| "you're drunk but i love you =) " |
[26 Jul 2008|04:24pm] |
Last night was so fun. I got out of work (which is a task and a half) so I could go to the cities with Aaron for his cousin's wedding. The ride up there was brutal with no air conditioning, but we kept ourselves entertained. I need to make him some CD's so I'm not constantly listening to Whitney, Mariah, and other divas. We stayed at the water park hotel, although Aaron didn't bother to tell me ahead of time so I didn't bring a swimsuit. I loved being introduced to his family members, because they looked so confused as to whether or not I was his girlfriend. Finally someone asked and Aaron replied, "No! I'm a homo!" So good. Many drinks and dances with his relatives were had. We also broke into a play place that was closed and went down the slides. Later someone was arrested for the same thing. Oops. I wish I had captured the night in pictures, but we're always too drunk to remember. Living together is going to be a party.
The only downfall was that we didn't get a chance to look at any apartments. I called 4 separate places.. left messages for all of them.. and emails.. and called them all again.. and NONE of those fuckers called me back. I've never had so much trouble finding a place to live. Ironic, considering I've never wanted to leave a city so badly.
Tonight I work until close.. then going to Justin's. =]
life is good, I can't complain.
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[25 Jul 2008|10:23am] |
Brewers are kicking ass. I hope they can keep the momentum going.
We had Noodles and Co. for dinner last night and it was crazy good. I had a 3 foot long noodle.
I fell in love at the Salvation Army. We dropped off a carload of shit in the back of the one on 27th and a College and there was this amazing vintage swing bench...white painted metal with orange, green, yellow and white flowered vinyl seats. *sigh* We should have tossed it in the back of the car and took off. I've decided to make it my mission to find kickass vintage patio furniture now. They sure don't make shit like they used to!
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[24 Jul 2008|09:24pm] |
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looking back on all the decisions i've made i feel as if every one was wrong and that i've fucked my whole life up.
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| It cannot wait, I'm yours. |
[24 Jul 2008|02:03pm] |
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For what it's worth, I've always admired you
I always thought that we could make it through
Now look what time can do
It took our masterpiece we built and broke it in two
I always believed in you
I always loved you
And this is so difficult for the both of us
I know we tried so hard, there's just no hope for us
Well it's more than a shame that we lost to this game
All my walking, talking, sleeping, breathing -
nothing will ever be the same
Although I've given up someone I thought was everything for something that was doomed to be nothing... I somehow found everything I've been waiting for. And a someone(s) who thinks I'm something.
True friends, honesty, loyalty, love.
These things seem so hard to have and hold on to..
until you get them and realize that you only thought you had them before.
...And that when you really have these things, they come effortlessly.
I found something else, too.
A voice.
Communication. the key to all happiness, if only it fit into every lock.
But it can't open all doors. Some need to be knocked down. Some need time to crumble on their own. And maybe some will just never budge.
And I can't keep throwing myself against them, trying to break them down.
Besides, I've already found my key.
And when they want to, I will let them come in.
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| life is confusing |
[21 Jul 2008|07:35pm] |
honestly i've been spending time alone and i found out i make myself happy. most people disappoint.
so whatever.
oh and my puppy is fucking adorable.
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| weekend extraveganza |
[21 Jul 2008|09:17am] |
Friday we met up with buds at Comet for dinner. Had to wait like 40 minutes for Dushan's brother and his wife. Wolfed down our food and headed to YNot for a couple cocktails before heading to the Oriental. The theater filled up fast, and we were there about 30 minutes early. Found out that the balcony was open so our crew headed up there. It was a bit hard to hear, but really neat sitting up there. And what can I say about The Dark Knight? HOLY FUCKING SHIT!
Saturday we had to get up early and take care of some stuff before picking up dad and heading up to New London. It's in the middle of freakin nowhere and everyone got lost riding up there. The wedding reception part 2 for my brother and Shari was so much fun. I was starting to feel sick on Friday and wasn't feeling too great on Saturday, but after a few drinks I was feeling no pain. We played bocce ball, horse shoes, met my cousin's fiance (April wedding in Puerto Rico!), blew bubbles with their adorable little boy Myles, jumped in the bouncy house with a bunch of kids, drank a lot, danced, had good sister convos, watched fireworks... it was super fun. Even with the surprise thunderstorm, we still had a blast outside under the tents. And Shari's mom had a photo booth there. Yeah, like carnival style. It was hilarious. Everyone got a copy of the pictures, and the second copy went into a photo album for Chris and Shari. Towards the end of the night, the pictures got more and more inappropriate. It was awesome.
I made the mistake of smoking while sick and Sunday woke up with a monster headache and the worst cough ever. It took us a good hour after checking out to actually leave the hotel, we were so hungover. Started to feel better on the ride home and after getting some stuff done at the house through the afternoon, I took a 3 hour nap and it was great. This was followed with pasta and OC. Mmmm, OC.
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| oh its love... |
[20 Jul 2008|02:13pm] |
everything in my life is so different, I couldn't even begin to explain.
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[15 Jul 2008|02:29pm] |
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In Your Wake - Matt Skiba |
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it's not cool to walk up to someone at the beach and say, "oh hey i've been hearing a lot about you lately..." and then refuse to follow up when you're asked, "like what?"
you and your star tattoos, plaid shorts, and puka shell necklace can go back to the mall where you came from.
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[15 Jul 2008|12:03pm] |
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We write to apologize.
We ask to look past life as it goes by.
I know you have sacrificed time,
life, love, time to fly.
Please consider all things trite,
forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by
I know to have something like this
broken is hard to fix.
Embers, we're burning bridges down.
Envelopes stuffed with feelings found.
To write this down as means to reconcile.
We write to patch things up,
maybe not to agree but to proclaim love.
Let's look ahead and then we'll see the One
whose glory never ends.
And based on that we'll see,
there'll be room for change, but gradually.
I know to have something like this
broken is hard to fix.
If all is said and done and over,
if we don't have to, we're not going to.
Make the change, it's worth the try.
What's broken can be fixed tonight.
Everyone should have pictures to remember the worst days of their life. We're always capturing the good times, but those days are not what make us who we are... when we're torn, broken, and alone. When we have to figure out where to go from here.
no makeup, no ammo, I can't fight any more.
this is me; vulnerable.. I'll be my own worst enemy.
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[13 Jul 2008|08:43pm] |
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this year I climbed the tallest mountain, the sun shined on my face.
now I'm falling down,
....hitting every rock on the way to the bottom.
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