so clearly predetermined [20 Aug 2008|11:48pm] iggy18 [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | emiliana torrini - serenade ] whispering turns my brain into warm caramel goo. so, if I'm having trouble sleeping I'll get on you tube and watch videos of people whispering. it usually only takes one at five minutes or so and I'm out. I used to think it was kind of weird, and I never told anyone, but I found a big brother clip with ten minutes of  whispering, and all the comments are about how much people like whispering and how they listen to it to fall asleep. anyone else? I hate big brother, and I hate gossip, but man that video knocks me out. nobody whispers to me in real life, it's a shame. whispering seriously hypnotizes me. I would probably do anything you asked of me as long as you asked in a whisper. for serious. hang on, there was someone... we used to go to her house really late to watch movies and her parents slept almost right by the living room so we'd whisper. as an added bonus she would rest her chin where my neck and shoulders meet while waiting for a response, which felt nice, and her hair would tickle my face. oooo, I was putty. mmmm... if she had only asked. shoulda kissed that one anyway. she so deserved it, and I so wanted to. anybody who spends that much time with me deserves some sort of award. a solid gold cup that says, "most patience", or something like that, with a free ticket to the day spa, some bath salts, and polish sausage. man, that was years and years ago. I think my brain is self medicating, trying to fix the whole depression problem. I've been having lots of my warm and fuzzy thoughts bubble up out of nowhere lately. it's working. they're cheering me up. I just need to stay here one weekend and make some friends...

3 saw an end so clearly predetermined [17 Aug 2008|01:24pm] misssmileypants today...today is a watch pretentious art documentaries, wear your hair like fran drescher, listen to one turtles album over and over, eat peanut butter from a spoon, panty wearin house shoes struttin recover because your sunburn feels like hell spit on your back kinda day. the beach was great. aside from my booty shelf (the dent above the ass) i'm feelin alright but that little bit of sunburn has driven me to reside in my house all day and think about the things i should be doing. but AHA it's sunday double doop! sundays are always forgiving. nico is gettin to be a shithead...my disciplinary actions do not seem to affect her in any way...it's almost like she taunts me to shoot her with a water gun or smack her on her nose. what a bitch. cute as hell though. this too shall pass. it's just her batman nature coming out. SO YOU GUYS? so how do you feel about obama being the antichrist? paris hilton and bible lowblows mccain? really? it's kinda pathetic. our friend. if you can't tell i was extremely intoxicated... among other things. so. sorry. ( beachin )

1 saw an end so clearly predetermined New community! [16 Aug 2008|07:16pm] detacixotni [ mood | happy ] realmendrinktea Join & invite your friends! also, I had to get a new teapot because I tried using my cute little green one, and it was leaky because it had some cracks in it. :'( but the pumpkin color is pretty too...

so clearly predetermined Sap [14 Aug 2008|10:51am] gracethatsaves [ mood | accomplished ] This was approx. this time just about 2 years ago. I have this picture on my desk, along with a few others- a daily reminder of the only man besides my Father who has never let me down. The only man I want and need is in my life- and not going anywhere. Our two year Anniversary is on August 27. Dean is truly amazing. He never ceases to amaze me. No one has gotten under my skin like he does, and even my family noticed it. Receiving my parents blessing about him, is something that they never gave before...it's powerful actually. Beyond my mush, I am working really hard on the new album and have 3 tracks done. I am trying to get a little recording set up rigged in my house so I can put it up on myspace. Farkas said he will do some bass tracks, and my Dad as well. I'm going to have all my musician friends on it, so this should be a very cool album. Not to mention I'm feeling really good about it! The feedback has been very positive so we'll see. Other than working..that's all that's going on. Besides that- I'm filled with an irrepressible love for my family, and it's incredible.

