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Me again guys! I've gone through my stash again and put together some awesome themed kawaii lots, including lettersets, stickers, memos, pens, pencils, goodies, and more!
I would love to swap for Mamegoma items!
35-piece Tokidoki Set - 15$
51-piece Harajuku Lovers Set - 20$
29-piece Hello Kitty Set - 10$
( Pictures behind the cut! )
I'm planning on doing similar lots of Cinnamoroll, Tenorikuma, and Lovely White. Would there be any interest for these at all?
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[20 Aug 2008|04:02pm] |
Donna Guempel, self proclaimed "Conspiracy Factist" dies from Morgellon's disease and is found decomposing on her tanning bed. Police say "it looks like it may be an accidental death, possibly an overdose" but are "treating the incident as a homicide pending the release of the exact cause of death".
Fort Worth woman found dead inside tanning bed
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
The Dallas Morning News - A 43-year-old Fort Worth woman was found dead lying face down in a tanning bed inside her apartment Monday afternoon, authorities said.
Donna Guempel, 43, was found about 4:30 p.m. Monday by a maintenance man, according to Fort Worth police. The tanning bed was turned off, and Ms. Guempel had what appeared to be blood around her mouth.
She was pronounced dead at 4:46 p.m. inside her apartment in the 3700 block of Vaucluse Drive in Fort Worth, according to the Tarrant County medical examiner’s office.
Police believe she may have died from an overdose, but toxicology results are still pending, said Lt. Paul Henderson, a Fort Worth police spokesman. There were no signs of foul play.
“It looks like it may be an accidental death, possibly an overdose,” Lt. Henderson said.
Fort Worth woman found dead in her tanning bed
Tue, Jul. 22, 2008
STAR-TELEGRAM - Police are looking into the death of a woman found dead in a tanning bed in her East Fort Worth apartment.
The woman, who the medical examiner identified as 43-year-old Donna Guempel, was found face down with what appeared to be blood around her mouth in her apartment in the 3700 block of Post Oak Boulevard by a maintenance worker from her apartment complex, said Lt. Paul Henderson, police spokesman.
The maintenance worker was trying to deliver a rent notice to her apartment because she hadn't paid her rent and noticed another rent notice on the door along with a delivery notice from July 15 for a parcel, according to a police report.
The maintenance worker "was concerned that maybe there was something wrong," Henderson said. "He used his passkey to get into her apartment and that's when he noticed her lying face down."
Henderson said the tanning bed was off but that it's possible it was turned off by a timer, which is a common feature for a tanning bed.
He said homicide detectives are waiting on tests from the medical examiner's office and haven't verified whether the substance around her mouth that appeared to be blood was actually blood.
Woman Found Decomposing in Tanning Bed
Tuesday, 22 Jul 2008, 1:57 PM CDT
MyFox Dallas - A woman was found dead and decomposing inside a tanning bed in her Fort Worth apartment.
Police said they found 43-year-old Donna Guempel on Monday, lying face down in the unit at her home in the 3700 block of Post Oak Boulevard.
The tanning bed was not on when Guempel was found, police said.
They said there were no signs of trauma but that there was what appeared to be some blood around her mouth.
It was not immediately clear how the woman died.
However, investigators were treating the incident as a homicide pending the release of the exact cause of death.
From Donna's myspace profile: http://profile.myspace.com/53760621
Alright,I am a Conspiracy Factist. It is a tough job but someone has to do it. lol Right? I am not wrong for noticing a lot of lies,corruptness,misleading things happening in this world while so many look the other way,Why? I am also Interested in alternative health,Cures that actually heal people.All things mysterious,Secrets Withheld From Us(they lie a lot in case you have not noticed!) Making the world a better place. Aliens,Yes,they Exist,Ufos,Most are the govt. Ghosts,dimensional worlds,I like it all. What I can do less with are fakers,deceivers,liars,phonys,opportunists,ego filled, high fallooting,world polluting Demented Life Stealers. ALL MONEY MUST GO,we were not meant to be slaves to the elite. I wish you all would look beyond your exhausting work week and see how your all being manipulated by the system.Its Insane.So is Most peoples non-chalauntness to it all,fake oblivion. Shame
From Donna's myspace blog:
CURE FOR MORGELLANS DISEASE
Tuesday 22/05/2007
Current mood: annoyed
Category: Pissed Off Life
the precious 'white' metal in alfalfa (I ain't tellin what) is
what your skin is made of.
