we all i want get out of here

__waabam @ 2006-04-12T17:29:00

2006-04-12T21:37:14Z

wow,
has it been along time since ive updated this.
part of the reason is because i forgot my password but now that i know it i will be updating alot more.
so today is the first day of spring break, and im spending it with no one.
im in one of those moods were i dont think anything will ever be okay,
i hate when i get into these moods.
i keep trying to tell myself that things will get better, but ive been saying that for two years now and nothing has changed, goes to show how much my faith helps me pull through things.
things have been so so lately,
i've lost touch with alot of people, but have gained new friends that i enjoy.
the one main thing i hate about things right now is that i screwed up, and my bestfriend and i arent as close as we used to be.that, i'll make sure changes.
in a couple of months i will be going to see dave matthews, no one knows how excited i am to see them, seriously it will be amazing.
in 8 months, i get my licenses, which im excited for, because there will be massive amounts of traveling with friends. i have it all planned out, doubt it if you want.
im severly burned on my body from going tanning with no sunscreen on, which is amusing.i pretty much mooned everyone today to show them how red my ass is, haha gross but it should turn into a tan pretty soon.nothing really else to say, to many thoughts running through my mind to type them and have them make sense.school is shit though, thats why im glad after break we only have 3 more weeks left of it, and then summer [aka freedom] will be here, and i cant wait.
i want to make summer good, none of those days that are like today.

__waabam @ 2006-02-14T22:31:00

2006-02-15T03:35:20Z

break is going to be so fucking amazing,amanda w,natalie and i are getting the fuck out of here for 3 days.no communication with anyone.SMFg,sdfngjsklgjdskfngjj fkdj i cant fucking wait!

__waabam @ 2006-02-05T15:54:00

2006-02-05T20:57:36Z

i cant take my eyes off of you..

__waabam @ 2006-02-03T00:05:00

2006-02-03T05:13:07Z

i hate school,i some how managed to fail 5 out of 6 classes,which is causing my mom to have to pay 400$ for my schooling,not only do i have to take 2 class of E20//20 after school its until 5:30,for 6 weeks.i have no idea how im going to do that homework,and still focus on my actual classes,i start on the 6th in E20/20,then again in April,then summer school.im just now realizing cousino fucked me up the ass.

dont worry now,dont worry now,dont worry cause its all under control

2006-01-18T03:13:08Z

as far as mid-terms/finals go,im so completely fucked.its truly rediculous how screwed i am,i havent done any of my midterm review sheets,i havent studied,i havent done the essay my teacher gave us to do ahead of time.yeah i basically suck.i figure next semester ill just get straight a's,or maybe a's & b's.hopefully ill pass..im sure i will though,im just trying to tell myself that so i will feel better.yeah,i just had to get that off of my chest because im stressed and just ahhhhhh.

our freedom is a joke,were just taking a piss.

2006-01-15T07:14:16Z

this weekend has been good so far,friday was amazing,iloveeeeee corey and his family.mhmmmhmm.tonight was the i see stars show,simply amazing i love them seriouslly.i miss zach,mike and mark.tonight was good seeing them.i really dont feel like going to school anymore,its more a prison then a school,i hate the fact that i can just leave whenever i want to and im forced to listen to everyones shit and learn about things that i truly do not give a shit about.i know what i need to know now so whats the point?,if society decided that we didnt need a college degree for a job then i would drop out next year in the blink of an eye.god fuck,i hate the government,i could make a better president the george bush.

i've been drifiting along with the same old loose ends

2006-01-12T20:38:26Z

im truly sick of not doing anything after school,for the past week i've been doing nothing and it kills me to know that im just wasting life by coming home everyday and doing the same routine over and over again.i need something new in my life.i need to get a hobbie or a damn job,a life would be nice to.no one ever reads this thing anymore,im thinking about deleting it.who knows and who cares.i dont know what to do anymore about everything/everyone.i feel like i've secrewed up alot of relationships with people,and i want to hang out with mike because he makes me so unbelievably happy.i need to get out of this apartment,and this state.i want to hang out with chris jarvis,because i havent and it seems cool,yeah sweet.

schoooool update.

2006-01-12T15:47:30Z

secretly im bummed out that cousino has figured out that people can get into myspace from yahoo.gay.im really bored and im pretending to do a report on the spanish revolution, im excited for the weekend.friday,im going to this family party with corey,his family,and his friend ryan for coreys brother johnnys birthday.mhmm.it shall be sweet.saturday=i see stars show.sunday=mall with amanda b,corey,and whoever else wants to go.im glad we dont have school on monday but it sucks because mid-terms[finals]are going to suck serious ass.but its sweet that my science teacher mr.dubay gave us our test.i love when teachers do that.i've been thinkng alot about what i want to do with my life,im thinking become a teacher?,but who knows.that takes yearrrrrrrrs of school, and im already sick of it and im only in 9th grade,i should be in 10nth but shit happens.theres this random "teacher" in here who i've never seen before but he is creepy and stares.mhmmmmmm.today should suck ass,because i have test in all of my classes.fun.not.

you shouldnt think what your feeling.