[13 Aug 2008|10:39am] iggy18 [ music | kaki king 2 o'clock ] worst birthday ever. I want to cry. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I wish I could say I didn't know how comfortable I was in tupelo, but I knew exactly how comfortable I was there, and I think that makes leaving it so much harder. I needed to move out. I'm tired of thinking I have to watch out for folks, I needed to just look after myself for a while. at the same time I loved to be the guy people shout for at three a.m. when they are in trouble, or need help, or advice. I felt needed, useful, like I had purpose. I've said it before, my friends make me who I am. without them I am nothing. and now their an hour or two away, which doesn't seem far in theory, but in practice that's just the right distance to the phlegm effect (check the dictionary for phlegm) to kick in. we'll keep in touch for a month or two, hang out for Christmas break, make promises to hang out soon and visit, then never see each other again. you see them a few years down the road, but you're no longer friends, just polite strangers. "oh hey! haven't seen you in a while! what are you up to these days? really? shark food? who knew there was a market? that's brilliant! how's the family? oh, I'm sorry to hear that, you could sue the company if they didn't have those damn stickers on the vending machines. you still dating so-and-so? oh yeah, I knew they were bad news, just wondering how that went. a monkey you say? really? I had no idea... well I gotta get back to pier 1 and pick up a dresser, but hey, you should give me a call. you still have my number? and I have yours. well then, I'll see you later." friends call you and ask if they should get that that cheap ass one ply toilet paper, or if you think they should just spring for the fat stuff with the cute fuzzy bears on it. strangers ask you general questions like, "how are you?" I feel lost and useless with out my friends and family... I think that's what I'm trying to get at.

so clearly predetermined 8-Bit Revolution @ QXT's This Saturday + Upcoming Events [13 Aug 2008|12:48pm] _thejerseyscene [djdysfunction] Saturday, August 16th at QXT's Evilution Presents: The 8-Bit Revolution Featuring a Live Performance by CYLAB ( LOOK UNDER CUT FOR MORE DETAILS ) UPCOMING QXT's EVENTS: ( SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 6th: QXT's ANNUAL HAWAIIAN GOTHIC LUAU - feat. A LIVE PERFORMANCE BY genCAB ) ( SATURDAY, SEPTEMBER 13th: A CD RELEASE PARTY FOR THE NEW RELEASE BY MANUFACTURA )

5 saw an end so clearly predetermined Rock me momma like a wagon wheel, rock me momma any way you feel. [12 Aug 2008|07:21pm] detacixotni [ music | against me! + wagon wheel ] so, you know how you spend a lot of money, and then you feel horrible about it? but... optimistically, I got a $399 piece of electronic equipment for the bargain price of $250 today, in the form of a 16gb iPod Touch. I mean, I talked the guy down on it. he wanted $275. he probably would have gone to $225, but he was really nice, and about 3 years younger than me and I felt bad. plus, I will be working during school this year instead of straight up spending my money I made over the summer and burning through cash. so. I'm pretty happy about it even though Jordan pretty much just lectured me about how I spent ¼ of the money I earned all summer on an iPod. man oh man. I do love it though! as soon as I learn how to use it, that is. speaking of, does anyone know a program like Senuti to get music off my iPod and onto my computer? Senuti doesn't work on a PC, though, so I need something else. =\ but oohh, baby, is it pretty...

[10 Aug 2008|08:32pm] iggy18 [ mood | anxious ] [ music | kaki king ] I know what this is. I've felt like this before. except last time I felt like this was when I saw the first and last girl that I had invested large amounts of time and emotion in, making out with another dude 8 hours after I had finaly worked up the balls to kiss her. she looked right at me then went at with him. it was brutal. but anyway.... I think my heart is breaking again. falling apart, real slow like. there was no question why I felt the way I did back then, the physical alements were the sudden and immeadiate reaction to what had very obviously just happened. but this time in crept in over the past few days. after I pulled all of the important things out of my parents house and spent a few days in my new apartment.  It got really bad today. at first I thought I had put too much pepper on my scrambled eggs this morning, or that I was catching pneumonia again, but I'm pretty sure it's just heart ache now. I can't eat, but I'm so hungry. I feel like throwing up, but I never do. I let all my air out and only inhale again when I realize my chest is hurting. my lungs feel like they are on fire, my whole body feels hot, which is really wierd because I'm always freezing, and I have a regular temperature. I constantly feel like I just walked away from a winter fire. which means I have no energy, all I want to do is read books, drown myself in music, watch movies, and sleep. my heart skips, it actually skips, it feels like some wierd hiccup/presneeze combo in my chest. it hurts, it really hurts, it physicly hurts. I used to wonder if it was this hard on everybody, and if it was how anybody managed to be so careless with thier  hearts and still manage to get anything done.  I just wonder who it's for is all. is it for one person, or three people, or just everybody in general. if so, why? I'm coming back on the weekends, I only live an hour away. I don't really understand why this is happening.

