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eh I have been so lazy these past days. it just seems I can't get enough sleep ._. gei I know...
so... I'm almost done xmas shopping X3 I'm happy about that, just a few more people to shop for *_*
ummmm school sucks and thats about it XD I don't have much to talk about except for my friend, Julie, dissing herself ._. We were in the car and I was driving, and I swear there were idiots everywhere -_- anyways so I made some comment that we will never get away from the stupidity and Julie says "thats right! Because I will always be around!" and I kind of just looked at her funny ._. I swear she is blond at heart _-_ crazy kid...
hmmm so I'm going to post up what I got everyone for xmas so far.... don't look if you don't want to know and you should know who you are if you got a gift from me or not ._.
( Look only if you want to~ )
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Hmmm I'm so tired -_- I think I will comment to everyone's journals tomorrow...
I feel so bad right now... Ryoko goes into surgery next week... I hope she makes it out OK... please no one tell me I must look on brightside.
I already know I need to but this kind of stuff is just hard too keep looking at brightside. I'm trying to stay strong for her. I know she needs people to be strong for her, just as she needs to stay strong. I know she doesn't feel strong about it. She is scared. I'm scared. But all I can do for her now is to be there for her. But thats hard too. If I didn't have school or work then I would be on here 24/7 just to talk to her. I wish I could go up to Washington to be there with her. I can't, if I had it my way then I would. But no one can have their way.
Everyone... try to stay strong for her! Please!
I can't tell her that I know what she is going through, that she shouldn't be scared only because I have never had something threatening my life like that.
Ryoko... I'm sorry I haven't been on much. I try, I really do! Most of this weekend... I decided to devote myself to be there for her. Its not much, but I think it will help in some way. I care, even though you may think I don't, I really do.
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Its funny how people truly forget about you. Its funny how you plan something with them and then they ditch you for someone else and always saying "Well I promised them, I'm sorry." Or how you plan the "party of the year" and they forget all about you and invite people that you don't even know and end up not even going because there will only be few out of many that you actually know. It is upsetting because it is the part that YOU planned out in the first place.
Its funny how you are gone for a short time, just taking a break from a friendship that could end up dying at that point in time, and they forget everything that you have done for them. How if you weren't there to be strong for them, that the situation they were end would be alot more worse, scratch that, extremely worse than what it is now.
Its funny how your friend can't even believe your instincts on that something bad is going to happen. Or they believe someone else that they have known for a short period of time instead of you, which they have known for alot longer. Or how they talk shit behind your back all the time and how you find out and they end up denying everything.
Its HILARIOUS you put in so much effort to that friendship and yet nothing is coming from the other person. Not even an effort to keep the friendship. Or how they say that you and them will always be friends and nothing can come between...
I'm not talking about all of you, here on LJ, but those that know me here, where I live. Its almost like a wake-up call that you know that you can trust your friends here on LJ more than those you personally know in real life. It is also kind of pathetic. I'm not saying its a bad thing to trust any of you, but to know that the friends who you see everyday, cannot be trusted and seem to blow you off on almost everything.
This is just my feelings right now. My pride has been wounded, along with my trust with many people. I'm frustrated and confused on why I can never keep a good friend for so long. It probably happens to all of you too. You all probably feel that way... but sometimes when you think too deep, you start to wonder if any of your friendships are even worth anything... if you should go on living your life without any friends because you can feel more secure without having to worry about your pride, ego, emotions, anything getting trampled on.
I think I have given up on my friendships, here where I live. Its strange how I can always confide into all of you, who I can trust, with alot more than what I can say to someone who calls themselves my "friend."
Anyways... I will put up a real update hopefully tomorrow if I decide to actually type up everything that has happened while I have been gone from here. BUT tomorrow I will comment on everyone's journals. I don't have to work tomorrow because I have to take a college exam for school, stupid AP classes... So I will actually have time to talk to everyone and catch up on all the things I have missed out on... Which is probably many things that I would rather have done than to go through whats going on in reality.
Sorry for my nonsense rambling... It just needed to be lifted off my chest.
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[2006.03.19] |
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OMG! I'm actually updating XD Sorry I know it was spring break and all but I still had to work _-_ Speaking of work... I have to look for another job because its just not working out. I mean I like working there but I can't do it anymore. I don't get enough pay and the hours are too hectic. Hell they can't even keep me on the same schedule even for 2 weeks! Its always changing and it annoys the hell out of me.
