my friends. after last night i feel so incredibly tahnkful that i have amazing friends. i think marcia and joe might get back together. i thought i would be hurt but i'm really not. they're two of my best friends and i want them to be happy. so i'm glad. i feel so at home with them. i think i've tried hanging out with lots of friends and people, and they're the only "group" that i feel totally myself with. and i love it. they're amazing. i just feel very thankful and greatful for being given these amazing people in my life. curtis and joe won me stuffed animals at circus circus and i didnt feel like the fifth wheel. it was niiice. i want us all to live together. ohman the fun we would have. <3
But I don't know why everytime I hang out with Joe something embarrassing happens to me.
Am I cursed?
I must be.
Seriously.
God. Yeah.....whatever. I guess it's the story of my life.
I seriously have so much fun with Marcia. she's the best best friend ever.
Still pining for a a certain someone. Had a quite pleasant dream about him last night. Not like sexual.... just cute. I woke up with a fuzzy feeling, like static on the TV.
i'm thinking about starting to type my poems and put them on here. But then the world will see how much they suck. Ehhhh.
<3
oh and I need more friends on LJ. Mmmmhmm.
And I look way cute today. If I do say so myself. I have this hippie vibe going on. was going to take a picture but havent charged the battery. heh.
sooo yesterday i bought my ticket for Avenged Sevenfold.......I'm really excited now to see them and Coheed with my man. But now Lawlor installed parking meters.........which means we'll have to put like five bucks in damn quarters in the meter when we go. Oh well.........it's worth it. Oooh, tonight on American idol is Queen night. me and Mitchell are watching it together. Hopefully noone slaughters anything i love. Though I'm sure it will happen. Ooh, and i finished knitting the most fabulous scarf today. I love it. I'm giving it to my English teacher as a present at the end of the year. anyways, love you dears....
So I havent been on in forever.........sorry to like the two people who actually read this! oh well, this is mainly for myself anyways. So tomorrow is me and my lovely boyfriend's one month anniversary. Represent! I'm just in sucha daze with him right now, everythying with us is just absolute perfection. I've been in love before but it's never been such a complete love as i have right now..............sigh. I know, I'm lame. But I'm in love! So forgive me.
oh my God, I love you Natalie Dee.
It's me! I want to get my tattoos so bad......... but I need some $$$$$.
I feel so lonely on LJ! I have like no friends. Someone.........love me! Anyways, I'm in photo, and I'm really bored. Tomorrow is VDay and I'm a little bummed. But not too bad, thank the Lord. So I really should be doing my homework for next period, but I'll just do it at lunch or something. Procrastination is a bitch........
Soooo I'm sitting in photo and practically starving. And I have no moola to buy something, damn it. My contact sheet came out real crappy, I was hoping it would turn out better but..... no luck. Oh well. And I have Girl Scouts tomorrow, yay! Nothing really interesting is going on, except Esteban told me i looked like a tomato and it made me cry.
so dont you effing hate it when someone is gone from their house like six hours longer than they said they would be....... and you call and their mom says they cant talk....... but theyre online and not answering your messages? Dag, yo.
Daily Singles: It's one thing to want to be with someone, and another entirely to want them to take care of you. Take good care of yourself, and you'll find that love will come along when you least expect it......
Hmmm. Weird. Well, today that certain someone was next to me in first period.... and after he finsihed his final he laid down and took a nap. And it was so damn cute, with his little button nose. And my horoscope just somehow made me think of that. I feel lame for doing another post within like five minutes of the last one, but oh well. This is for my own evil take-over-the-world purposes, it's not like a lot of people will be reading it. Let's see what other random crap i can find to put up here. </3
manda
Hey hey hey Potter Peeps. Sorry, too much Pottercast yesterday. Anways, I'm sitting in photo, I just finsihed my final. It was real easy. And hopefully I will be staying at Lilli's tonight. YESSSSSS!!!!! And I'm sitting here listening to the Bravery, contemplating joining Mike and Bailey Boo in the darkroom. But I'm quite comfy in my chair here, being a computer nerd. Anywho.
so i went down to SD to see Steve's wedding, crazy ness insued. So at my aunt's house we were all hanging out and swimming, and all the older people were in the house and the kids were swimming. And we thought my little brother Daniel (he's five) was on the swingset. So my parental unit goes outside and sees Danny fall in the pool. He was struggling and holding his breath, so my mom jumped in and pulled him out, and everyone came running out. He was all blue and shaky, but he didn't swallow much water, so that was good. I started crying the second he fell in.... i'm always scared something bad will happen to the ones i love. he was totally fine in the end, but now i'm so shaky. i still can't get it out of my head, and it was like two or three days ago. AHH! Anyways, the wedding was great. I cried my eyes out, i'm such a nerd. So that was my excitement, i don't have much time to update, but i will go into more detials in my next post! kisses!
So, today was okay I geuss. Hung out with Mario, came home, and Shay called! She's my old best friend who moved and I haven't seen for like three years. She's in town and hopefully we'll be able to hang out before she has to leave to go home. Me and Mario had a little fight and it got me upset, and now I can't sleep. He's out with Chris so I'm a little worried. I know he won't do anything bad, but I'm worried he'll get hit by a car skating. I worry too damn much. I need something to eat,I'm starved. i'm also very bored! There's not much to do. I'm considering watching a HP movie but I can't peel myself out of the computer chair to do so..... i'm lazy! So, hopefully I'll hang out with Shay and Arron tomorrow, which will be fun. I got my class schedule and I got art photography AND painting! I was so happy I just about screamed in the school. Yay for me! i'm so anxious for school to start, it's too much fun. Anyways, i'm going now. maybe...
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devious.
exanimate.
thankful.
pensive.
tired.
enthralled.
aggravated.
annoyed.
listless.
gloomy.
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