so clearly predetermined Deer Park Apartments [10 Aug 2008|08:58pm] manassasens [manhattan_angel] Hi! I thought I ask another question to get the group moving a little. My boyfriend and I put in an application to Deer Park Apartments, they're at the corner or Liberia and Portner. Anyways, we've both done our research on them (for a 1 bed/1 bath its $620 including electricity, water, trash, utilities) so we really want to wait for them to come available. The lady said it would be a 10 month wait. We are fine with the wait since we need to get furniture and stuff. My question is to anyone who lives there now or knows anyone who lives there, is there actually a 10 month wait or is that a rough estimate? We've talked to people we know that live there now and said it was only like a 3-5 month wait for them but its a different time and economy. We were just wondering. We are both just eager to move out but worth the wait if we have to wait 10 months.

4 saw an end so clearly predetermined [09 Aug 2008|11:21pm] manassasens [manhattan_angel] I have some stuff I want to take to McKay's Used Book but someone told me they now only do trade in stuff on certain days (like mondays and tuesdays). Is this true? I havent been there in a while.

4 saw an end so clearly predetermined [09 Aug 2008|03:27pm] iggy18 I moved out of my parents house. I live above some businesses in downtown columbus now, a block away from the princess theater. my room has brick walls, it's pretty rad. last night Forrest and I walked down the street and randomly ran into 5 or sixdiferent people we knew, got invited to a loft party with a bunch of pilots, went to the pilot bar, and watched a pretty great band from memphis called "the warble" or something like that. the girl playing the violin was really hot. it's not bad for our reagular not-having-any-plans-and-just-doing-what-pops-up, kind of nights.

12 saw an end so clearly predetermined [09 Aug 2008|12:28am] misssmileypants k. nicks moving out. it's a pleasant ordeal. rents on us now. guess i should attempt that job thing again. no more stinkies in the house. right on. got back from bowling with all the employees from gamestop in vestavia. it's funny to see a hand full of strictly gamer type people all going bowling...b/c none of them really know what to do.'where's the controller' except for one asian dude... he kicked ass. speakin off..watched the olympics opening on the tv there...what about that guy running sideways and the torches looked like cigarettes..eh. olympics...i was in the awana olympics that was a challenge. bean bag toss...baton racing...tug-o-war... the list goes on. stoned washed jeans...scrunchie...immense bible knowledge. bumpers got his wisdom teeth pulled...which resulted in me taking a loratab today for the first time since i got mine out(19) mixed with some smokin that resulted in sidewalk chalk octopus and about an hour of blowing a massive amount of bubbles down 14th street.. we also decided that we're gonna head up a block party...which will probably never happen but the hopes of a blow up jumpy castle are leaning me towards renting one and grillin a bunch of hotdogs and seeing what happens...chaos i bet. does anyone know anywhere decent and safe to go dumpster diving for pieces of wood or furniture...i'm lookin for stuff to makin somethin to hold all my records and look half decent...and maybe some chairs. i don't even have money for the thrift store. poor poor poor. but still going to the beach this week. i've missed it. ( hai. )

4 saw an end so clearly predetermined [07 Aug 2008|02:14pm] detacixotni [ mood | excited ] [ music | Dave! ] Greyhound Scraps Ads After Beheading Witnesses said Li attacked McLean unprovoked, stabbing him dozens of times. As horrified passengers fled the bus, Li severed McLean's head, displaying it to some of the passengers outside the bus, witnesses said. A police officer at the scene reported seeing the attacker hacking off pieces of the victim's body and eating them, according to a police report. What. The. Fuck. In OTHER NEWS, I'm leaving this evening for Chicago with Jordan's family, staying overnight at his aunt and uncle's, shopping at IKEA Friday morning while his older brother Benson works, and then the 4 of us (Jordan, Benson, and his girlfriend Elise and I) hit the road to Wisconsin for Daaaaaave! sooo, see ya Sunday, byeeee.

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