Anyways yea... So my spring break sucked after I came back from my somewhat vacation. I have school tomorrow which really sucks T_T I hate school. But Tuesday I don't have to go to school because I start my therapy sessions again. Oh yay. Can you see me getting all pumped up to go talk to a complete stranger? Its oh so much fun. not. Gah well atleast I get to miss all day Tuesday XD
Anyways so I need money. Meaning I will be selling some of my stuff. Like my Yukata T_T Its sad but I don't wear it and I can always replace it later in life. Besides the colour doesn't fit me because of my skin is sooooo soooooo fricking light T_T I'm like glow in the dark white XD yea.... But hell if I'm selling my Jrock CDs f that yo! Those I'm definitly keeping XD ._.;; Yea soooo yea...
I think thats it for now...
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[2003.11.21] |
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Hey minna! How goes it? I'm ok, still sick but I'm getting better!
I just finished Christmas shopping for Sen and Ryoko and now I'm broke ._.Uuuu but thats ok because I get paid next week XD Ryoko's present so pwns! And so does Sen's. I know Sen will like it, Ryoko even told me so! She was thinking of getting him the same thing! Good thing she didn't though or else I would die! x_x XDDDD After that I have to get something for Ann ^_^ then I'm all done shopping for my friends. X3~
Uhm... I bought a hide plushie! w00tness! hide rocks! and uhm.... I'm getting a new job because Papa John's sucks so bad right now. My manager is a punk! My dad doesn't like him at all! He was going to turn him in XDDDD My dad is so weird. And yea.... not much else unless you want to hear about school which you probably don't X3~
ok so thats it, I know, short post but yea ._.Uuu
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Friends Only!!
Comment to be added and please only add me if:
1. We have atleast 4 things in common.
2. You actually want to be my friend, not to make your friend's list bigger.
3. You will be nice to my other friends as well. No fighting!
4. Comment every once in awhile so I know that you are still alive.
5. And tell me why you want to be friends ^^
This is not a friends cut, so those who are already friends with me, you don't have to comment XD
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OOOOOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIII!!!! Hey minna! *waves* How goes it? Me? Still dead x_x
Ok so work has taken me away from everything. Especially now that I have been put in store so I answer phone calls and stuffs. x_x last night was so busy that I almost died! I was put in the back to cut up Pizza and make sure it get in the right box and whatnot and omfg! It was like a race!! Seriously I had to be fast so the other pizzas wouldn't fall off the oven rack! ~_~ I was so dead afterwards!
Ok so no more about work! Uhm I went to the fair on Friday and it was ok... I bought some ninja swords that are actually kinda sharp!! They are so cool! They are all black and stuffs! AND AND AND!! I bought Ryoko and Ann each their own copy of FFVII:Advent Children ^^ They were even playing it in the background!! And I also bought some Advent Children cards.... as in playing cards and THEN!! OMFGZ! They had Meevie's Galyuu CD for only $12!! Did I buy it? Damn straight I did! Ok well Kyoko bought it but still!! It was the last copy too! They even had some L'arc~En~Ciel too!! But yea.... I was going to get Ryoko and Sen their own ninja sword set but 1) I don't think I would be able to send it and 2) I didn't have enough money T_T But they were only $18 for a set!! But yea... I also got Sen something too but I don't remember what it is cuz its all packed away so I can send it out next paycheck... Yea it was going to be sent this weekend BUT my first paycheck wasn't all that good and I ended up spending more than I should have sooooo everyone has to wait till next Wednesday's paycheck!
Yea so many people thought I was dead but I finally had some free time so I decided to update and stuffs. Oh yea and my new layout!! Its of Don Henrie!! Man that man is soooo cool!! And sexxy But yea I hope you guys like it and stuffs.... well I gotta go now! Matane!!
Rei
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Hey minna! How goes it? Me? I'm so dead.... as in tired dead x_x
Sorry I haven't been on in awhile but my work as just taken me away from everything. Instead of door hanging apartments, I door hang for residentials now and OMFGZ! I would rather be doing apartments. I hate having to walk around the yards and stuffs _-_ And I had to do 600 flyers today x_x thanks for Kyoko and Zombie, I was able to finish in about 3 hours X3~ Then I had pizza because I was starving.
Right now I'm not doing so good. My stomach hurts, I have really bad headaches, pretty damn close to migraines that feel like I have a brain tumor or something and really really bad cramps. So bad it brings tears to my eyes. And I don't cry so easily. *sighs* Hopefully soon I will be working in store. *nod* Dale, my boss, says that I should be instore next week or something. Yea *-* it sucks.
I also started tutoring some girl in Japanese 1-2 because she needs help. Its for NHS which right now, I'm regretting that I joined. I have been so busy it isn't even funny. I barely get time for homework because I'm so dead when I come home from work. And... I don't get paid till next Wednesday so I get a full months paycheck since I didn't get paid last time cuz you know that whole thing... yea... so everyone please bear with me. I know I promised to send the stuff earlier but I'm so broke. I have to send Ryoko her CDs and DVD and her hat that I got her, I have to send Sen his gift I got him from Mexico, send Ann her Japanese food I promised her and Ami her CD and letter. Ami is my penpal from Japan X3~ She is so cute. I still have to upload my picture that I drew of Kayazoji's twin brother. _-_ And finish Ryoko's comic too XDD I'll also post that up on DA too when its done.
