We are earthquakes, we are tidal waves. [entries|friends|calendar] ♥ohsnap userinfo / userpictures / friends / logout "I do not feel well, pressed beneath this spell. Polishing my social skills, with one more drink, and two more pills. I do not feel good, I thought by now I would." [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[Wednesday April 16th, 2008 at 11:39am] I've been feeling this way since the beginning of April, so it's safe to say it's a depression settled into these bones. I can't stop crying and I feel so so so weak. I know its PMS and exams and failing Spanish but I feel so lonely. I have nothing and I can't get this feeling away. (1) comment

[Monday April 7th, 2008 at 10:27pm] So there's 3 weeks left in my freshman year at college. It went by a lot quicker than I expected it to. I hope I had enough fun that I wanted to. I'm not too sure yet; I'm too burnt out on the classes. I'm failing my major-Spanish. It's so hard. I'm partying hard, but not as hard as I would like. I actually would never like to be sober... No lie. Ugh, I'm just really stressed out. 3 weeks left means 3 weeks until finals. Ahh, I'm shitting bricks. And I took a sleeping pill 15 minutes ago and it hasn't kicked in yet. I'm pissed. I'm a bout to take another half. 15 is nothing though. I'm used to taking 20. Hahah. But yes, I'm super stressed out. I want to do so well in college, but I rather have so much more fun. Hahah, but I have this....craving to do well. I don't know if I even care anymore. It's just.... I'm PMSing because I sort of just want to be alone and whatnot. I don't want to talk to anyone and just read a good book in my bed. But I have so much to do.... Oh well. Love love love. Tomorrow Ill probably drink. (0) comment

[Saturday August 21st, 2004 at 10:09pm] Friends Only, Suckas. comment to be added 5/18: FRIENDS CUT. COMMENT AGAIN IF YOU WANT TO BE ADDED. (124) comment

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