Morgellon's Disease was named by one woman who wanted to give a name
to her son's symptoms. She named it after an ancient disease where
black hairs came out of the skin.
However, the Morgellon's disease of today is a totally NEW disease.
The fibers are red, blue, white and other colors.
These fibers DON'T BURN AT 1400 DEGREES F!!.
We now know that Morgellon's disease is caused by some kind of
nanotechnology. The fibers are grown by miniature machines. Maybe they escaped from some laboratory.
These seem to combine to produce something that is lethal to the
machines. This cure for Morgellon's disease was discovered by accident.
Recently, I discovered, quite by accident, something that is
literally making it disappear from my BODY
As I am sure fellow sufferers can relate to, over the years, I have
experimented with various "super baths," filling the tub with hot
water and putting in things like lemons, baking soda, dish detergent,
laundry detergent, alcohol, etc....well, one day about four months
ago, I was filling the bath and I was pretty dirty from housecleaning
so I put some Sun powdered laundry detergent with colorsafe bleach
into the water, just a tad, because it really cleans the skin so
good, and once I finish with the bath, I scrub it off with regular
soap and a scrubby thing that is regularly disinfected.
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From: http://donnaguempel2008.blogspot.com/
Donna M. Guempel, 43, a resident of Euless, passed away Monday, July 21, 2008, of natural causes.
Donna was born July 17, 1965, in Patchogue, N.Y. She was a longtime member of American Legion Post 379.
She was greatly loved and will be extremely missed.
Survivors: Parents, Don and Fran Guempel of Dauphin Island, Ala.; sister, Lori Moody and husband, Tony; niece, Maddie and nephew, AJ, all of Omaha, Neb.
Donna's blogspot: http://donnaboo.blogspot.com/
To follow the story further: http://mydeathspace.com/smf/index.php?topic=15308.0 (note the myspace link here is an alternate "blank" myspace and not the one quoted from above)
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Students Develop 'Mind-Control' Interface to Play Video Games Without a Controller
Published: 16:16 EST, August 12, 2008
Drexel University students have taken game controller innovation beyond motion control with a “hands-off” approach and developed an interface that allows players to execute actions using only their mind.
The device looks like a headband and is equipped with sensors that measure brain activity. By shining near-infrared light into the skull and measuring the intensity of light reflected back, oxygen levels corresponding to brain activity can be recorded. The device, originally developed by Drexel’s biomedical engineers to monitor the brain of patients under anesthesia, serves as a controller for the Drexel-developed video game Lazybrains.
Lazybrains features Morby, a couch potato transported to a dangerous fantasy world as punishment for not exercising his brain. Morby must use his mental power to navigate through obstacles to find his way back home. Players still use a keyboard to make Morby run and jump, however special actions such as lifting a manhole cover require players to put the controller down and use their brain. When the game senses that enough mental power has been exerted, the manhole cover is lifted and the player can proceed.
“The most immediate application for brain-machine interfaces is in medicine. Games like Lazybrains can help kids with ADHD learn how to concentrate in a friendly and fun environment. And as the underlying neurotechnology behind Drexel’s Lazybrains matures, they may become as easy to use as a Wii Controller,” said Dr. Frank Lee, professor in the Computer Science Department and co-director of Drexel's RePlay Lab on Computer Gaming. Their implication to game innovation is certainly wide open.”
The innovative video game interfaces are the result of the Drexel Research on Play or “RePlay” Lab, a collaborative effort between the University’s Computer Science department in the College of Engineering and the Digital Media program in the Westphal College of Media Arts & Design. RePlay exposes students to game development through research projects and proof-of-concept demonstrations, letting students not just learn it, but live it.
Other innovations developed in the RePlay lab include a touch-screen monitor that can distinguish between multiple fingers and multiple hands. Planet Diggums is a simple game that showcases the system. One or more players can move, squish and sling their Diggum across the screen. The concept is being developed for classroom applications that will be seen in Philadelphia schools within a year.
Drexel has also developed Inversion, a system that brings realism to games by giving players an RTS-type view of real people quipped with GPS-enabled cell phones. The technology is being developed for emergency personnel and first responders, but it could become an exercise game.