2006-01-10T02:53:35Z

today is david john matthews birthday.yayyyy!.
mhmm.
today was boring.i slept and slept and slept.
i miss mike,amanda b,and corey.yeahhhh.thats basically all i have to say.

__waabam @ 2006-01-05T20:08:00

2006-01-06T01:11:52Z

it really sucks when people dont call you,and basically suck all around at being friends.

__waabam @ 2005-12-31T21:47:00

2006-01-01T02:48:13Z

oij eewLLT fiocftghb l;.,/rWally drunknsdurnk durnk svurenk sad urnhk shue dnkshfsrunjkf drunk BS GUFGU HUGHHIGH HIOGH MARGCVUS IOKS NTOOHLT HOT.

peeeee-nuhssss

2005-12-29T05:54:14Z

so,
im really sick of hearing aabout how people dont like how i like dave matthews,if you dont fucking like it dont take the time of your day to tell me that he is a old fag,because honestly i could care less.same with drugs,dont fucking ask me if i do them.

oh brother i can,i cant get through.im trying hard to reach you because i dont know what to do

2005-12-27T04:32:28Z

FUCKING SHIT FUCK CUNT MOTHER FUCKING ASS DICK BITCH!.
WHY DO I ONLY HAVE TO BE FUCKING COCK 15@!<#.2m4n1kl24l;25?!?!?!?!?!?!??/?????????????.
STUPID CONTEST FOR STUPID DAVE MATTHEWS!!!

gravedigger,when you dig my grave will you make it shallow?,so that i can feel the rain

2005-12-25T18:58:18Z

Christmas doesnt feel like christmas,and i dont want an ipod.

we like the cars,the cars that go boom!

2005-12-23T23:52:50Z

so
marcus paul hulme,autumn nicole albers,zachary tyler johnson,amanda eve bastianon,mike daniel howells,yusef latif baig i love you alllllll!!!!

oooh &,
merry christmas

I chime in with a; havent you people ever heard of,closing the god damn door?

2005-12-13T04:05:37Z

I was watching Dazed & Confused,and I think I would give Yusef's right nut to have been brought up in the 60/70s era.
My birthday weekend was rather great.I spent it with Zach,Autumn,Mike,Greg,Corey,and Yusef.Mhmm<3.I bought clothes,and c.d's,and moc's.Yeah.Today I had a discussion with two black kids,and my science teacher about how the bible really doesnt teach you anything except if your racist or a homophobe.The 2 black kids of course sided together,and Dubes sided with me.Some good discussions go on during school,Amanda gave me my birthday present today,Red Bull and this Lip stufff,I love her.FUCK.I miss Amanda B<333.FOREELMAYNE.

__waabam @ 2005-12-09T22:20:00

2005-12-10T03:22:33Z

the following people make my life worth living;
+autumn
+zach
+mike
+yusef
+greg
+mark
+COREY<3
+DAVE MATTHEWS!
+Amanda B
+Chris
+Michelle
+AMANDA!!
+MIA!
+Vince Vaughn
+fucking people who created film
+JOHNNY MOTHER FUCKING CASH!!!!!!!
..pointless.yes i know.

blah blah blah

2005-12-08T18:58:52Z

soooo00
my birthday=sunday.
mhmm.yay!.

__waabam @ 2005-12-04T03:04:00

2005-12-04T08:08:18Z

i wish you werent so in love with her..

The answer my friend,is blowing in the wind..

2005-11-29T04:08:14Z

I went to go see Walk The Line on Sunday I think,
It was amazing.
One of the best movies Ive seen in a long time.
Life is poop right now,nothing is going my way,which isnt a surprise at all..
Im surprised im letting all of this shit bother me,
I think its just all building up inside,and I dont have anyone to talk to because everyone I know is to conceided and they only care about themselves,but hey..yet again,Im use to being there for others when there not there for me.
Ive been thinking alot about moving to California for the rest of the school year,or at least a couple of months.
Michigan is nothing but drama,and peoples shit.
Plus,I havent seen my uncle since last Christmas and lets face it,he is the only member of my family I truly get along with.
Dave Matthews is my hero,and before I die I will fuck him and smoke weed with him.

i gotta stay flllllllllllllllly till i diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiie

2005-11-26T09:04:30Z

haha,
so I just got back from the D,
with Michelle & Rachel James.
Nothing like getting lost & ending up on 5mile,
Being stopped by scary niggers,
Being in the d at 2-3 in the morning,
Getting frost bite,
Stealing sweet shoes,
& the best part..
Air Horning people.<--if that is even a word.
Yeah,
Tomorrow is gunna be sweet.
Mike.Corey.Autmn.& I are seeing Walk The Line.
[Nina,fucking congrats on getting yo licenes,hit me up soon 586.242.1481<3]

dont wake me i plan on sleeping..

