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akenokoru
the world suffused with sound
Created on 2005-11-12 23:56:53 (#8783017), last updated 2008-10-09
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| Name: | 明け残る (akenokoru) |
|---|---|
| Location: | Freehold, New Jersey, United States |
Falling through aether tears
Lost of a thousand year's resolve.
The deathless dower
of a million songs
disowns me- and I dissolve.
I tread this bridge of twilight
as an orphaned handmaid, in vain,
blinded, banished
in foggy moonless night
drowning in failure, drowning in rain.
O Where is my Master from ages past?
Where are the songs which I sang?
Where are you stars, galaxies-
hold me fast!
I can't find you under this canopy of pain!
Your voice echoes through glittering cosmos
I can't reply, can't speak
The miles before me flow
A million lost lives before me
Wraps my body in memory.
Within me, the ends of the earth are turning
and I am turning within the earth.
Empires burn and rise,
frozen in visible silence
within fragments of melody and words.
O Where is my Master from ages past?
Where are the songs which I sang?
Where are you stars, galaxies-
hold me fast!
I can't find you under this canopy of pain!
I will find you in this boundless aether sea
that fills this infinite space.
I wander, fading in and out of Being,
searching for salvation
for this failed handmaid.
To you my Master, and my purpose I am bound
You are around me, in waking and in dreams
It is me who needs to be found,
all that's left for me to do is to do as eternity,
as I had always vowed.
O Where is my Master from ages past?
Where are the songs which I sang?
Where are you stars, galaxies-
hold me fast!
I can't find you under this canopy of pain!
Whichever the way the wind does blow
I remain with you, now, here, forever,
Learning every song- every song that's one of the same
Ever evolving, belonging to me, to us
within the nest of heaven's embrace.
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adult swim, analyzing music, anathema device, anime, bdsm, being alive, bokononism, bondage, boogiepop phantom, bruderschaft, burlesque, butoh, cats, chinese opera, classical music, combichrist, cubase, dadaism, ddr, death note, drawing, dreams, eating disorders, enigmatic scale, experimental music, fan dancing, fanfiction, fic, fruits basket, garden gnomes, geisha, go, grendel, guzheng, harmonic minor, harp, hikaru no go, industrial, infp, inner self, japanese street fashion, jellyfish, john cage, jung, keyboards, kiew, kira, kittens, kung fu movies, l, life, love, machine in the garden, macross plus, making music, manga, mark jackson, mirabilis, murakami, neo-classical, neon genesis evangelion, new york city, noize, nyc, overtone series, overtones, parallel universes, pcos, philadelphia, philly, piano, pipa, puccini, pythagorean mysticism, rahxephon, rem, ronan harris, rumi, ryuk, ryuuk, samuel barber, sharon apple, si recovery, singing, sonar, string theory, sushi, symphonic metal, synthpop, synths, tea, the azoic, theremin, tonal systems, tone poems, tsubasa, universal expansion, unter null, unto ashes, viola, violin, violindustrial, vnv nation, vonnegut, writing
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