Update: Oops, the MEDUSA Mind Control Ray Gun Will Actually Kill You
The MEDUSA crowd control ray gun we reported on earlier this month sounded like some pretty amazing—and downright scary—technology. Using the microwave auditory effect, the beam, in theory, would have put sounds and voice-like noises in your head, thereby driving you away from the area. Crowd control via voices in your head. Sounds cool. However, it turns out that the beam would actually kill you before any of that happy stuff started taking place, most likely by frying or cooking your brain inside your skull. Can you imagine if this thing made it out into the field? Awkward!
“Any kind of exposure you could give to someone that wouldn’t burn them to a crisp would produce a sound too weak to have any effect,” said Kenneth Foster, a bioengineering professor at the University of Pennsylvania. Foster knows what he's talking about, too. In 1974 he published the first research on the microwave auditory effect.
Fellow scientist and microwave research author Bill Guy agrees, citing some hard facts to support his conclusions:
Guy says that experiments have demonstrated that radiation at 40 microjoules per pulse per square centimeter produces sound at zero decibels, which is just barely in hearing range. To produce sound at 60 decibels, or the sound of normal conversation, requires 40 watts per square centimeter of radiation. “That would kill you pretty fast,” Guy says. Producing an unpleasant sound, at about 120 decibels, would take 40 million W/cm2 of energy. One milliwatt per square centimeter is considered to be the safety threshold.
Both scientists were in agreement about one other thing too: the MEDUSA just morphed from a crowd-control device into a monstrous weapon.
Brain will be battlefield of future, warns US intelligence report
The human brain could become a battlefield in future wars, a new report predicts, including 'pharmacological land mines' and drones directed by mind control
* Wednesday August 13 2008 17:23 BST
Rapid advances in neuroscience could have a dramatic impact on national security and the way in which future wars are fought, US intelligence officials have been told.
In a report commissioned by the Defense Intelligence Agency, leading scientists were asked to examine how a greater understanding of the brain over the next 20 years is likely to drive the development of new medicines and technologies.
They found several areas in which progress could have a profound impact, including behaviour-altering drugs, scanners that can interpret a person's state of mind and devices capable of boosting senses such as hearing and vision.
On the battlefield, bullets may be replaced with "pharmacological land mines" that release drugs to incapacitate soldiers on contact, while scanners and other electronic devices could be developed to identify suspects from their brain activity and even disrupt their ability to tell lies when questioned, the report says.
"The concept of torture could also be altered by products in this market. It is possible that some day there could be a technique developed to extract information from a prisoner that does not have any lasting side effects," the report states.
The report highlights one electronic technique, called transcranial direct current stimulation, which involves using electrical pulses to interfere with the firing of neurons in the brain and has been shown to delay a person's ability to tell a lie.
Drugs could also be used to enhance the performance of military personnel. There is already anecdotal evidence of troops using the narcolepsy drug modafinil, and ritalin, which is prescribed for attention deficit disorder, to boost their performance. Future drugs, developed to boost the cognitive faculties of people with dementia, are likely to be used in a similar way, the report adds.
Greater understanding of the brain's workings is also expected to usher in new devices that link directly to the brain, either to allow operators to control machinery with their minds, such as flying unmanned reconnaissance drones, or to boost their natural senses.
For example, video from a person's glasses, or audio recorded from a headset, could be processed by a computer to help search for relevant information. "Experiments indicate that the advantages of these devices are such that human operators will be greatly enhanced for things like photo reconnaissance and so on," Kit Green, who chaired the report committee, said.
The report warns that while the US and other western nations might now consider themselves at the forefront of neuroscience, that is likely to change as other countries ramp up their computing capabilities. Unless security services can monitor progress internationally, they risk "major, even catastrophic, intelligence failures in the years ahead", the report warns.
"In the intelligence community, there is an extremely small number of people who understand the science and without that it's going to be impossible to predict surprises. This is a black hole that needs to be filled with light," Green told the Guardian.
The technologies will one day have applications in counter-terrorism and crime-fighting. The report says brain imaging will not improve sufficiently in the next 20 years to read peoples' intentions from afar and spot criminals before they act, but it might be good enough to help identify people at a checkpoint or counter who are afraid or anxious.
"We're not going to be reading minds at a distance, but that doesn't mean we can't detect gross changes in anxiety or fear, and then subsequently talk to those individuals to see what's upsetting them," Green said.
