| our wills and fates do so contrary run that our devices still are overthrown; |
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these are the dustbowl days
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[10 Aug 2008|11:04pm] |
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my place my be taken, but make no mistake. from a little black box, i can say without shame that you've lost.
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[26 Jul 2008|12:06pm] |
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the house is officially ours! we'll have it forever!
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| and i love you dumb and colorblind. |
[20 Jul 2008|11:30pm] |
i feel the need to write something here, but i'm not exactly sure what about. everything is going well in my life right now and by all intents and purposes i should be very happy. and i am. but something is bothering me and i'm not really sure what it is. i think i'm afraid that if i put it down into words it would make it real. whatever "it" happens to be. something just isn't right.
i feel like i'm walking on a tightrope or something, and if i sway a little bit everything will just fall. or like...i don't know. like things might just slip out of my hands if i look away for a second.
i think i might have already lost something, but i just don't know what it could be.
oh, god, i feel like i'm going to vomit.
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[26 Mar 2008|09:57pm] |
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and how much time do we have left before it's midnight and you see that i was never the right size?
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[24 Nov 2007|04:02am] |
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you know, i'd almost forgotten entirely.
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[10 Sep 2007|12:37pm] |
on my first day of college, i got into an accident. and then it started raining. don't ask about it because everything is fine and it wasn't a huge deal i guess, i just feel like an idiot, but at the same time am proud to carry on my family's tradition of having an incredibly shitty first day of college.
just felt like i should record this for posterity.
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[18 Aug 2007|07:34pm] |
wow, i really want to move to philly. there's just a few things holding me back.
in related news, angie and papi are having a baby! this is so exciting! we're thinking beatrice for a girl and dante for a boy, because we're losers. the nursery will be inferno-themed.
and in semi-related news, i saw rufus wainwright last night and i love him.
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[14 Jul 2007|01:38am] |
we had to take desmond to the emergency animal hospital tonight, because he seemed really weak and wasn't eating and we were worried. as it turns out, he's fine. however, it cost us $300. which is awful. and apparently my dad didn't pay as much as he should have this month. and biloxy is off, we don't have enough money. and whether or not we can even stay in this house is now up to a judge. i'm really scared. i'm not really into praying and stuff, but it would be nice if you could think good thoughts. i don't even know how we're going to pay for college.
on a lighter note:
( new kittensCollapse )
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| graduation |
[21 Jun 2007|09:08pm] |
well, shit. what do i do now?
i should start updating this thing again. maybe when i get back from various southern states.
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| it's time for a change! |
[10 Apr 2007|06:22pm] |
NEW SCREEN NAME, GUYS.
bleary eyed duty
ADD IT PLEASE. and drop me a line when you do, so i know everyone has it. i've put this off forever becayse of the hassle.
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[18 Mar 2007|12:20am] |
so last thursday was bradford's 18th birthday, and also the day we went to see slim cessna's auto club. here's a brief (i'm lazy) account.
( dildosCollapse )
ALL-IN-ALL IT WAS AN AMAZING NIGHT AND HERE'S A TL;DR VERSION:
i basically can't stop laughing at this picture.
that's all!
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[06 Mar 2007|07:45pm] |
i feel like i should update, although not much has happened. i've mainly been by myself or hanging out with brad, doing dumb things and watching bad horror movies. i haven't got any friends anymore, because i never leave my house. i need to start seeing you guys again. you know who you are.
regardless, i guess i'm happier than i have been and i guess i'm doing better than i could be. we don't have enough money to go to england this year, so instead, mommy and i are going to go do hurricain katrina relief work because apparently things are still really fucked down there. also, i'm passing all my classes with grades higher than Ds, and my future is planned out (two years at bergen transfer to montclair live at home). except i'm beginning to consider moving to philidelphia, but apparently i am not considering it that much because i've only discussed it once with one person and that was like two days ago. also, it's a horrifying idea for me, and even though it would be stupidly easy to make the transition, it still isn't here, and there's still something that makes it terrifying.
i guess what i'm trying to say is that when all is said and done, i'm just pretty terrified. of everything. and that's how i've been.
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| david bowieeee |
[08 Jan 2007|08:05pm] |
happy 60th birthday, you beautiful bastard.
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[03 Dec 2006|09:26pm] |
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my camera is officially dead. it will take pictures no more.
R.I.P my camera: december 25, 2004 - december 3, 2006.
OKAY NOW RECOMMEND NEW CAMERAS. my dad is going to buy me a new one for christmas.
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[23 Nov 2006|03:13pm] |
my mom just said i'm selfish and self-centered, and it would be better for everyone if i went to live with my dad so she could move out and do whatever she wanted without having so much agrivation.
i'm not gonna lie, i'm seriously considering it.
we get into so many arguments like this and it's always so utterly unprovoked. i was literally sitting on my computer not saying anything when she started yelling at me about things i'm not even involved with, and basically said that she's not going to do shit for me anymore, including help with college. oh, okay.
frankyl, if she's stressed she should just say "yeah i'm really stressed, sorry for taking it out on you." but i never even get that. i just get, ursula everything is pretty much your fault and life would have been so much better without you.
maybe philly wouldn't be that bad.
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| apparently, halloween is over. WHO KNEW? |
[03 Nov 2006|05:36pm] |
so! bradford and i went to see the tiger lillies wednesday night. we were running a bit late, but after hauling ass to willowbrook, to the bus stop, to the subway (where some guy named "the chad" told us we looked interesting and wanted to know what sweet club we were hitting up), and then around brooklyn (which neither of us ever go to), we finally reached st. anne's warehouse.
the tiger lillies were fantastic. it wasn't even a show, it was a performance (they had an intermission). they played almost all new songs which were all really good. the bassist played the saw on more than one occaision! they also played "killer," much to the delight of bradford and i. then a lot of other shit happened which will be under the cut but read it because wow.
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[18 Oct 2006|04:41pm] |
WHICH OF YOU THREW LIKE, A DOZEN BAGLES IN MY YARD?
(we kept them, by the way. they're perfectly good bagles and we're obviously paupers.)
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