2005-11-25T06:53:53Z

thanksgiving=shit.
when i move out,& have a feast with friends,
im sure it will be wayyyy better.
i really want to go see Walk The Line,
if anyone is interested in seeing it with me,tell me!!.

__waabam @ 2005-11-19T00:55:00

2005-11-19T05:57:24Z

yeah,
i should die.

yeah,i love my arabic friend yusef.his people like chicken,and we love each other.

2005-11-03T23:55:23Z

act0ne scene 0ne: hey
Ooh a nickel: hey
act0ne scene 0ne: sup?
Ooh a nickel: listening to some new coheed...you?
act0ne scene 0ne: im just waking up/listening to jamison parker
Ooh a nickel: ooh... how did you ever get that cd?
act0ne scene 0ne: mmhmm,well this crazy arabic elf slipped it into my notebook.
Ooh a nickel: woah
Ooh a nickel: i bet he was sexy
act0ne scene 0ne: oh he was
Ooh a nickel: are you listening to the cd or ep?
act0ne scene 0ne: idk,sleepwaker?
act0ne scene 0ne: *walker
Ooh a nickel: that's the cd
act0ne scene 0ne: a;lright then that
Ooh a nickel: awesome
Ooh a nickel: what did you do today?
act0ne scene 0ne: slept,allllll day.
act0ne scene 0ne: what about you?
Ooh a nickel: hung out with tom for a while.. then with hub
act0ne scene 0ne: how was that?
Ooh a nickel: it was alright
Ooh a nickel: i got home about a half hour ago
act0ne scene 0ne: ohh rebel
Ooh a nickel: i know
Ooh a nickel: i stay out past 5 bitch
act0ne scene 0ne: haha thats great yusef
Ooh a nickel: practically anything i say is
Ooh a nickel: except when i kill moments
act0ne scene 0ne: this is true.no,even when you kill moments its still great
Ooh a nickel: cause i kill moments in style
act0ne scene 0ne: CHIA BOI!
Ooh a nickel: i do everything with style
Ooh a nickel: i even go to the bathroom in style
act0ne scene 0ne: how do you manage that?
Ooh a nickel: i'm magical
Ooh a nickel: i eat taco bell in style
act0ne scene 0ne: do you pee with your prada slippers on
act0ne scene 0ne: tb is da shit'
Ooh a nickel: and a gucci jacket
act0ne scene 0ne: =-Onot that gucci jacket
Ooh a nickel: oh yes.. THAT gucci jacket
act0ne scene 0ne: i want you to buy a gucci jacket that has cow print on it
Ooh a nickel: the toilet seat is studded with diamonds
Ooh a nickel: cow print?
act0ne scene 0ne: cow print bitches
Ooh a nickel: psh... chicken print
Ooh a nickel: us arabs loves some chicken
act0ne scene 0ne: fuck chicken bro,cow is the way to go
Ooh a nickel: some arabs worship cows
Ooh a nickel: so they'll be mad?
act0ne scene 0ne: so
Ooh a nickel: oh well
Ooh a nickel: let's go get it
act0ne scene 0ne: your in my pro now:-)
Ooh a nickel: you're always in my pro
act0ne scene 0ne: :-),thats because i love you
Ooh a nickel: that's because I love YOU
act0ne scene 0ne: well how about WE LOVE EACH OTHER AND THATS WHY?!
Ooh a nickel: well.. that sound VERY GOOD
Ooh a nickel: because it's cool to fo half in SMALL LETTERS AND THE REST IN CAPITALS
act0ne scene 0ne: yeah,ITS SCENE
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Ooh a nickel: lke hrdly usng vwls
act0ne scene 0ne: mhm.srsly
Ooh a nickel: it's like HAVING NO control of THE VOLUME OF your voice.. BUT on THE interNET
act0ne scene 0ne: ur getn good at it
Ooh a nickel: awSOMe

__waabam @ 2005-10-30T14:44:00

2005-10-30T19:46:23Z

big gay