The development of advanced surveillance techniques, such as cameras that can spot fearful expressions on people's faces, could lead to some inventive ways to fool them, the report adds, such as Botox injections to relax facial muscles.
Mind Control by Cell Phone: Attaching Cellphones to Head Lead To Sleep Deprivation
Electromagnetic signals from cell phones can change your brainwaves and behavior. But don't break out the aluminum foil head shield just yet.
Hospitals and airplanes ban the use of cell phones, because their electromagnetic transmissions can interfere with sensitive electrical devices. Could the brain also fall into that category? Of course, all our thoughts, sensations and actions arise from bioelectricity generated by neurons and transmitted through complex neural circuits inside our skull. Electrical signals between neurons generate electric fields that radiate out of brain tissue as electrical waves that can be picked up by electrodes touching a person's scalp. Measurements of such brainwaves in EEGs provide powerful insight into brain function and a valuable diagnostic tool for doctors. Indeed, so fundamental are brainwaves to the internal workings of the mind, they have become the ultimate, legal definition drawing the line between life and death.
Brainwaves change with a healthy person's conscious and unconscious mental activity and state of arousal. But scientists can do more with brainwaves than just listen in on the brain at work-they can selectively control brain function by transcranial magnetic stimulation (TMS). This technique uses powerful pulses of electromagnetic radiation beamed into a person's brain to jam or excite particular brain circuits.
Although a cell phone is much less powerful than TMS, the question still remains: Could the electrical signals coming from a phone affect certain brainwaves operating in resonance with cell phone transmission frequencies? After all, the caller's cerebral cortex is just centimeters away from radiation broadcast from the phone's antenna. Two studies provide some revealing news.
The first, led by Rodney Croft, of the Brain Science Institute, Swinburne University of Technology in Melbourne, Australia, tested whether cell phone transmissions could alter a person's brainwaves. The researchers monitored the brainwaves of 120 healthy men and women while a Nokia 6110 cell phone—one of the most popular cell phones in the world—was strapped to their head. A computer controlled the phone's transmissions in a double-blind experimental design, which meant that neither the test subject nor researchers knew whether the cell phone was transmitting or idle while EEG data were collected. The data showed that when the cell phone was transmitting, the power of a characteristic brain-wave pattern called alpha waves in the person's brain was boosted significantly. The increased alpha wave activity was greatest in brain tissue directly beneath to the cell phone, strengthening the case that the phone was responsible for the observed effect.
Alpha Waves of Brain
Alpha waves fluctuate at a rate of eight to 12 cycles per second (Hertz). These brainwaves reflect a person's state of arousal and attention. Alpha waves are generally regarded as an indicator of reduced mental effort, "cortical idling" or mind wandering. But this conventional view is perhaps an oversimplification. Croft, for example, argues that the alpha wave is really regulating the shift of attention between external and internal inputs. Alpha waves increase in power when a person shifts his or her consciousness of the external world to internal thoughts; they also are the key brainwave signatures of sleep.
Cell Phone Insomnia
If cell phone signals boost a person's alpha waves, does this nudge them subliminally into an altered state of consciousness or have any effect at all on the workings of their mind that can be observed in a person's behavior? In the second study, James Horne and colleagues at the Loughborough University Sleep Research Centre in England devised an experiment to test this question. The result was surprising. Not only could the cell phone signals alter a person's behavior during the call, the effects of the disrupted brain-wave patterns continued long after the phone was switched off.
"This was a completely unexpected finding," Horne told me. "We didn't suspect any effect on EEG [after switching off the phone]. We were interested in studying the effect of mobile phone signals on sleep itself." But it quickly became obvious to Horne and colleagues in preparing for the sleep-research experiments that some of the test subjects had difficulty falling asleep.
Horne and his colleagues controlled a Nokia 6310e cell phone—another popular and basic phone—attached to the head of 10 healthy but sleep-deprived men in their sleep research lab. (Their sleep had been restricted to six hours the previous night.) The researchers then monitored the men's brainwaves by EEG while the phone was switched on and off by remote computer, and also switched between "standby," "listen" and "talk" modes of operation for 30 minute intervals on different nights. The experiment revealed that after the phone was switched to "talk" mode a different brain-wave pattern, called delta waves (in the range of one to four Hertz), remained dampened for nearly one hour after the phone was shut off. These brainwaves are the most reliable and sensitive marker of stage two sleep—approximately 50 percent of total sleep consists of this stage—and the subjects remained awake twice as long after the phone transmitting in talk mode was shut off. Although the test subjects had been sleep-deprived the night before, they could not fall asleep for nearly one hour after the phone had been operating without their knowledge.