This Saturday I have a Halloween party to go to, well actually quite a few of them. I dunno if I'm going to go to all of them but some I might. I know I'm going to Carl's because I promised him that I would do his hair all jrockish. I promise I'll post up piccus of the results. I don't have a costume so I have to make something which I have no idea what its going to be ~_~ Then Sunday I'm going to go pull weeds at this lady's house because she is going to pay me $100 for it. Her yard isn't even that bad! But hell its money! I'm using that money to go to the fair next Friday. Carl got me a Moi Dix Mois CD from there!! They are selling a bunch of Jrock CDs and FF7 Advent Children stuff! So I'm going to go and buy some gifts for you guys too. Ryoko I'm going to get you that DVD off Advent Children, and if they have it, a Vincent plushie XDD I heard that they had FF7 plushies there O_O! and Ann, I'll also get you a DVD too and a Jrock CD too. Oh and you still need to tell me what Jrock CD you want for your birthday. Didn't you tell me your birthday was sometime this month? Sorry I forgot T_T My memory is starting to go. And I dunno what to get Sen @_@ Maybe I'll find something interesting that he might like while I'm there and I'll just get it XB
Well I'm going to go now. Ja ne!!
Rei
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[2003.10.11] |
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OMFGZ! OK OK OK here it is!
http://emosong.ytmnd.com/
go listen to this song!! OMFGZ! You are all going to die from it! Oh and Ryoko you can use this against the people who keep calling you emo XB! It tells the truth about emos! The only thing I dislike about it is that old school Nintendo so feckin rocks! So yea ._. But omgz its so great, you will all like it!
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hey minna! ok so i'm not so angsty anymore... i got that all out of my system! its probably a good thing too or else i would just blow up on everyone and then i get in trouble with my parents... well my mom cuz my dad is too cool to do anything XDDD (≧∇≦)/
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well today at school was ok. I was tired as hell though. My insomnia is kicking back in -_- Yes, I do have insomnia but not a bad case unlike some people. So when I finally got tired, I had to get back up. Thats not awesome. So today was Japanese club. YAY! I am now Vice President of the club and I get to steal money from the Treasurer XD its true to! (*ﾟ∀ﾟ)=3 and my friend Carl made President ^o^ then afterwards I went home ._.
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I got online to talk to Peggy-san and Ann! XD Oh man was it fun! Me and Ann are so random and weird! And Peggy-san decided to actually ask questions about me and start the whole convo! Though once it finally gets good I had to leave T_T But Peggy-san told me one of his deepest secrets (ﾟ＊ﾟ) I felt so special because it started out of me asking him how he was and he asked me how i was and I told him I was sleepy and he asked "Do you not sleep?" and I told him about my mild case of insomnia and then he asks if I take medication for it. Yes I do *-* And all that stuffs and then he told me to do my best and that he has a problem too (I'm not going to tell because I told Peggy-san I wouldn't!) and that we should do our best and be strong together! Man did that make me happy and yet I wanted to cry.... I mean CRY and "Don't Cry" was on by Guns N Roses right when he was telling me. But he told me he keeps it secret so no one will worry about him. I told him I wouldn't tell anyone and that he should do his best and I will support him as much as I can. =(^' w '^)= Man it so made me sad all day just thinking about it. And then he told me again (the second time!) that Guruguru is going to be selling their new Maxi Single "Wonderland" XDDD I told him I would buy it because I want it! And I told Ann thats going to be her B-day present... but I still need to get money T_T I'm so poor! I still have to get Ryoko her present too! And then Peggy-san was sending me music! but then I had to go and we both waved good-bye just like this Me: (･∀･)/~~ Peggy-san: (*^ーﾟ)/~~
I just love talking to that man. ^_^ He makes me so happy!
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Well I afterwards because I had to go I went to "Asiana Market" to buy some stuffs and see some cute asian guys XDDD And then not too long after I get home I had to go to the hospital.... My Oma (Grandma) is in the hospital now because I have no idea... I just got back from taking Kyoko home and I have to go pick my mom up from the hospital later on. I didn't stay because I had to take Kyoko home and take my sister home and yea _-_ I would have stayed because thats my Oma! She is crazy! X3~!
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Well I stop here because this is a long post XB
Here, have some cake XD : ε=ε=ε=ε=ε=(｡･ω･)_旦~~
bai bai! (･∀･)/~~
Rei
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