Raisy (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} _aerosparked) wrote,@ 2008-05-29 00:06:00 |
|
This is going to sound so juvenile
But I don't fucking care.
I'm pissed. So very fucking pissed, about something really stupid.
What's the problem here? I can't find anybody to watch a midnight showing of Sex and the City with me. And when I say anybody, I mean anybody (nobody?). Oh, sure, people are willing to see it Friday. Or sometime during the weekend. BUT I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING SEE IT ON FRIDAY DURING THE DAY. I WANT TO WATCH IT AT AT FUCKING MIDNIGHT.
I seem to have bad luck with watching midnight shows. The first one I ever went to was Spider-Man 3. But since then, it's like I've been fucking cursed. I couldn't watch Harry Potter last year at midnight because there was a fucking power outage at the theater (fucking ComEd). I didn't get to watch Indiana Jones because I had to fucking WORK the midnight show of Indiana Jones. And now nobody will watch Sex and the City with me. I've exhausted my resources. People are busy, people can't get permission from their parents to go out at midnight, and worst of all, people are watching it with other people that are not me!
WHAT THE FUCK.
This is so pathetic. I'm ready to cry. And I don't care anymore, I think I'll just go to the midnight show by myself. I don't fucking care. I work at the damn theater, I don't care at this point what other people think. I know people who watch movies by themselves, I knew it was a matter of time before I started going to see movies by myself.
But still. I'm irritated. That people made plans without me. That people break plans with me. That people don't fucking take the initiative to contact me. I'm fucking sick of this, this is why I always had insecurity problems in the first place, because I was fucking tired of always having to take initiative and feeling like people didn't like me enough to include me without me asking.
I'm so very fucking cranky.
And I'm going to go watch Sex and the City by myself. Fuck you all.
But I don't fucking care.
I'm pissed. So very fucking pissed, about something really stupid.
What's the problem here? I can't find anybody to watch a midnight showing of Sex and the City with me. And when I say anybody, I mean anybody (nobody?). Oh, sure, people are willing to see it Friday. Or sometime during the weekend. BUT I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING SEE IT ON FRIDAY DURING THE DAY. I WANT TO WATCH IT AT AT FUCKING MIDNIGHT.
I seem to have bad luck with watching midnight shows. The first one I ever went to was Spider-Man 3. But since then, it's like I've been fucking cursed. I couldn't watch Harry Potter last year at midnight because there was a fucking power outage at the theater (fucking ComEd). I didn't get to watch Indiana Jones because I had to fucking WORK the midnight show of Indiana Jones. And now nobody will watch Sex and the City with me. I've exhausted my resources. People are busy, people can't get permission from their parents to go out at midnight, and worst of all, people are watching it with other people that are not me!
WHAT THE FUCK.
This is so pathetic. I'm ready to cry. And I don't care anymore, I think I'll just go to the midnight show by myself. I don't fucking care. I work at the damn theater, I don't care at this point what other people think. I know people who watch movies by themselves, I knew it was a matter of time before I started going to see movies by myself.
But still. I'm irritated. That people made plans without me. That people break plans with me. That people don't fucking take the initiative to contact me. I'm fucking sick of this, this is why I always had insecurity problems in the first place, because I was fucking tired of always having to take initiative and feeling like people didn't like me enough to include me without me asking.
I'm so very fucking cranky.
And I'm going to go watch Sex and the City by myself. Fuck you all.