Although this research shows that cell phone transmissions can affect a person's brainwaves with persistent effects on behavior, Horne does not feel there is any need for concern that cell phones are damaging. The arousal effects the researchers measured are equivalent to about half a cup of coffee, and many other factors in a person's surroundings will affect a night's sleep as much or more than cell phone transmissions.
"The significance of the research," he explained, is that although the cell phone power is low, "electromagnetic radiation can nevertheless have an effect on mental behavior when transmitting at the proper frequency." He finds this fact especially remarkable when considering that everyone is surrounded by electromagnetic clutter radiating from all kinds of electronic devices in our modern world. Cell phones in talk mode seem to be particularly well-tuned to frequencies that affect brainwave activity. "The results show sensitivity to low-level radiation to a subtle degree. These findings open the door by a crack for more research to follow. One only wonders if with different doses, durations, or other devices, would there be greater effects?"
Croft of Swinburne emphasizes that there are no health worries from these new findings. "The exciting thing about this research is that it allows us to have a look at how you might modulate brain function and this [look] tells us something about how the brain works on a fundamental level." In other words, the importance of this work is in illuminating the fundamental workings of the brain-scientists can now splash away with their own self-generated electromagnetic waves and learn a great deal about how brainwaves respond and what they do.
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[20 Aug 2008|08:51am] |
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Back in the good ol' days, we used to paint our faces when we went to ICP shows. Almost everyone did. Now... not so much. I mean people still do it, but back then almost every face you saw at a show was painted up. It was just part of the fun. Running around in mobs with clowny faces... the locals never knew what to think. It was good times.
ICP & the Juggalo world has been a major part of my life since I discovered them in late 1996. Steph was given a mixtape that had The Joker's Wild on it, and we listened to it numerous times. I loved them pretty much instantly... and went on a search to find out more about them, thinking they were even more fantastic the more I found. Thus my Juggalo self was born... and to this day that hasn't changed. I cannot even tell you the amount of times I've received shit about how much they suck & how people just can't understand why I like them. I can't tell you why I like them so much, I just do. You either love them or hate them. I think what they've done is splendid, almost magical. ...and because of them I've had some of the most fun and fantastic times of my life. I've met tons of cool people I wouldn't have ever known without them, and have traveled the country and been to places I might not have ever gone.
Nothing anyone can ever say will change the way I feel about them, their music, the empire they've built, the times I've had, or the times I have yet to have in the future. ICP themselves can be total assholes to me (although they've always been totally cool to me) and it wouldnt change my love for them. People can hate on them all they want, IM DOWN FOR LIFE BITCHBOYYY... :D :D
That being said, I now bring you the largest photo dump I've ever done. Behind the cut are all the photos from Saturday, the 3rd day of the Gathering... which also tends to be the most crazy day because by then pretty much everyone has shown up and the madness has settled in.
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I have to admit, my friend gave me the link to this community and didn't tell me anything about it...
and as soon as I saw the banner from A Clockwork Orange I knew that I had to join.
I love that film, and most all "cult-like" films beyond all. Its great to have a community like this!
"Come and get one in the yarbles... if you have any yarbles. You eunich jelly-thou!"
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[19 Aug 2008|06:52pm] |
The weirdest thing happened to me while I was at the gas station...
I was at this one Shell Oil, and they have these TVs set up, above the whole station and everything. So, basically, while you're pumping your gas, you get distracted and end up wasting more money than you wanted to in the first place.
Anyway--so I put the pump in, and the TV started, and it was NBC stuff. And, for whatever reason, they had Kristen Renton (Morgan) on! She was on for about five seconds, and I don't even remember what she was talking about because I was freaking out (I shouted to my sister, who was in the car, and flailed my arms), but, hey, it was preeeeeetttyyy awesome!
Just thought I should share this... :D
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Hey Psycho (aka Nicole) what the hell are you doing in the DiMera Masion?!?!
You DON'T LIVE THERE!!!
Seriously!!
W-O-W!!!
