. I also want to buy these few things I really wanted, I don't want to miss an opportunity. If I end up buying a dress, this will only get worse. Broke, broke. T^T// Sad life ahead before the oasis of Summer break.

T_____T I ALWAYS get sick right before a break. Now I'm again, offcially sick on the first day of March break. =( I think the pattern all started 2 years ago when I got chiken pox for the whole Christmas break. >__>;;; UGH.

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