I'm never online anymore!
Lets see, i havent been up to much lately no one wants to hire me. I cant start working at the Animal Ark again until FEBUARAY. Stupid Animal Ark.
I haven't been into a whole lot lately.
I went to a hot rod circut concert, and I went country and went to a Julie Roberts and Reba concert.. God help me..
I dont know what else to say.. everyone is becoming so materialistic. I realized that you should find friends not by what they wear or their favorite bands but by how they treat you. This is pretty pathetic for me to find out now... I dont think anyone here really cares about me.. my family is full of selfrighteous assholes. And My parents are almost done with their divorce. Finally, the fucking 29th it will all be over with. Thats horrible. I wish i could go back for one more day.. Just have a family. .
My mom come home and complain about how the house is a mess, start cooking dinner then my father walk in and say 'hi, how was your day at school'.. and just be a family. Half of my friends don't understand how much it bothers me when they're like my parents would be better off divorced. Blah shut the shit up..
Lately i've been having a pretty shitty time.. lately, i miss suzi and all of my friends. I just want summer to be over with.
I want my fucking family back.
Czar i wish you could understand if it wasnt for you right now i don't think i would be here.. Though i think thats a lie because i dont always feel like dying sometimes i feel like i could end it all.. but then i think abotu you and i cant leave you..
I love you Czar Alexander Nicholas.
I love you.
i love you.
I love you!