I am totally making a video montage to the song crazy starring Nicole
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MONDAY... was pretty fun. I woke up at the early hour of 4:30PM. I went about my usual wake up routine, completed some hair orders I got over the weekend and sent all my packages off with my mom to the post office. Took a shower & got ready. Atom came over, and I decided it was time for some nature since it's been so nice out. August is usually HELL in STL, but so far it's been amazingly mild. We went to Penn Station & then to Creve Couer park to have a dinner "picnic". After eating I decided I wanted to go down by the lake so we walked down the giant staircase through the woods and to the beach. Hung around down there for a while and then I wanted to walk on the trail so we did that. I decided the paved trail wasn't enough natureish for my tastes so we hiked up a massive steep hill (a lot of fun in giant shoes, let me tell you) and walked along the path at the top of the hill in the woods. Hung out under the Page extension bridge overpass for a bit checking stuff out and I discovered that someone has finally broken open the lock on the gate to one of the crazy tunnels that run underneath the bridge. I went inside but it was too dark to do any exploring without a flashlight. I've been through them before, when the bridge was first built before they put locks on the gates but it's been a good number of years since I've been back. The sound of cars driving on top of the tunnel is crazy. Anyway it was getting really dark by then so we decided to head back on the trail. I ran face first into a huge spider web and started screaming because I knew a web like that probably belonged to a giant spider which was now on my body somewhere. I got over it though. We made it back to the car and Atom wanted boba so we went to the boba place down the road but for some reason they're now closed on Mondays, so we went to Chesterfield Mall and got it there instead. Screwed around in Borders and then came back here and I made macaroni and we chilled for a while.
Blah blah... so my v570 is messed up now. Keeps like... shorting out & turning off and corrupting my files when it's saving them. I knew with the amount of use and abuse it gets it would eventually start failing. That time is now upon us. RIP my little camera friend... you've been very good to me. It's not totally dead yet, but I imagine I should start looking for a new one because it's definitely something that I cannot live without. I could get the v610 but after using Steph's I still prefer the v570 even though it's lacking the 2 megapixel upgrade.
NIN is Wednesday. I neglected to get tickets beforehand, but I'll be there anyway. Scalpers here I come.
SO GUESS WHAT? I have more gathering photos ready. Behind the cut. They're all from Triple 8 Friday 08/08/08. Official Strap-On-Fest 2008, so be warned... lots of dildo action.
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Next summer I'm heading back to Maine to visit friends and maybe even relatives, but I would like to check out some hainted graves. I'm starting alittle research to pic the most interesting and visit them. I already know I'm going to the Buck's grave in Bucksport I'm also gonna tryin get to one of these other graves. Here's another story of a witch grave-
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 Guess who was back in the hospital? :( It was my stomach AGAIN! I have a constant pain in my lower stomach, but some mornings it gets so bad I start throwing up. It started with only on the weekends when I would drink a lot of liquor.. Then it went to like once in a while, now it's like every week. I've learned to deal with the constant pain that I have, it's not terrible to where I can't function, but it hurts enough to make me uncomfortable.. But on those morning when it's just out of control I swear I'd rather just die... The only thing that helps is when I lay in the shower and let the water fall on my stomach.. As soon as I get out I have to rush to the hospital or it will result in me curled up in fetal position screaming "MOM PLEASE JUST FUCKING KILL ME" I've been to Bathesda North Hospital for the 5th time with this problem today... They've run all sorts of tests on me.. Sticking things where they really don't belong... I've had ultra sounds, ct scans, xrays, they've had me pee in like 20 cups, taken SO many vials of blood, all kinds of shit... And they come back with "well we don't know whats wrong, everything looks great" And they discharge me with abdominal pain... OMG and this nurse lady at the hospital was a BITCH. She was like, your back here for the same thing. I was like uhhh yeah? And she's like, well theres not much we can do here but what we've already done, we only offer temporary relief, you need to see a GI doctor in this stuck up bitchy ass attitude. I was like okay, even if I called a GI doctor from the last fucking time I was in here, which was like 4 days ago, I STILL wouldn't have seen him before today, and seeing as this is the EMERGENCY room, yeah.. I think I'm in the right place? Then she's like, well were just gonna do what we've already done, I was like WHATEVER just temporarily relieve me so i can go home, jesusssssssss. She came back in with an IV and meds, then asked me to drink 32 oz of water and NOT pee so I can get an ultra sound done... As soon as I took one sip of water it came right back up so I pushed my little nurse button, the lady didn't even call a nurse back there so I had to get up and go through all these cabinets for some tissue or something.. She finally comes and gets me, at this point my whole body is shaking out of control, I couldn't stop it, and it was making my pain worse, not to mention the full stomach of water adding pressure. They did some tests and came back and told me they don't know whats wrong... SHOCKKK!!! I have an appointment for the 4th with a GI doctor, I just hope between now and then I won't have to fucking go back to the hospital... I started eating that Activia yogurt shit that supposivly helps regulate your stomach, but it just makes me wanna throw up... All that sounds good is Penn Station, and I can't fucking have any. :( Me and Billy got into our first "fight" in a while... I was being very bitchy this morning, but I think I had a pretty good reason.. All of this happened as I was gettin ready for work, and Billy was gonna wake up and smoke some bud with me before I had to go to work. Then my stomach started acting up, I called my dad to see what I should do, and he told me to go back to the ER.. So I told Billy, and hoped he'd offer to go with me ya know? I'm scared as hell of hospitals, and I need my man by my side.. He didn't come because he thought for some reason we'd be at the hospital from 7am to 4pm, and he had to be at work at 4..The ER is busy as shit at night, but early in the morning it's not and I told him that, even though he SWEARS i didn't *rolls eyes* whatever... So I got pissed and tripped out on him, because I got to thinking.. The whole 3 weeks before my back surgery he ignored me cuz we had gotten into a stupid fight... He wasn't there much when I was recovering from back surgery either.... He had been to the hospital 1 of the 5 times I've been there for my stomach... And thinking all that shit alone and terrified in a hospital bed made me FREAK OUT on him. I broke up with him, told him and myspace that he was a piece of shit, but I didn't mean it... It was just frustrating cuz it seems like when I absolutely need him the MOST, he's not there.... Whatver.. So we made up, I'm here laying in his bed while he's at work. I also lost my job that I JUST got... yeah... The lady I talk to at the temp service called me back and said that the HR manager at iSqFt said not to bother coming back, it has nothing to do with my job performance, I was a quick learner, but they need ppl who can be there everyday, and I obviously have health issues to deal with. I asked her if I would possibly be able to re apply there when I get my fucking body under control and she said if they still are in need of help still, yes I can re apply. So I'm just keeping my fingers x'ed that I get this shit fixed soon... OH YEAH.. And Billys brother stole my ICP chillum that Sparklez got me when I had back surgery, for the second time, just went in his room and helped himself to my shit, TOOK IT OUTSIDE............ and got busted by the fucking cops smokin outside somewhere.. Yeah, so that's gone. Buuuut, he's giving me money for a new one, so me and Billy are taking a road trip to the glass house in Cleveland to get some new pieces. It still pisses me off man, he's like 14, he doesn't need to be smoking weed in the first place, plus he KNOWS that was my piece, we've yelled at him before not to use that, and he knows where Billys nasty ass metal bowl is.. He just wanted to show off in front of his wanna be gangstah friends.. took it outside and got caught.. Now he has to do the drug treatment Billy failed out of.. And if he fails... Right to residential it is for him... Which is what he deserves, fuckin thief. So yeah... it's been a terrible last few days for me... My lift is so like a roller coaster with it's ups and downs... One day i'm on top of the world, then next min it's a fuckin train wreck... I hope this GI guy can find out what the hell is wrong with me so I can go back to work and be FINE! Who knows... maybe I'll even be nicer when I don't have a constant pain in my stomach. :D hahahah. In your dreaaaams. Anyways, I'm tired as hell...
Till the next time something dramatic happens...
haha. i kid, i kid!
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| Hello, Hello Kitty! |
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Finally! The rare Japanese print of Hello Kitty fabric is available at CorsetKittensCloset for custom corsets!
Check out the Novelty Corsets page at our site, choose overbust or underbust, use the paypal button to order (we also accept USPS Money Orders! Email me more info)and email me the size you desire.
contact: airyn@hotmail.com with any questions!
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[18 Aug 2008|12:09pm] |
Hi! My friend Black Mike set up this page for me: Shrinkle Facebook
I don't really know how to use Facebook, but add me anyway and someday I will figure out what I'm supposed to do with it. Thanks! :-)
XOXO
Amy
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